Dreams of Olli Copperwolf

Most of these should all be in order. I’ve had many dreams over the years, and many have been lost due to the mind forgetting after fully wakened or them simply not being recorded. It takes practice and effort to remember at all, and even more to remember smaller details. I’ve been having a bunch of dreams and nightmares again throughout 2018 and now in to 2019, so I suspect there will be more of them to come in the future as long as I keep up with them. I didn’t have barely any dreams for so many years, but I suspect I had complications of finding circumstances that could stimulate my mind. Some of my dreams have also been slight repeats while others build on top of previous ones. It’s really been quite extraordinary how some have come out. I’ve included them under the topic I have due to dreams having once, and still now by many folks, as mystical and mysterious internal projections that somewhat transcend our typical every day perceptions. A couple may have references to naughty things or include some stronger language, so read further only if you wish to.

--Image to the left is me, Olli Copperwolf, and was taken by me in what’s known as an event mascot/fursuit to some.--

 

2010 – 05 – 16 – Before Lost Unto Death

I was at my mom's house she used to have and staying there for a while. She had already died. I was waiting to go to something with the adoption side of my family, although I didn't want to do anything with them because I knew they were probably trying to double-cross me. So anyway, I walk in the door of this building in some downtown place in a city, and the first thing that I see is one of my current job bosses, Steve. I run out the door because I wasn't told work was going to show up too. Steve runs after me and follows me everywhere around the town while I try to get away. I go through all sorts of other building, all of which have lots of stairways in them, and I just trek along those constantly and make my way quite a distance through town to the bad areas. I had finally escaped from Steve, but then met up with an ultra-drunk dude insisting I try his vodka. Another guy who had sold the vodka to him is there too and tells that other guy ' Should you be foaming out of your eyes?!', and then laughs maniakly. He then starts trying to force drugs and such onto me while I'm at the end of a staircase that just ends at a wall and goes nowhere. I push him out of the way and run out of the building. He comes after me and pins me against a wall telling me he's going to fuck me up and all this. Everything blips and I end up away from him and safe while he is apparently hurt. I then start trying to re-find the family place. One thing that kept repeating through the entire dream is people telling me that everything would change me. It would all make me better. The more I went through, the more I realized that things did change with each action they put upon me, but never for the better.

2013 – 09 – 19 – Lost Unto Death

I had gone out to a club or something, and I had parked my car. All I needed to do was just go to the bathroom, so I went looking for one. The ways of the people were strange in the particular area, and it was in either Los Angeles or San Diego, California. To pee, they required me to let them use pressure points, and they forced it on to me. Then right as I was about to go, they told me time was up, and I was getting frantic then. I had to make it back to my car, as time was almost up. The lanes were all letter numbered, such as Q38. I think that may have been my number. I was running around frantically, and I couldn't find where my car was. With other people frantically trying to find their cars, there was a large train, and there was a smaller train that ran through the center; a few people were crushed by the smaller train and it slowly continued on it's way while I caught glimpses of them being crushed slowly. I could see the blood covering their lighter colored pants, and I could hear their screams. I looked away. There was another person who got caught up on the larger train, both trains going parallell to each other by the way, and this person apparently had a very strong leash on the dog because the dog got caught up on a lamp post. With the person being stuck in front of the train, and being crushed and dragged, it was tugging the leash around the dogs neck tighter and tighter. It was a black lab I think. I could see its desperateness to try to breathe, and its horror of knowing it's about to die a horrid death. Then, in the midst of all of this, a fursuiter in a grey wolf? fursuit, came up to me, and I tried pointing out the Q38 location stated on my parking ticket. He failed to understand at all, so I ended up continuing to run off to try to find my location before it was too late. I never did find the car before waking, and a few times I ended up back outside of this strange form of civilization in California. It was just a small path, as if it was a downtown to somewhere... a main train station within as well somehow.

