Welcome to my website. I am Dark Lady Kysara (formerly Zeta Ambrose). That is not my real name, but that's what you are going to know me as for now.
INTRODUCTORY INFORMATION ABOUT DARK LADY KYSARA
I am a Scorpio; I was born November 20. I have a wide variety of interests and hobbies. I love horror flicks; movies that move you; heavy,black&death metal/punk/rock music esp. Metallica, Alice in Chains; P.O.D., Kidneythieves, Megadeth, Motley Crue, Dismember, Apocalyptica, Collective Soul, 311, Pearl Jam, and more; classical music; foreign music, like Rammstein, Detsl(Detsl music), Kasta (song by Kasta), Bad Balance, Lube, and TATU. Some new songs to add to the list are from the movie "Ghost Ship." They are "My Little Box" performed by Gabriel Mann and "Hold You Down" by The Sultans. If you like Ghost Ship, visit the Ghost Ship Flash site. I like to listen to traditional music/instruments from other countries, like the Russian balalaika. I like macaroni and cheese, gummi bears, and cotton candy. I like banana, vanilla, strawberry, and neopolitan ice cream flavors.
I have an odd obsession for attractive actors, such as Dennis Christopher, Brad Dourif, Doug Hutchison, Jeff Fahey, David Duchovny, Marco Hofschneider, Sam Rockwell, Mark Dacascos, Jude Law, Keanu Reaves, Barry Watson, Anthony Hopkins, River Phoenix, Robert Downey Jr., Jack Nicholson, and more.
Other women I admire greatly are Dayle Hinman, Nancy Grace, Catherine Crier, and Lisa Bloom. If you watch Court TV, you know who these remarkable ladies are.
I like to watch Forensic Files, Exhibit A, True Stories From the Morgue, The New Detectives, The X-Files, Profiler, CSI, NYPD Blue, Courage the Cowardly Dog, Scooby Doo, Ren and Stimpy, documentaries on TLC and Discovery Channel about animals and the human body, Trauma: Life in the E.R., Maternity Ward, other law enforcements/forensics shows and shows that show surgeries/autopsies actually being performed, and I love to watch live trials on Court TV. I think they are very interesting. I guess what I like to watch has something to do with my wanting to be a detective or FBI agent with experience in forensics. It's like eating macaroni and cheese - I love it.
My favorite characters are: Agents Mulder and Scully from The X-Files (duh!), Lenny Pescoe from John Doe, Eugene Victor Tooms from The X-Files, Percy Wetmore from The Green Mile (Pescoe, Tooms, and Wetmore - Hutchison, go figure), Wild Bill from The Green Mile, M'Ling from The Island of Dr. Moreau (1996), Kai from Lexx, Hannibal Lector, Chucky and Tiffany, and there are some others...just can't think of them now.
I am hard-working. I like to show off at school, especially on major projects. Aside from learning Spanish at school, I'm teaching myself Russian, German, and French. So, if anyone reading this thinks they can tutor me, feel free to email me.
Some of my favorite websites are www.translate.ru, www.russianinternet.com, www.frvade.com (BAD ASS), http://us.mms.com/us/dark/ (BAD ASS), http://flashface.ctapt.de/ (helpful for criminal sketches & create your dream man's face), http://www.planarity.net/, www.atomfilms.com (For Star Wars fan films), www.youtube.com (for Star Wars and other fan films and homemade clips).
Go to my BingBox site. Make sure your view all the pics. There's some funny shit I wrote. I also have a Hot or Not site.
My room is unusually decorated with things from Halloween PEZ candy dispensers to a
DBZ poster of Vegeta to Barbie dolls and other dolls to a 5-foot green inflatable alien dressed like an army soldier to a stop sign to magazine pics of rock bands (those things are everywhere) to a witch's hat to a guitar chords chart and a Rickenbacker guitar & basses poster to my own electric guitar to the Joker
(from Batman) memorabilia to a miniature Zen rock garden...I think you can imagine yourself in my room. I like variety. Normal teenage female bedrooms bore me. (Well, I finally have a site for my new room.
When I am friends with someone, I try to be a best friend and a friend for life, although that's not how it ends up sometimes. I'm the kind of person that gives advice, listens, and won't lie if a friend's clothing isn't fashionable.
I'm not that old. In fact, I am currently a senior in high school. Don't sound too fun, do I?
