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7.6.03

hmm...so okay...last weekend was pretty fun! we headed out at 8 in da morning on tues and didn't come home til today...but okay...so our first stop was at mcdonald's...yeah...it was kindda out in nowhere with hardly anything around it...me and my sis got chicken nuggets...don't think that was a very good choice...considering we both got a tummieache after that...wat a nice way to start the day uh? so...our first real stop...da candle factory in georgetown...obviously...we did something with candlez...hehe...bought some candlez of course...me...i bought a cute lil dolphin candle...looks reallie nice! umm...a vase like thingy with pebbled wax and a wick for da candle...iono how else to explain it...but itz very CUTE! ^_^ sis...she got herself one of those shell candles...where u burn the inside and then u can put in a refill when it gets empty...the outer part of the candle has sea shells all inside...other sis and bro in law got...some itty lil turtle candlez...soooo cute! and a unicorn candle...u should see this one...wowwie! and they also got a flamingo candle...have no idea how to spell that btw...hmm...all of these added together...we spent bout 200 buckaroos! pretty expensive for a few candlez uh? hehe...newayz...so after georgetown...we headed into austin...there...we went to the capitol...boi is it nice! if only our house was half that size...*sigh* hehe newayz...we took a tour round there...our tour guide was puuurddy cute! he looked kindda young...round his early 20's...but yeah...didn't reallie do much cept go look around da capitol...after that...we drove down to da hotel and checked in...took a break...and headed out for dinner and stroll around 6th street...6th street wasn't all that fun...and we were suppose to go see bats come out at nite...but then we went to dinner first...and they took forever to bring out our food...so by da time we finished...it was too late...blah...oh welliez...so then we just drove around town for a lil bit...and then went back to da hotel and rested...on wed...checked out of da hotel and went to get breakfast/lunch...then we drove to san marcos around 9:30...and spent the day at the worder world park...took a tour in a a cave...it was pretty interesting...got a huge bump on my head tho...blah...right after she told us to watch out for the rock cuz a lot of pplz bump into it...i go and i bump into it...gRrr! so after the cave...was the tower...and boi was it HIGH! then we went into the antigravity house...after getting the huge bump from the cave...the antigravity house only made my headache worse...it was kindda interesting tho...pretty kewl how they thought of it too...hehe...and then we went on da train into the...i guess...u can say the peting zoo...we bought lil food thingy for my lil niece and nephew to feed the deers...umm...if one of da deer dies...itz cuz of my oldest sis...she kindda accidently fed one of em da wax wrapping paper...hopefully it digested it okay... =/ umm...so after the park...we finally headed out to san antonio and checked into another hotel...after checking in...we went to go eat and walk around the riverwalk...i don't think we've ever walked the whole circle...hehe...itz sooo long! after the riverwalk...we went back to da hotel and just waited for mommy, daddy, and two bros to come...yeah...they didn't start going till wed afternoon...by da time they came...it was bout 11 pm...so we just all sat in da hotel and talked...and watched tv...and rested...thursday...went to sea world!! *whOo hOo* it was fun! very tiresome and hot tho...we went to practically all the shows and around the park...we stayed there from bout 11 in the morning till 9 at night...loooong day...so okay...that was all day thurs...on friday...we went back to da riverwalk for mommy, daddy, and bros to see...bought some cute lil aminal figurines...they're so lil and cute! the biggest one is bout 2 notches of ur finger...then it started raining after a while...so we just drove down to corpus christi and spent the rest of da day there...all day sat was just spending time at the beach...it was pretty fun...i actually floated!! even tho i had my lil niece and nephew's lifesaver thingy...the one that goes around ur waist...hehe...reallie helped a lot! ^_^ sunday...all we did was wake up...get ready for church...went and checked out of the hotel...went to church...and headed home...on the way home...we stopped by the candle factory again cuz my lil nephew stood on the dolphin box and broke the fin...i was so mad i wouldn't talk to any of em...so they said we'd go back and they'll replace me another one...so...instead of just going back to replace the dolphins...we ended up spending almost another 200 bucks for more candlez...and then we just went straight home after that...didn't get home til round 10:30 tho cuz of the freakin traffic...one of those huge 16 wheeler type truck ran over and broke the bridge...nuttin reallie exciting...hehe...so yeah...that's my weekend...

oh...so for 4th of july...yeah...we didn't reallie do nethang...we went out to eat at this vietnamese restaurant...it was NICE! expensive too mite i add! but oh welliez...after we ate...bros and bro in law went to walmart to buy some fishing poles and stuff...and da rest of us just went to da beach and sat there and waited for fireworks...we were lil too early...bout 2 hrs early..hehe...and oOo...i got to get the glow necklace and some cotton candy! felt just like a kid again...hehe...but yeah...fireworks only lasted for 15 mins...but they were sooo pretty! gosh...wish i had that 'someone' to share the moment with...but itz okay...sharing it with the family's also nice =)

*yawnz* okay...i guess that's it for now...meeh gettin lil sleepy...considering...itz almost 3 am and i'm still online...blah...gotta wake up at 7:30 tomorrow too...well...g'nitey peepz!