2014 – 09 – 13 – Building Destruction out of Time and Space

So, I've been having a dream regularly for the past few months. It's incredibly odd. Some things have changed each time, including this time. The general gist of it all remains the same though. I've seen people get completely squished by elevators, and some get arms stick in elevator doors or some such. In the end, I witness the frantic deaths of many. It has an end of the world feeling to it at the very end, whereas other events leading up to it do not feel like that is the time being lived in.

So, the dream has typically begun by me attending some kind of convention, or something of the like, at a hotel. The building is incredibly tall and the ride for the main elevators takes forever to take to any floor I have had to be on before. The end always takes place on the very top floor though. Anyway, I get to my floor and have to room with other people. The rooms are done rather oddly in tonight's version. There is a door made of elevator doors. When they open, there is an upper room and a lower room; a floor visible roughly at eye level for someone my size. The previous version of the hotel had regular doors with single rooms behind them, but they were both the same in design inside in prior and current dream, they were quite small. They were perhaps roughly 8x8 fee with a single bed in them with comfortable bedding and the walls were kind of a fancy wooden style look. In the original dream, I roomed with one person and ended up switching rooms later to an odd sex club kind of place. Oddly enough that door was smaller inside, however led off to various other interconnected rooms for a similar reason. This time though, I remained in the one room, and there was to be a total of 4 people in the room for a duration of time. Only one roommate was there when I arrived and they mentioned that the room really sucked after I asked them if they were redecorating since they were placing items out in the limited space. We both very much agreed that the accomodations room-wise were just awful! So, we next meet up with our other roomies and we are all on the top floor at this time. We begin noticing strange elevator usage and some people getting returned, where other people didn't, and myself and the roomies decide we should attempt to leave. We try to, but we keep ending up right back there on this floor. In order to go anywhere on an elevator, you must go through the task of paying for a piece of paper with what appears to be a grey arrow on it. The more things happen, the more we also take notice that the staff appear to actually be causing some confusion and actually causing some people to lose their arrows whole staff pretends to be helping people. This causes some people to jump after their arrows before an elevator closes, or they are caused to lose luggage and the same thing happens. Carrying on, all versions of the dream have a sudden jolt to the entire building, which caused much more panic at that time. In the original version though, I never questioned any of the staff on anything. The staff has always consisted of the same main individuals, but I can only describe 3 of many. There is a woman, a butler/caterer type, and there is a quite odd one who wears a metal helmet and who always has teeth showing angered look at his mouth. You can't see eyes or nose due to the helmet ... just the mouth. He doesn't speak English. He just speaks growly sounds of anger. Anyway, this time I spoke up and yelled out the question to all simultaneously ' WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?!'. The lady responds and almost in an in charge sort of fashion. She says that 'she' is sick of being so worked, and there was mention of 4 million years, but I don't remember just what that was about. She is extremely furious and almost in tears. In the past versions I would have taken some sort of action which would cause some kind of sleep phase to avoid the eventual having to feel the end. The building destruction is on a timer and has had roughly a 24-hour holdover time while it slowly destroys itself in some long drawn out autodestruct type sequence. This was the reason for trying to keep confusion noticing down for so long after I had gotten to this convention or whatever it was as well. Anyway, this time around, there was not a way out. I somewhat feel I may have had the ability to take a time machine of some sort before to the past and go to sleep in a bed, but I don't thoroughly recall. This time though, we were all stuck on that top floor and there was no other way to leave. I just remember thoughts in my head thinking 'Oh shit ... there is no way out this time ... this building is going to fall eventually, and I am going to have to endure it all the way to the end this time ...'. Thankfully, I woke up, because this time I don't believe would have ended well completely played through...

