Okay well...where should i start...this is going to be mainly about music cause dammit that's what my life's all about.this is very very long.If you find me interesting-you'll find this very cool.If you don't-then why are you in my fucking site?

I was born in Houston,Tx when my mom was like 18 or something....i grew up in a disturbed family.My childhood consisted of basketball,ebonics,friends,rap,and my mom's lies.I lived with my parents until like 5-then my parents divorced...so i lived with my mom...my dad gave like child support for a long time and my mom use to blow it....so yeah it sucked....I use to hate my mom for that but now things are cool...anyways...I grew up listening to whatever my dad did in the car when i went to visit him...He use to have this walkman with only the classical station working and i use to listen to that for hours...ahhh the goodlife...anyways my mom lost us like in 93 so we moved with my dad and my grandma.I went to Lakeveiw Elementary where these white teachers would talk to me slowly thinking i was one of those stupid wetbacks,.....damn fuckers....anyways i did bad in that school.But a lot of things happened that year.I met a girl name Cassey Geoke.She changed my life forever....We were an Art and mr.whatever had the radio on and Ace of Base "the sign" came on and i was like-not bad..-but Cassey thought that song kicked ass...and i liked her so i did my best to be like her so i listened to the radio for hours waiting for that song to come on...that's how i got into music....but i was always been surrounded by music.My granpa when i was realll little would play and sing the accordion which i thought was so awesome-and i still do.That's where i got my Latino/Tejano roots from-shit i'm proud to be brown.Anyways...i asked that girl out..she said no...i felt bad...then she fell in love with this guy named Luke Wallace....fucking rich boy...yeah i got into a fight with him...which leaded me to a bunch of fighting in my life..i won that fight of course...I'm not trying to be racists but i would be so ashamed if i lost to a white person-that would so never happened....Yeah well then me and my bro and my dad moved in with my first stepmom in 95 ,which was in Rosenberg where i started my 3 grade year.That whole school was very urban-ish.Through that school i learned Rap and ebonics and how to be just like them-so when you see me using ebonics so perfectly it's b/c in heart i am still a little gangsta-Aren't we all?lol....Well.in that school i fel in love again with a girl named Catherine Eiserman and i asked her out and she said-yes!I felt so bad ass.....this guy liked her and i kicked his ass for fun cause he liked my girl-she thought that was romantic-see how easy it was back then?lol...yeah well she got bored of me and we broke up.Then i met the girl that trly changed my whole life forever-Mary Rodriguez.If it wasn't for her i would never ever have been as gentleman like and nice as i am today....She was my queen for 3 years goddammit...got damn i would kill for her....Well in 5th grade i got into a gang and i was this thug you feel me?Yeah i would be like a true lowrider hanging with the local car clubs and trying to be a true vato....which i still am.I got really into rap around this time like 2pac and Blackstreet and stuff....I would try to increase my flowing skills to bone-thugs-n-harmony but i sucked....but i think i could always sing since a very early age.I use to sing to New Kids On The Block all the fucking time-that is my fav. pop band by the way....Yeah well i believe it was in the summer of 95 that i saw my first rock video-Aerosmith's "Hole in my Soul".I still think that is just one sad ass song....anyways i saw this video and i thought it was just the shit!So i bought the aerosmith album Nine Lives.Pretty good now.But back then it was fucking God.I would study every single vocal arrangement.I would study every live footage of Steven Tyler.The way he held his mike stand.The way he danced...oh god man that guy was like my master....i bought all of their cd's...i really got into singing and man what i would do just for a day to have that voice back....stupid puberty....yeah well while i was learning all this aero stuff i was still being pounded by rap and stuff.

6th Grade-sweet mother of moses....I was almost voted class president but i was failing some classes-which only made me more popular...i think it was then that i started becoming like the frontman of everything....I had this never-ending craving for attention-as i still do.I also did drugs alot around this time...hey i'm hispanic what can you expect?Yeah....i stopped when i was going to go to this wrestling event but my dad found out about me smoking so he didn't take me...i was completely down.Man i use to and still do sorta love wrestling...man i use to wish i was Randy "Macho Man" Savage.....damn i thought that guy kicked so much ass....i think this is also when i started to like reallly get into my action figures-shit i still play with them today....ah fuck you lol....yeah-dammit i'm skipping a lot of crucial things like mary and stuff....dammit oh well...i think about this time i was sorta into rock but not alot-still mainly aero-no wait i know now-I had this whole Queen phase...i use to adore Freddy Mercury and Brian May....gods i say-all gods....i think around this time i started to question my religion too.....today i have a solid religion but back then i use to be so paranoid...i always use to have nightmares of me dying....i was a punk...oh yeah i believe it was my step sister Racheal who i still visit that opened me and my brother to new things-like profanity.I mean my granpa was all into profanity but my stepsister like made it become part of our vocab so that's why i use fuck alot and stuff...it's hard to get out of my system lol...well i think right about here my step and my dad got a divorce....so then me my brother moved into some other apartments....it was a very quite quite place...very scary.....there was a girl that lived there that stalked me....you see at the time i wsas like really popular;mainly b/c of me going with Mary and me being funny and stuff.I never ever had a problem with humor...well like in 3 months we moved again to another apartment complex-which was very ghetto...oh well...yeah well like in the summer of 97 my dad re-married my stepmom and we move into a house in the country....I went to George Junior High School-which made things hard for me and Mary but oh well....it was here i met Zach Perez-another main character in my life....He introduced me to bands like System of a Down,K-o-r-n.Korn had the biggest influence on me ever beside nirvana which is later....When i saw korn on mtv...oh man....i just thought they were like the biggest thing ever.I thought "Got the Life" was the greatest song ever of all time...oh well...After Korn my rock hunger grew ike man...I got really into Silverchair at a time...around this time my brother got Nirvana live but i never really listened to it...little did i know that cd would be the biggest thing to me ever-even more than God.

