don't trace for the past...

don't ask for the future...

now, is wut we need to live with...

hope he treat u better then I do...

so I'll force myself to leave...

I will learn to give up on u...

b/c... I really do love u...

this is really the end...

I say that all the time... but.. from the day we broke up til now... I never exit the time we use to spnd together.... never exit the love we use to have...

5/13/03

feel just like the same way... when I fall for the girl I really like during fifth and sixth grade... but she's too good for me...

I don't think I'll have the chance to love her... and I never will...

I gave up on her...

but I totaly regret...

the same problem have appear again...

do I know wut to do?....

thought give out everything.. there will have a meaning...

hope there will be one day...I can hold u tie...

at least I have a reason for keep on breathing...

til the day ....

I get to be in the jail of ur heart for the rest of my life...

if...

I'm not made for u... why...

does my heart tell me that I am...?

7/18

at the time, I don't have anything to say,

 it comes too fast, I can't take it.

 maybe b/c I'm too impulse.

 love is like a story.

 but mine is a sad ending... haven't finish the story the ending is already like this...

 maybe I don't understand love, who will I complain with but myself.

good bye my love I will understand,

don't have any choice, but still have to take it.

 our love is short. maybe 10 years or a day u might will remember this moment of love.

u wont understand. how hurt was I...

Why does this always happen?

I guess it was over before it begin, or perhaps...

It was never meant to be...

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a second to forget....

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