2014 – 09 – 24 – Furry Convention in Space

So, another dream. ... a different one. ... I had gone off in to space with a small group of 3-4 other individuals. Only one of which was a female who was slightly more pale and who had blond hair. I don't remember details of the other folks. We had somehow become stuck on a planet called Epsilon 1. The people were friendly there at the start, although I can not recall their looks, and they later become quite mean. Apparently, furry conventions no absolutely no bounds, and I and the group of people I had come with and who I was stuck on the planet with had become stuck there right at the start of this convention. There were some folks that had a close human appearance or who were human, but the dream made it seem like they were people actually living on the planet, and not just visiting. Everyone seemed to have a fursuit and no one minded hugs or such. There were some really tall fursuiters also ... one looked maybe about 7 or 8 feet tall at one point.

Anyway, the people of this planet provided us, the stuck folks, with apartments of our own on the planet. We all attended the convention, but when it was over, things just became severely bad for us. The people of the planet approached us after the 3 day convention and told us that we could no longer be in our apartments and that they were not able to assist us in leaving their planet. They said we would have to be placed in to a part of their land which was away from their current civilization and with no shelter at all. The female who had traveled with us breaks out in to tears right there. She is absolutely devastated by this notion. A couple of the people from the planet question the actions, but the main ones saying what must be done said that they just can't let us stay because we are considered outsiders and it would be against the law to continue letting us do so. We all leave the building and go off. We apparently have the power of flight with no assisted technology at all. We end up in an undeveloped fully area soon after taking off. We stay low to the ground on our way there. All the undeveloped houses are white; closed off to us, and no electricity. I had taken my smartphone with me and began to use it some, but by this time it was below 40%. I texted a friend who is actually local to the area and who I talk to on a regular basis about all of my problems, fears, and pretty much anything from my life or his. I told him what was going on, and he had no idea how to get me out of the mess because he was way back on planet earth. I wanted to call him, but turned the phone off instead because of the low power.

Back during the convention there had been incredibly awful electrical storms here and there also. They were beginning again as we had been leaving the convention building due to us being shunned from there. We were subject to this in nature, and quite frankly it scared the hell out of me. There was nowhere to go for cover at all from them, although there were large, green, plastic garbage cans at each of these undeveloped small square homes that just literally all appeared exactly the same even in their placement of those. I had pondered briefly about using the cans and getting in one during the storms. They really were incredibly terrible! I also was getting angry and frustrated though, and I needed power for my phone and I had no clue where any items might be that I could make something that could generate natural energy in a correct flow and for long enough at this time. So, I make the decision to say fuck it, and attempt to sneak back in to the convention building to get back to the apartment (yes, apartments were inside this building... not just rooms) I had been in and hope no one noticed me. I succeeded in getting there, although I had drawn attention at the door to the building since I flew in over the heads of the people in the entrance area. I get to the room, and the next thing I notice as I am plugging my phone in to an outlet on a faraway planet that apparently still has the same type of electrical plugs as earth, is that there are two of my ship companions already there and out on the balcony behind glass doors.

One of the two is the female and she is smoking a cigarette. She makes notice of me and comes inside; me with a look of 'what the fuck?!' on my face. She explains to me that they had tried sneaking back in as well, but that the problem had been resolved. All they needed was a copy of their birth certificate from earth, and somehow that just resolved everything and they were then accepted as citizens. I was completely flabergasted that all of the harsh treatment and all was THAT easily resolved! I didn't wish to be out in the storms on this planet though, so I said I would definitely be getting mine. I then spent about the next 10 minutes in an awake state in real life and trying to remember as much of the story as possible before it disappeared.

2015 – 11 – 16 – Children of Innocence

I dreamed that there were 4 little kids (probably 8-12yrs) fighting with weapons, and one always carried extra large ones that always would drag on the ground.

Well, one person I know who is an adult, invited me to his place on a river. Something went south somewhat with the visit and so he has me leaving, but then asks me if I had ever been on his riverboat and I say no I hadn't. So, he takes me down a long river through a city of tall building... pretty buildings...