Well, you just have to spend time with me and get to know me before you can make that type of judgment.
I'm an open-minded person. I'm very creative esp. when I set my mind to something. I don't attend church, but I should. I'm not sure what faith I am or if I have enough faith to call it faith. I'm not easily offended.
I'm laid-back most of the time. I'm not a violent person, but I will defend myself if I feel the need to do so. But, who wouldn't?
I like to have fun. I don't date much because I prefer to be friends with and get to know a guy before I date him, but some guys don't like that. I like guys that let me be independent, but I prefer guys who want to pull the chair out or open the door for me. That kind of thing is definitely a turn on. A big turn off is a HEAVY smoker or a HEAVY drinker. I care about myself and my body. So I expect the guy that I date to do the same. I don't have a thing for facial hair. I also don't like dishonest guys. "Honesty is the best policy!" I believe that a lot. I don't like boring guys, but I don't like a guy that has too much energy. I'm into someone who's intelligent, not a genius, but intelligent. I enjoy guys that like to play mind games (as long as I know who it is playing the games).
I like guys that don't exactly have the perfect life. A few mistakes every now and then is okay, but no unnecessary regrets. Why feel sorry and cry about something that has passed and that you cannot change? I don't think age should matter, as long as love is there. Love is a powerful thing, and I believe that if a couple can endure a major age difference, that only shows how strong their love bond is.
It is midnight on 02 June, 2006. I must have wrote the above information about 2-3 years ago. A lot of this info is still true. However, I live in a house now. I have a job. Still living at home. I have 5 cats, Gussie, Pooie & her 3 babies... Vader, Roswell, and Precious. And we have a new one - Tadpole.
My room has changed a bit. If you have read my guestbook, then you know I love Star Wars. In fact, that is the first impression you will get of me if you walk into my room. I have a Darth Vader costume on my wall, the Darth Vader boxers on my wall, the Darth Vader/Anakin Skywalker Ultimate Villain doll - my favorite. I sleep with Darth Vader every night (I wonder if some of you guys are jealous - get a Darth Vader suit - one of those $1000 Darth Vader costumes.... those are so sexy.) I have 3 Vader/Sith/Revenge of the Sith posters on my wall. I have that 500-piece Darth Vader shaped puzzle with Anakin as a Sith showing in a huge poster frame with Darth Vader fabric as the background - which took me a while to get this complete. I love this masterpiece. I love Lord Vader - if he was real... I'd be in space, not at this computer. I'd have joined the Sith a long time ago and killed many Jedis along with Lord Vader. I might have been Dark Lady Kysara, too. (That's my Sith name, for all of you Star Wars/MSN role-players.)I love Hayden Christensen - so if you look like you could be his clone, email me... you could get baby Sith lords and ladies from me. Hey - check out my ERROR 404 page.
I am still a virgin. 20 years going strong. It's been a bit hard, I'll admit. My hormones sometimes want to drive me insane - man, that urge is intense. But, if we humans cannot control our urges, then we become mere animals.
I still like spiders, but not in the house. In fact, my brother does not either. He shot a big, black and hairy tarantula that was on the wall outside of the front door with a BB gun (We're not the redneck type... the tarantula didn't fare too well after my brother shot off nearly all of its legs and pretty much exploded its large abdomen. sword and stabbed the tarantula through the thorax. That was actually somewhat entertaining to watch. I need to get out more often.
Well, at the moment, it is raining outside. Some parts of Corpus are getting flooded and some roads are blocked off because they are impassable. But, I'm doing good.
My half-sister is coming down from Paris, TX, to spend the summer with us. Gee, won't that be fun. I get to work all summer, too.
Also, something new for me - when I first did my website, this didn't apply. But, on the eve of my 20th birthday, I joined the Rainbow Girls. Mainly there's just 7th - 8th girls in it. So, being 20 and a college sophomore, I feel a bit old and out of place, but it's been good. I've made some interesting friends. Basically, it is a Masonic order for girls. It's not a cult. At least, I don't think so. You have to be a girl. Must be younger than 20, and you must believe in a Supreme Being. All of which applied to me when I joined and ... so I joined. I really got into it so I could see my best friend who lives in Nederland, TX. It is a 6 hour trip from Corpus. So, when all the girls across TX get together, it's one of the few times I can see her. I'm glad she told me about it. It's been a blast. If you're reading this, my friend, you know who you are and I wish to thank you so much for this. But, I do feel a bit awkward, though. I have had to really watch my pottymouth around the girls. That is very hard for me. But, amazingly, I haven't said fuck yet... oops. Whatever. My website. Meow.
