Nothing

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Battles with suicide

Battles to keep whats left inside

Nowhere to run to anymore

Why can't I just be me?

Why do I feel like pains whore?

Have you ever tried to die

Have you ever tried to lie or face reality

They say "it'll be ok"

It's funny how tomorrow brings a new shame

It's all false I can't be me

Life isn't so pretty

Changes make mistakes

Mistakes make changes

It's give and take..

It's love and hate

Suicide - a disease I love to have

Suicide - a thought the burns in my mind

With razor between finger and thumb

It isn't as quick as the gun...but it's still fun

Nothing but blood falls from my eye

"Only the strong shall survive..

And the weak shall die"

I am the beholder

I am the eye

With the truth revealed

I am so weak, I'll just take my life

In a pool of emptiness, I lay and die

Songs/Poetry © Gordon Creamer (aka needle.lust)