As we go down along the river... with somewhat a behind, yet raised perception on the rear of the boat, something happens where we have to get off. I think he just wanted to go around town and explore. The next thing I know I lose track of him, however am many floors up from the ground level and so I decide it would be a good idea to find glass barriers/windows, break them, and repel down them until I could get to ground level. I did cross between 2 or 3 separate buildings side by side though. I eventually made it to what appeared to be an abandoned building inside. I remember it being dark inside and the 4 children were coming down some stairs on the left of a smaller greyish colored room when I got there, but didn't have weapons at that time. We both gave glances to one another and then I walked up the stairs to find the person I know, leaning against a bed.

Then, suddenly, the 4 children come in to the same darkened room. 3 have weapons, however the smallest one has nothing, but the one person places the butt of a quite large gun down in front of me and my left hand barely touches it subconsciously while the kid literally hugs it in to his possession. My brain can only think 'oh boy, there are atleast a few of my fingerprints on that now. He drags it off down the stairs with his buds though, and they are off to do some kind of fight again... I look back towards the person who's been leaning in that room the whole time, and just wondering ... how did I not know these things and why am I now suddenly mixed up in these things?

2016 – 07 – 04 – Children’s Hospital

This dream is fairly short and odd. I have no idea how it relates to anything in my life...

Anyway, It begins with roughly eight other folks I do not know and myself entering in to the front doors of a hospital as friends and meeting up with a wall/line of children shortly after getting inside. They tell us that we must survive.

So, we continue to walk on past them and then more oddness ensues. The children seem almost like ghosts and they randomly appear. When one does, they lay a hand on a person and it is as if the energy is completely drained out of a friend. It appears almost like an instant death.

After the first energy drain on a person, the children became quicker with their random appearances, which separates everyone in to different directions. One single person ends up with me most of the way through. Oddly enough though, throughout this whole time, I had a hand lay on to me many times and had survived each time although it was becoming more difficult. It was a greater strain on me each time. I discover a slight secret though, however I believe it may have cost the one last person with me their life.

So, what happens next that there are stacks of those Little Debbie chocolate and strawberry crunch bars just sitting on the end of a plastic grey pushable cart. I knew I am likely not supposed to take them and that they are possibly for others in the hospital. I heavily feel I will not be able to continue much further though and that perhaps if the children were after energy from me, then perhaps attempting to give myself more energy will help. It does just that. I become more resistent, but not uneffected.

A bit further I go, and then finally see the exit from which everyone had entered originally. I'm out of crunch bars, however there is an information desk roughly forty feet from the doors, and there is a place there with free samples of candies and such on it. I place a hand down in to it desperately, but am not pulling anything out at all. I know I am feeling these things there, but in the dream I can't take any from here. I glance at the door while still trying. This is when I awaken...

At this moment, I was now awake, and found myself to be making movements with my hand over the side of my couch and then felt my husky's nose against my hand, which I also felt inside the candy bin as well.

2017 – 04 – 11 – Death comes to Life

I remember being in a home of my own and a guy named Dimeetri and a gang of about 6 tried to steal it from me. They tortured me and threatened to kill Bricks (current husky) if I didn't sign over everything; EVERYTHING I own. I kept finding ways to avoid them temporarily, but I never did get to leave the home and the temporary avoidance was only saying I wouldn't sign anything over and they kept waiting and trying to be nice about taking everything from me. They always immediately caught me, as if each thing was a trap, each time I thought I had a surefire way to leave. I did make it out a door to the outside once, but one of the members was right there when I did. I finally just gave in and signed the dang thing they had been trying to have me sign. Right after I did, they dragged me through the woods and I begged to know where Bricks was. The gang told me 'they already took care of him'. Finally, I got shot in the head point-blank, but then woke up in a hospital or some such. The head gang member is right there at the door too. He tells me he has something for me and opens the door behind him. Bricks looks like he has been killed by a vehicle, but not bloody and he's in some sort of contraption. I get so dang super teary-eyed and run towards the door. He seems to wake up and turn his head only mainly at me while the rest of his body is paralyzed, which at that point I realize what the contraption was for ... to help him walk with only his front, but it didn't seem like even that was functional. Right as I got to the door, the main gang guy says something like 'stay out of our business'. I agreed in some way or another and then could carry on, ran out, and then hugged Bricks wall absolutely balling my eyes out.