Well...my dad for the last time left my stepmom and racheal and we moved in with my grandma for a while....then i went to Suger Land Middle School.In this school a band name would play a big role on my life that year....-Blink-182-.Damn straight...man once i heard What's my age again...dude...i thought it was just brilliance...just Rock at it's best!I was such a fool...It was also here where i learned very quickly of racism and prejudice.I hated it.People were assholes there....then i tried to fit in by wearing prep clothes-man i blowed....Anyways i was really into pop-punk at the time-i believe this is 99.Well i got all into NOFX,MxPx a lot,Green Day,etc...then i think this little talent show that me and my cousin went to to see his friends band perform was like my first encounter with a band...man i was one stupid motherucker.....i watched in pure amazement how good i thought these guys were!At the time they were like so goood-but if i saw them now i would probably laugh....anyways i never seen a guitar that close....then my fascination with the instrument grew like crazy!I played trombone 6-7 but man i never played the guitar...it looked so awesome.....then we moved again to the house i live in now...Here i learned how o sing like crazy cause it around this time that me and my cousin were all into making a band....We use to stay up for nights on weekends just talking about how great it was going to be....Then i got me guitar...man guitar's are a musicians second penis i say...well i don't know how but then Kurt Cobain entered my life....

Did you ever feel like you meet or find out about someone for the first time but it felt like you had some kind of close connection before?That's how i feel about Kurt.Kurt is everything to me.Nirvana is the biggest influence that ever hit me in my whole life.He influenced me to write -to play guitar,to think critically....man Kurt was just too much for me...I screamed blood to sing just like him.I played guitar until my finger's skin would be bloody red-just to play like him.I tried my best to write so spontaneous like him...man i don't think anyone will understand how important that guy was.Well,my 8th year blowed.I lost mary.I liked a new mary.My musical taste broadened somewhat...i was really into nirvana and pop-punk and then what i thought "real" punk like rancid and nofx and pennywise...Yeah all that changed i think when last semester started....Things change so quickly.

There has alwas been people to show me new roads of music and Daniel Rodriguez is one of them.I never even knew the word emo at all....i never knew about acoustic anything besides Nirvana Unplugged...Then he showed me music i never heard.Dashboard Confessional?The White Stripes?What is this?I never knew any of this but god damn i couldn't get enough of it...The white stripes have been a huge influence in my style and my way of singing-while Dashboard Confessional showed me ersonal writing i never knew was possible....i never knew how to wirte openly until i found Chris Carraba...Then i met Mr.Williard.That is one bad ass motherfucking guy.He let me orrow The Downfall Of Western Civilization,a documentary of real punk of the 70's in southern california...oh sweet jesus...The Velvet Underground?The MC5?The Ramones?Man my musical range flew open instantly.....i quickly adapted to all these new fields trying to keep up with everything and evryone...Them Mr.W mentioned a Led something...Led Zeppelin.Pink Floyd.The Beatles.Who are these people?Led Zeppelin i just recently fell in love with....oooooh god Led Zeppelin is just awwwwwww man....too much...just so....man there just the...god dammit man there the fucking best!I learned guitar slowly but i must admit-having Kurt Cobain as a guitar role model isn't a good thing.Then i met all these new better guitarists-Jimmy Page,Kirk Hammet,Eric Clapton,Jimi Hendrix,Yngwie Malmsteen.Mannnnnnnnnn now those are real players man....then i met all these bands to adapt my voice into.Weezer,Hank Williams,The Beatles,Aerosmith,The WHite Stripes,The Strokes,Dashboard....all great vocalists.My fasination for aerosmith now has just re-open.I listen to there songs now with a keen ear for every riff and lyric...And now i'm finding myself all these new bands that i never knew existed...Muddy Waters,Ozma,Buddy Holly,Bob Dylan,Iggy Pop,Flaco Jimenez....man like i said-no one can beat me when it comes to Variety of music.That-my friends,is a fucking fact.