Everything Supposed to be
Verse- The sky is blue the grass is green, but all the flowers are dead. And so is your memory, that had fallen with winter storms.
The snow is black, your skin is pale, your sould has flown away. Your not enduring this earth as hell anymore....you say...
Chorus- Follow me into the night, I could be the one.
to make all things right, burn into the sun with me.
Verse2- I look into your eyes. And a part of me is still there. I see you standing here, and i wonder, is everything, everything supposed to be? you say...
Chorus- Follow me into the night, i could be the one.
To make all things right. Burn into the sun with me.
A Moment
I hate you and I could kill you.
I love you and I could stay.
I could kiss you for a moment.
Then let your sould go up in flames.
Why do you want me to be here?
If what they say is true.
I could hold you forever.
But would you hold me too?
You kill me for a moment.
Then bring me back again.
You feel we`re drifting further.
So now you are a friend.
It happens so much more now.
I`m living so much less.
Im slowing down my breathing.
Your head is upon my chest.
You wish you would have said something.
Something remotely nice.
You`ve taken me for granted.
Now kiss my lips, sweet dreams, goodnight.
Tear Drop
Why do I feel left out of everything?
Why am I so lost? Everything I want or could barely have is so far away. And even if it was here would it exist?
Could I get something out of it?
A tear drop hits the page and Im sinking.
The past is kind of blury, now that I look back.
And maybe the situations were not great.
But Id let it happen again if I knew you cared.
Another tear drop hits the page and Im not breathing.
Seeking someone who might not be there.
Looking into a set of eyes that arent staring back.
Im trying to find a soul that is hidden so well,
A third tear drop hits the page and its misleading.
Lots in the arms of someone who doenst have a touch.
The secrets will never be told.
i guess thats the way Ill keep it.
My last tear drop hits the page and you`ve healed.
Crystal Blu
Crystal blue seas and darkend mind,
if you enter you will fall. Try not to ever look into the eyes of the wanted. Swirling insanity rising above the endless waves of silence, and the lost look of sorrow is to hard to bear.
Impossible to say no, though it seems he has never stared that hard before. You open your mouth and everything in the world is his. Craving the attention that has yet to be given but in some ways thats ok.
A lost heart followed by silence and frequently visited by pain. Insucurities arent broken, just the darkend hole that your confidence was poured into. Once more you`ve betrayed yourself, contradicted everything you said. The pain was surely intended. Now lay your self esteeme to rest.
What Happens To You
I hope you die in the puddle of drunkenness you sleep in. Yours tears rot out of your eyes and you cant see the love that has been given. Your heart cracks open an shatters into a million pieces, not that you realise your stupidity.
And this is what happens to you.
You choke on your instinct. Swallow down your feelings and never take the chance. Consider your future, as follows.
Lying alone, your heart beating the sound of loneliness and sorrow. Your eyes buldging out of your swollen face. The tears you`ve cried have ripped your cheeks wide open.
And this is what happens to you.
Every waking moment, you wish to go back,
to change the past thats done. Sifting through the cracks, slightly breaking free.
There is really no room to run. So lie there and wish your life was through.
And this is what happens to you.
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You dive off the moon and turn into a rain drop before you hit the ground. You rip open my wounds and I barely make a sound. You drive me into hell, and dig the burdens out of my head. You peel off my scars and feel my cuts with your secrets.
You slide down my face as my weary sence of nothing is gone. Put my faults behind me and chissle my name in stone.
To be continued.............
Take Me
Peaceful shores slide across your eyes,
as your waterfall falls into me.
Secret storms of the past collide,
as the calming rain lulls you into sleep.
Chorus- Take me walking through your forrest, I see,
the dangers that could harm me are around.
Can`t we pretend no one else exists. We could,
Swim in our happiness and drown.
Misty fog runs across your face,
the winter wind pulls you into me.
Never have we had a place like this to go to.
So please Take me.
Chorus- Take me waling through your forrest, I see,
the dangers that could harm me are around.
Can`t we pretend no one else exists, We could.
Swim in our happiness and drown.
Take me .....Take me....2x
Inocence
I`ve forgotten about my innocence now I`m bleeding and Ive stepped down from the cross on which my sins were placed.
I could not completely hide my intentions though to me it was more like a yearning for something. And I didn`t know what to say.
Wounded
Verse-I`ve been searching for so long.
But the words have been trapped inside my head.
Screaming and pleading their leaving me here.
Rescue my feelings their so wounded.
Chorus- Should I share the words I`ve held for so long?
They could make things better. Cause I have much to gain.
I`ve lost my chance and I`m a fucking mess. And it wont set me free so i play.
Verse- I could love you more if I could only speak to you.
But I`m afraid of your reaction. You could know so much more if you only wanted to. I could tell you...i could tell you...
Chorus- If I shared the words I`ve held for so long. They could make things better. Cause I have much to gain.
Ive lost my chance, and I`m a fucking mess. And it won`t set me free so I play.
One Night out of All
One Night Out of All you get eaten and the dirt gets thrown in the eyes of the undead.
One night out of all they get stabbed in the face as their sinking their sharp teeth into your flesh.
There is painted blue silence as the dead watch tv and your hoping they dont smell your blood.
One night out of all your so crushed in the knees that your feet have sunk deep and you cant run.
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Note: This poem is based on a really screwed up dream that I had one night. If your confused just ask me what it was about.
Feel
should i say what i feel? Do i feel what I say? In my world Id like to think that every emotion comming from me is what i believe it to be. And everything that flys past my eyes, is something new that I get to cherish. And it will be cherished. I cant wait for the snow to start falling. So it can remind me of how I used to cry. For my tears have no need to fall anymore. And Im through with being lonely.
I got so tired of thinking to myself that nothing was going to change....and I would remain heartbroken. I would present myself as a cheerful person...then cry alone while I dwelled on the unspoken.
Not Finished
i slip my hands through the windows of your eyes and they say that your soul is to hard to touch. i waited that long to get what i want, and i refuse to give up.
The storms grow in your eyes, the black waves crash against your heart. i waited that long to be touched on the inside. Fuck growing apart, fuck the rest of the year, i refuse to be made a memory.
Wipe It Awayeverything is going to be fine
all the wrong in my life will feel right when i look into your eyes
And as my tear starts falling
i hope that you will wipe it away
For the lonely tear sliding down my cheek
doesnt belong on this face
Loosen the stitches around my mouth so i can talk
Though im not sure if its ok for you to listen
the blood is still pouring out of my palms
And i hope that you will wipe it away
Stand still while i catch you fading away into your dream
while everything changes your memory
and you hear my angel sing
The sound you once thought was painful
now sooths your lonely mind
a tear slides down your cheek
and i wipe it away
No tear is worthy of being on your face
you are to amazing to cry
and i will be here to wipe it all away
If you agree to let me try
Evening Cry
The pale moon is covered with the greyest of clouds and looks strikingly similar to the shadows upon my face. And the light glow around it reminds me of how i used to be. When the only thing i saw before my eyes was you. And the only thing touching skin was the bed i had been safe in. It gets brighter as the night drifts on. Untouched by pain just waiting to surface. And somehow i can still feel your breath rolling across my face. The headlights brush my eyes again, at this point they seem to be my only friend. The moon has hidden itself from my view. Which reminds me that your hiding because of the pain ive caused you. Now i kiss the stars that soon will die and walk swiftly with the evening cry.
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