2018 – 08 – 08 – Family Integration

This was a short dream and had adoption family members in it. I have not had a dream with them for at least 20 years (around 1998 was the last) due to separation issues I have had with them for so long. So, it was strange that it occurred now. I have been e-mailing one single family member for about 2 years now to try to re-integrate, however it hasn't actually reintegrated me really at all... So, why I had this dream now, I do not know.

Anyway, we were in a gym type place, but it was filled with beds and some large machine in the center. The beds were in a square around it and I was in bed with my brother-in-law for some reason. His wife; my sister; was up and about while arguing with her husband and me. At some point, a question is asked for who's going. Before anyone has a chance to respond, the machine extends an air duct looking attachment out towards my brother-in-law's face; completely forming over it. I looked a bit weirded out at it and that's where this short dream ended.

2018 – 09 – 30 – Battle of the Bags

This was a short dream. Atleast one family member was in an earlier portion of it and had done something that made me end up in this place at this time. I just can't recall the earlier parts of the dream...

So, for what I do remember... I was caught up in some sort of Horrible gang battle in the Pic n Sav parking lot here in town. Near the end of it they had even moved inside a little bit. They were all shooting at each other and I had seen this coming before it began even. I had retreated in to the store when I did, while they hadn't quite moved in yet, to try to get away from the fighting. A few people got shot and I was almost hit a few times. I was thankfully able to get back outside though since they had all apparently moved inside and others been shot to where I was clear to go. Then, the dream I was having ended....

2018 – 10 – 19 – Pee Pee Problems

Well, I'm surprised I didn't get in trouble, but maybe not enough time passed....

Anyway, I accidentally was seen with my pants unzipped and my thing hanging out in a room at a college. I was tired and I had to wiz incredibly bad. I had also been to this college before, but it had been so long since I had. So, I didn't quite remember where the bathrooms were and went looking for them. When I thought I found one, I pretty much ran in and closed my eyes while feeling relief was about to be had. This is where my circumstance became as I described. I opened my eyes just before I 'thought' I'd be letting my stream go, but that never got started, and I then noticed that there's a window to my right and there is a a female student looking down at my thing in a sort of surprised look and then at me. I looked quickly to what I thought was a toilet before, but it was actually just a wooden chair. I zipped up severely quick and went out the door to the room in a fairly brisk walk and walked completely out of view to another section of the college. I still had to wiz though, so I ended up finally asking someone where a bathroom was after my first accidental blunder. I was given a reference to an area I remembered a little better and with a bathroom. I came to a spot I didn't ever remember passing through before though after going through the first and ended up taking a seat for a moment to look around. The room was fully empty, so it wasn't too awfully bad to be there at the moment, but then I suddenly had a teacher come along and ask if they could help with anything. It actually shocked me and made me jump out of the seat. I just wanted to bloody pee! ... So, that's when I woke up and had to go to the bathroom quickly.... I'm still very tired today though. I've managed to go back to sleep twice today and I still feel so dead right now.... but atleast I finally got to pee...

