The end.
Now Playing: Nada Surf - Blankest Year
I'm not going to lie... it's been hard for me to shut this blog down. Over 3 years of hopes and dreams, ecstacy, depression, sadness... all written here for the world to see.

Now is a good time to end chapter 1, and let chapter 2 begin. I mean, I can't imagine being luckier... just recently, I've been invited to go to Europe, I ran a kickass first press conference yesterday, and I've got high As in all of my classes, probably because I enjoy the material and I'm not bad at it. I remember that first week of college, when I had no idea what I was going to do with my life. I got way over-involved and haven't looked back. I'll always be indebted to Steve Ding... I've learned how to waterski and some of the best time I've ever spent with my family has happened over the last few months. I've met some of the most incredible people in the last year and I can't wait for us to keep in touch in the years to come.

September 21, 2006. I have direction. I'm on the road to loving myself and others. I'm relevant.

So thank you for spending time with me over the last few years. It will always mean a lot to me that there are people that care enough to read about what's going on in my life.

Lastly... lots of love to those who have earned it, and kicks to those who deserve them.

And closing lyrics...

The Verve Pipe - Happiness Is

The world is giving you the run-around
And leaves you feeling low and let down but
Happiness is
Wherever you find it

I’m not waiting for a friend beside me
Or for the Lord above to guide me
My happiness is
Wherever I find it
And I wanna find it with you

Chorus:
Have you ever felt so out of place
That the smile on your face
Was to keep from cryin’
I don’t know how we get so out of touch
But I don’t want much
Just to find out
What happiness is

While everybody else is winning
You’re stuck waiting for your new beginning
So happiness is
Wherever you find it

You may be full of life’s frustrations
But I’m up for negotiations
My happiness is
Wherever I find it
And I wanna find it with you

[Chorus]

If you got your lucky break and broke it
I guess you’ve got your options open
But happiness is
Wherever you find it
And I wanna find it with you

[Chorus]

People say a prayer every day
That they end up with more than their next door neighbor
I’m not buying all their ego trips
But I’ll get my kicks
When I find out
What happiness is