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Olli
Copperwolf’s Odd Misperceptions From
Youthfulness This page contains
the weird stuff that I used to believe happened to me a long time
ago. I used to feel that it might have been related to my dragon and religious researches
when I believed I ‘was’ a dragon. So, I typed out how I perceived things at
the time and came up with this page. Surprisingly, it has withstood many
years and hasn’t accidentally disappeared yet. This page design update and this statement are the
only changes I’ve made. Anyway, the following
list is in order of which things happened that I thought used to be signs for
what I believed wer
some weird holy blessing of what’s known as draconity,
and that the strange world of hidden dragons, heaven, and God himself were
all trying to help me along to understand and believe that all of these
things below had meaning. They all do, of course, still have meaning as
things that shaped portions of who I was and even some of who I am today, and
also they ‘are’ simply things which did happen in my
life when everything was much more ‘magical’. All of them are typed exactly
as they were over 10 years ago, if not from even further back than that. I
still have all sorts of misconstruities in my head,
but I haven’t written about any of them, except to doctors of course. : ) --Image to the left is me, Olli Copperwolf, and was
taken by me in what’s known as an event mascot/fursuit
to some.-- |
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I went out to a local public pier late one night when
there was nobody there. The wind was blowing a little roughly and the moon
was full and shining brightly in the sky. I didn't stay out too long on this
night. I was probably there about 30 minutes total. I stood in the wind with
my arms out and kind of behind me while I held my head up towards the sky and
was filled with the Spirit. My eyes were closed at the time, so there is no
way I can know if what seemed to happen next really happened. Anyway, after a
little while of doing this, I felt like
I lifted slightly off the ground for about 2 seconds. I continued to keep
my eyes closed though, hoping(basically means
confident) that at any moment I might fly off into the night sky. ·
I went out to the pier late again when there was nobody
there. The wind was blowing a little roughly again and the moon was full and
shining brightly in the sky again. This time I prayed and spoke to the Lord
for about 1.5 hours. When I was done and was about to leave, I turned and
asked one last question....'Am I a dragon?'.....
Immediately, upon finishing the question, a shooting star flew across the
sky. It was bright, long and extremely noticeable. I took it as a yes, but I
may never know for sure if this sign was a true one. I believe it is because
of how quickly it came. ·
The next strange thing was a highly Christian lady who
seemed to be a little mental, but she did seem to know what she was talking
about. Anyway, The night before she showed up I had
asked God to send me someone who could help me out with the possibility of draconity being able to be compatible with my religion.
The next evening, right as I was about to get off of
work, the lady came through my line and started asking me spiritual questions
and other stuff. My line was starting to get backed up, so she stood off to
the side and continued to say a few things. After a few minutes, when I
thought she was about to leave, I asked her to wait... that I wished to speak
with her some more. After the line of people was gone, we began to speak with
each other again. She said she could tell that I had the Spirit (Jesus)
within me and that it was strong. She also said that she had felt that she
needed to be at the store that night for some reason.... that reason was me.
The manager let me leave and the lady and I stood outside the store and spoke
some more. She talked with me for about 2 hours. Then, she decided to do one
of those highly spiritual things (cleansing?) by placing her hands on my head
and praying for me. I was a little against it, but after standing for two
hours, I was hoping she would let me go afterwards (I hate to interrupt
people when they are talking). So, I let her do it. While she said she could
feel the Spirit working within her, I didn't really feel anything. I did in
the end get some verses though to look up in the Bible, which I did do later.
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I don't know if this one has anything really to do with
dragons, draconity, an' such, but I am putting it
up here just in case. If you think it should stay or go, let me know. Again,
I was working when this happened. A lady who I had met a few weeks earlier
came through my line(not the same highly christian lady). She spoke like a person might for most
of the conversation we had. Then, she started to say something normally, then
stopped herself, and said "That it do be."