2019 – 01 – 02 – Captain M

So, I just spent about the last hour talking with someone around 8 years old. I was invited in and his parents weren't home, as I discovered when I accepted the invitation. I'd been asked before, but I had never actually gone in. I don't know why I did this time. Anyway, the inside wasn't well lit and was a tad messy. The kid had some friends there too and they started talking about a superhero named Captain M. I don't really know what that is, but I tried talking supportively about it. They all had on vests to pretend to have armor and one of the girls asked me if I'd destroy their jackets. I said no. About that time, the kid's mom came home and started asking him about things. We all followed her to the kitchen. She had on a blue Walmart vest and had a smaller, thin, Asian look going on. I actually felt like I knew her though. The more interesting thing is that just a few moments before taking this invite, I had been hanging out under an overpass with some folks. Police had been called though, and so they were there and had been trying to get us all to leave. We tried to argue the fact that it was a place we could just be, but that didn't work of course. That's when a set of odd vehicles, that were done up somewhat fancy as space vehicles, came alongside the underpass. Police began trying to harass them too, but some of us caught a ride. It was really kind of funny the way everything went down. Where I ended up was very close to where I was invited in. What a trip this whole thing was as a dream....

2019 – 01 – 13 – Planetary Madness

So, another dream this morning. I ended up on another planet with people appearing as humans. There were also businesses there, but on the surface of the society, everything 'appeared' to be peaceful at first and like I remembered this particular planet being from another time I dreamed about this place slightly. I remembered the main building's design and also another room with a large rock resembling one Earth had erected in commemoration of saving its moon, but that's not what this rock was for on this planet. There was one guy who I met here before and I found him in the rock room this time, since it's somewhat of a hangout spot. He reintroduced himself as Mark Henry, but later tries to tell me he is also Justin Henry and Daniel Henry as well. Well, we went to a small coffee shop type place still in view of the rock room opening that had a noisy, mechanical spaceship ride for kids in front of it. It was missing one wing for some unknown reason.

Anyway, money works differently on this planet and corn with different designs in how the kernels are shifted and also green onions were atleast two different types of ways to buy things. Most people seemed quite determined to steal and I didn't remember people being like that the last time I was here, but I never really had the dream last this long before. Anyway, something happens and a pair of guards open a door with a lineup of people in green uniforms facing a wall in the small room. They opened it, after one of the folks that Mark and I was with, pointed out there were special guards inside because they were able to see under part of the wall next to the table we were sitting at. I thought one of them told me to go in, but he said again that I could go away. My stuff would slowly keep disappearing though from people trying to take my items while preoccupied by these other interruptions.

One item was a fascinating helmet that was likely limited on its charge, but it did have some sort of air conditioning type blow jets built in. Also, another item stolen was a special bag of corn and onions I somehow had obtained from some grab bag. One random person had tried to show me how to determine making corn more or less in value by shifting kernel placement, but I never did quite understand. Me trying to find all my items and trying to save them though was rough and no one would give me direct answers on where anyone was going, who brought me to this place, why they were taking my objects, etc. So, I would keep ending finding myself on ships that were set out on to waters from a small dock at the center somewhat on large floating buildings? I'd always black out after boarding a ship and a guard at the ship dock would send us off. Just finding my items again sadly kept causing me to keep ending up on these trips. I'd always be sent off with the same people who I later discovered were outcasts for some reason and so they were seeking freedom, which also seemed to push them through bad weather and lands.

At the last place we went to, one lady spurts out Bullin as a place to go to as if it were a psychic revelation, but it was strictly for me and not the others. I don't know what or where it is, but I was hoping for a way to get home. In the last scenes of this dream, I'm riding in a large vehicle of some sort with mud tires. The land itself has thick mud and I hadn't had a chance yet to separate from these folks. Just before setting out on this last part of the dream, for now, I was also taught how to write the number 1 in their writing form. I don't completely remember how it was supposed to be done, but I do think there was at least one line drawn, but then written back over itself. There was definitely a different design than a typical human 1 though.

2019 – 01 – 27 – Out of Time

First off, this was a slight repeat. It's like being stuck in a time loop of sorts, but the Supernaural guys are involved, and if they, or I don't complete a simple task, they die, I die, and it all starts over. I knew this well. This was supposed to be the time we got it all right, but I messed up.