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7 PM, 19 September, 2006....
I'm still in college. I'm taking Intro Astronomy (kicking my ass - I wasn't expecting so much math involved & I've never taken a physics class before), History II, Spanish II (I will nail this class to the wall), First Aid (this is a filler class - I have to stay full-time for insurance reasons).
I still work for the same job. I am about to quit, as soon as I get hired onto another job. The money isn't there unless you're working a lot during the summer camps. The kids are horrible. Man, if I ever treat any adults - even if they were 18-20 - I would get my ass beaten with a belt. This kids ... grr... the parents of today - it seems they are slacking on their jobs. I'm sorry, but my job description didn't include getting horribly disrespected by kids. Don't get me wrong - I don't put up with it. I got no problem inconveniencing their parents by suspending the troublemakers for 3 days - and multiple times.
Anyways, ... my job is frustrating, which is one of the many reasons to look for another - and not all the reasons stem from me hating my job. A lot are based from financial needs. I still live at home - I don't have any "bills" - but still - $80-90 a paycheck just isn't getting me anywhere. I will never save enough money for a decent car and to pay off my college when I attack my major. At the moment, my dad is paying for most of my college. I was planning on moving in with my mom after high school. I wanted to work for a year, save money & then go to college. He said, "I know you won't do it. If I pay for your college, will you go?" It didn't take me long to change my mind about moving out. I'd be the dumbest non-blonde, had I refused that.
So, I've been going to a relatively inexpensive community college for the past two years. Now, I did have one grand saved up - most of it was untouchable until I turned 18 and was put in there for college by my parents and other gifts of money over the years. Well, my free hand-me-down POS car has had many problems since we first got it. About a month nr 2 ago, my fuel pump messed up - had to get another one. That cost me $575 out of my own pocket - bcause my dad had just paid for a $600 repair on his own car - the money had to come from me - out of my $1000. So, I've got little over $500 left. Well, my hood, which has flown OFF, not just up, but OFF, twice already - does so again in the summer when I was on my way to my swimming class. I was so late that day. Third time's a charm. I said, "Screw this - I'm getting another hood." Now, when my dad shopped around for me - he brought my car to the same damn place he brings his - cost me too much. Well, we both shopped around this time. He found people that wanted to charge $400-1200 on the hood job alone. RIP OFF! I found someone who found me a new hood, slightly used hinges, hood latch/release, took a dent out of my front right fender so I can open my passenger door all the way, strengthened a piece of non-replacable metal so one of my headlights would stop moving up and down and fixed the other headlight from doing the same thing - all this for $240 even... just as he said it would be. No extra cost for the labor. The hood only cost $100. This was a heck of a deal, in my mind. I told my dad about it. I said, "Since I've already touched my savings and have to pay myself back - I want to do this. I'm paying for it (He told me if I fixed the hood that he'd give me the car)." I did it. The car's mine. Now, I need more money coming in to put back into my college savings. Must be done. Soon.
Anyways... yada yada Yoda. Enough about that.
More on the topic of Star Wars - I just bought Lego Star Wars II: The Original Trilogy. I'm going to play it tonight. It's bad-ass from what I hear. I saw the back - you can swicth all the pieces - Vader's head, Leia's body, Greedo's arms, etc, etc. Hmmm.... I wonder what my first customization character will be. Oh, the possibilities!!
21 October, 2006
Okay, it's been on the 'Net some time... but go to this site - Frvade - and play. It's a riddle sight. Sometimes it's so easy. Sometimes, you have to get your brain out of that jar on Professor's Snape's desk and use it. My dad showed it to me and I like it. Oh, yes, you will need to use Google and AskJeeves.
M&M's have their own riddle site - 50 movie titles in the disguise of pictures within one big picture. M&M's 50 Dark Movies. You'll like it. Just in time for Halloween.
For the STAR WARS lovers...
1. Store Wars
2. The Sith SenseUsername: bk Password: int3rna1r3v13w
Notice how the password is "internal review - except with 1s & 3s. I hope it still works.
