Songs that will make you Depressed,Make you feel guilty,Make you smile,and make you wish you knew me...

Vintage
We talk through a hazy smokescreen, but when the mist disappears,gal,no one's tha it seems... Walk by me and whispah my name, i turn around-but it's like you never came, Talk love to me when no one's there, when they all return,babe all i get is a glare...

Well now,Well now, What shall we do? Oh babe,Oh babe, I feel in love with a girl i thought i knew...

When your close around-oh baby i feel a shock, when your gone "they ain't no roll to my rock" Follow you down the stairs, you make sure no one's looking-but gal i doubt they care... Pretend-pretend if you must, that baby this ain't love-it's only lust...

Oh well,Oh well, so-oh confused, Oh babe Oh babe, It's idle threat to evah leave you....

Useless to You

I'd be better off if she just said something, like i hate you...anything to make me cry, Cause the i'll have a reason to sing... a real reason for wanting to die.... She acts as if this is not of importance, but i can tell by the way she behaves, I haven't felt happiness since, inside i feel so scared and ashamed...

At times i might be a man and lie, saying things like "that was just a game", But i know know deep inside my heart aint alright, cause things will never be the same... I now have a low self esteem cause of others, there's empty space inside my chest, Cause i know i never should have mentioned her, cause things like this, people never let rest...

Broken Heartache..is it my fault i'm so sad?

Never awake..at least s-o-m-e folks are glad.... And when i walk the halls, I can't help but feel sad....Sometimes i feel like i'm gonna fall, but i wish everyone was sad....like me...i used to be...so happy...but now humor is a chore...some people make my life a chore...

Through words

I loved and hate her, she doesn't know me at all... We played for a while... in the dark....

I asked the question. what she said wasn't real, I laugh without hesistation, hoping she didn't know how i feel....

I cried in the bathroom, i made sure to lock the door... People laughed i  assumed, be a man..ah what for....

And then i raised up, Held my head high, Took one long sigh, and slowly began to cry...

Friends are sympathetic, Helps to know there there, But they know i'm pathetic, and i feel so scared...

Yesterday i saw her, she waved and i said hi, it hurt just to see her, but i fell in love with her eyes....

through words i scream..