 

To start with, the task was an odd multidimensional game that was flat, but you could partially be transported down. It was technically a failed science experiment where monsters arose and began destroying everything. The task was to make sure to help any 'human' types survive, but I and another person found all had been killed by the monsters, so we won on a technicality. However, we were then meant to snag some items we could take now. I wasted time by grabbing some resistors, but a switch still needed flipped off. I told the other person 'I know. I know' in response to them reminding me and then flipped the switch. The very last task was super easy.

 

At least the Supernatural guys and myself needed to get to the end. I got to them a little too late because I had wasted time earlier with the resistors. So, various automated machines were out of place where they were to effectively escape, so it was up to me to complete the time-based task of just having gone from the game room to the other side of somewhat a long mall area. Well, I never made it because of some other distraction. We were to board a starship coming to rescue us, but it wasn't possible unless time was just right.

 

So, the Supernatural guys died by way of a meat grinder. I myself passed by some automated things at a point after messing things up and a small blue car was a meat transporter/funeral machine. All I found myself, at the end of the mall, was just exit doors. I knew it would all start again soon, so my plan changed to just getting some good wines, toasting, and then waking up the next day to try not to mess it all up. However, the weather was making it difficult to get anywhere fast.

 

The weather was mostly piles of snow everywhere, but large portions of it had turned to ice. Since there was no good way around anything, a number of people were slowly crawling and sliding everywhere, including myself. Around this time is when I woke up. There was a little something extra with a wooden box and some odd devices found inside, but I forget just where that was at in the dream....

2019 – 01 – 28 – Megaplex is Ruined

I saw a few faces from previous dreams about cons, but no one I knew. The con was Megaplex though. I don't have much detail on this dream, but it's notable. At a point, some other attendees and myself continued seeing some strange actions by peaple helping at the con. Eventually, when they had enough people together in one location, they stole almost everything from everyone at that time. I managed to keep various paperwork and some change from them, but I immediately left when I could and began driving away from the con in panic and was going to go somewhere and start informing people of what happened. Well, I came to an area with lines and a light as a stop. Suddenly, I see an old early 90s Sentra going up over my backend after it crashed in to it. About 1 second later, a semi hits part of my car from the side. Somehow, my car still drives and I switch to first person view. I pull in to some thin section that has a small few inches high long space blockers to section off a lot. I heard the police sirens behind me, but they seemed to be focused on going after the other people. I pull to a stop when I feel I am clear and just sit back and close my eyes briefly. That's when I woke up from this one.

2019 – 01 – 29 – Mommy is Angry

So, nothing incredibly thrilling. I dreamed that one of my longtime friends visited my mom's house late at night and my mother said he could spend the night, but he kept on making all sorts of loud noise and on purpose. I myself was just trying to have some vodka and be pretty chill. However, he ended up waking my mother up because he would not shut up. That pissed her off incredibly and she told him that he had to leave. She did it while I was also eating peanut butter, which peanut butter was always specifically hers apparently in this dream, and so she became extra angry with me then. I had apparently placed bits of green pepper into it also. I tried telling her that things were taking care of for making sure she had fresh peanut butter without green peppers for later, but she remained angry anyway and sent me to bed, but then tried to come in and completely cover me up with the blanket, which I was scared she was trying to smother me with. Thankfully, she had to go to work and left. I actually followed her out still apologizing and there was an Indian guy outside running down the street as she was getting in her car to leave. She said to watch out for that guy because he had such a nice appearance. Now, the interesting thing is that on her way up the street, when she had to pass the guy, he stopped her and she rolled her window down to see what he wanted. Well, he starts propositioning her to be in p***, but being very nice about it and the sense of speaking about all of the wonderful healing properties of sex and just which tools he had available, one of which he said was a golden anal buzzer. My mother keeps turning him down and he finally stops trying with her and then he starts asking me about the same things. My mother drives off and I am left there, still wondering whether or not to attempts taking the propositions due to me having a sense that I could use some healing. That was the last part to this strange dream. I mainly shared this one due to its super odd ending.

 

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