She was about to say something like 'That it is." Most people know that
"do be" is said mainly by dragons (atleast
in my opinion they do... atleast some of the
earlier dragons said it anyway). I don't know why she changed her mind and said
what she did, but I did respond with another "do be" in hopes of
giving a hint at my belief that I am a dragon and her knowing. It is just really strange. ·
The next thing that I am putting up here has to do with
another shooting star answering another one of my request
to God. It has been said that people/dragons should be themselves. I got a
pretty crazy idea, but I believed it was possible because there was evidence
of my idea being done before, atleast in a way, in
the Bible. When Moses was commanded by God to place his staff(stick?) on the
ground after asking Pharoh to let God's people go,
it turned into a snake. I believe that I am a dragon, so I started thinking
that in order to truly be myself, I would need to
have my dragon form. I believed that God could do this for me if I asked, so
I went out to the pier again(no wind blowing hard
this time) and presented my facts, beliefs, etc. to God again and then asked
to be able to have a dragon form at night when most of the people around
here(Florida) are asleep. Again, after doing all of this and asking my
question, a shooting star went across the sky. Again, it was bright, long,
and highly noticeable. Since I didn't change into a dragon physically that
night, I don't really know what it truly meant either. ·
Ok, yet another strange thing happened, yet it was kind of
expected. On a Sunday morning, I finally made it back to church. I don't
usually wake up early enough to get ready and actually get
there for the lessons. Anyway, during the lesson that was given in the class
I attended that day, there came a verse talking about a guy who asked for a
sign from God. That seemed to stick in my mind and I figured that it would
work if I tried it. Later that same day, while at work, I asked God again if
I would ever have the physical form of a dragon. I asked again because
shooting stars aren't always a sure answer(atleast not to me). Angels of darkness can sometimes make
themselves appear to be things such as those, so therefore one or both of the shooting stars may have been angels of
darkness or maybe neither was. Anyway, I asked Him to send me a sign that
signified the answer of yes. I asked for the sign to be the arrival of a good
friend of mine on that Sunday evening, and at a little after 6pm(anywhere from 1 second after 6pm till 30 seconds after
6:30pm), to the grocery store I work at. All during the first three hours of
my work I asked, prayed, begged(?), etc. that he show up so that I would be
given the answer of yes. Sure enough, he did show up and right on time too.
He arrived at about 6:19pm.... 2-3 minutes before I was to get off break.
Oddly enough, I actually knew he would show up with
me having that much time left on my break. Once again, the Lord has answered!
The only questions now are "where/when will I recieve
the form?" (doesn't necessarily mean I will recieve
the form here on earth...might just be in Heaven...and it might just be in both!...who knows?) · Ok, this next one doesn't really fit into the strange category, but deserves some mention. Upon moving to a new location recently for living and for work, I have noticed that many more people in this new location seem to wear things that have representations of dragons... ie tshirts, necklaces, tattoos, etc. I have never been in any place such as where I am now. The vast majority of people in this area are also mostly Christians like myself. Anyway, every now and again, at my new place of work, I will have someone come through my line and just hint at the fact that they know who I truly am underneath my flesh. Some will hint at earthly reincarnation which bugs me a little because I by no means plan to return here. This is certainly not my idea of a perfect place for a dragon... not good ones anyway... Of course, referring back to my previous statement, I did have one lady come through my line who hinted at me being a dragon through questions which had to deal with earthly reincarnation, but whether or not she actually believed it or was just trying to get answers from me, I could not really tell. She said something to me about life being a pain or something and then I retaliated with something to the effect of " yes, and after one passes away, most get a much better one." She then went on to say something like... 'Yes... maybe you'll come back as something small like a snail or something.' I then told her that I was actually thinking of maybe something on a bit of a "larger scale"(yes, I said that). She then immediately jumped from saying snail to Komodo dragon. The fact that she made such a giant leap is what made me wonder. While she spoke of an earthly dragon in her speach, she may have been thinking in terms of another version of dragon in her mind. She may have done this to sidestep any stray listeners in the area and to possibly avoid making anyone think that either of us was seemingly insane. |