6.24.03

gosh...where do i start? i got so much on my mind right now...i'm bout to explode...i don't know wat to do...*sigh* =/

but first...i changed da song...itz somewhat how i'm feelin right now...so...herez da lyrics...sing along...and enjoy! =)

tina arena - "never"
(I can't be with you)
I can't be with you again
don't remind me of the good times that we had
learn a lot from us instead
i never want these feelings to ever come again

[Chorus]
you'll never hear me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense

Please don't tell me that you've changed
don't wanna hear on how you've lost your evil ways
the one who's changed this time is me
and i wont go back to feeling helpless and deceived

[Chorus]
you'll never hear me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense
you'll never hear me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense
your love
your love

to think you had me fooled every now and then
you had me believing that i was the reason that
you left
but i wont fall back in love with you again
i don't even wanna be
(dont even wanna be)
your friend
oh no no

[Chorus]
you'll never hear me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense
you'll never hear me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense

(so past tense)
(your love is so past tense)

watcha think? didcha like?

so i thought last weekend was so great...i had fun...i did things i never thought i would of done in a million years...well okay...maybe lil exaggerated there...but u know...i'm starting to regret it all...i'm starting to wonder...why did i do it? i mean...i knew i was putting myself up for nothing more than i guess a heartbreak...but i did it anyways...so...as i laid there...practically all day in bed...crying...tears running down my cheeks...as if...it would never stop...who woulda thought...i'd cry to the point where there were no more tears to even drop...by then...i was just crying...with not a single tear drop down my face...but yeah...i thought bout it...the answer to my question seemed so simple...then why is it so complicated? so why did i do it? did i think maybe he would change his mind and wanna be with meeh? or was it just the pressure and the moment...and i just got caught up in the excitment? or did i do it to just simply go against my parents...to say...i got a mind of my own...and i don't care what you think...imma do what i want to do...well...whatever the reason is...i did it...and yes...i'm reallie starting to regret it...it's one of those where i wish i could just take the day and moment back and save it for when i won't regret doing what i did...*sigh* oh wellz...watz done is done...and i don't blame neone cept myself for thinking i could change a person...course i should know i can't...i mean...who i am to anyways? i'm nothing big...or special...why would a person change for meeh? simple enough...they don't...

so let's rewind all the way back to wednesday...strangest thing happened at work...this freaky man came into the store...he was there for like 30 mins...just looking around...u know shoplifters...how they look around to see if neone is looking...that's what he was doing...and like if we come close...he would start walking away like he's looking at stuff and if we ask if he needed help...he would say no...he's just looking around...so like the whole time...he's standing there...and then he would just stand inside our store and stare out...i'm guessing at the store across from us...his eyes would constantly move around...seeing if neone is looking at him...and then...he started moving into a corner where we can't see him...and the store got empty...it was just me and maria...so maria decided to call security...oh...so before security came...this couple came in...and he like started following em...lookin at da woman kindda thing...and when the security came...he like turned around and started walking out reallie fast...so the security followed him....he turned into sears...and hid...so they couldn't find him...and then they saw him again...and he approached them and was like...oh...do u know where barnes and nobles is...i'm lost...so then the security dude showed him...and they supposedly have pplz watching him now...since they can't do nethang less they have some kind of proof that he was doing something illegal...so then after that we couldn't do nethang in da store...we just stood there and looked at the entrance to see if he's gonna come back...so wen i had to go to da back to look for something...i'm like so paranoid now...everytime i hear something i would turn around and be like...uh...is someone in here??...freaked the heck out of me! i don't wanna go to work anymore...i mean...what if he gets mad cuz we called security on him...and comes back when we're working alone again and like kill us or something...iono...i'm just reallie paranoid now... =/

so hmm...bout today...nothing reallie happened today..itz only 2 in the afternoon...umm...didn't wake up till 11 today...and just showered...and talked to lisa for lil bit before she headed off to work...and yeah...so now i'm here...waiting till i gotta go get ready for work...blah...only 1 more month and i'm out tho...can't wait! ^_^ aaaand...bout one more month...and to houston i go! gosh...so excited! but then not reallie...iono...kindda lost some excitement after last weekend...goshiez...imma miss my friends soooo muuuch! we better all go hang out before i move! or imma hunt you down and force you to go hang out with meeh! =)

well okie...i guess that's it for now...if nethang exciting happens at work...i try to come back and update u guys on it...take care peepz! *wavez* byeeee!

6.12.03

so hmm...watz up with meeh? nuttin much as usual...graduated...finally...for a week and 2 days now...hehe...so how was grad? it was VERY long...2 hrs and half long...but it was alright i guess...my friends came to see me...and then there are some that didn't...but it's alright...didn't reallie expect them to come...after grad...we went out to eat...at some place...i forgot where...it was just a family dinner...plus khanh...hehe...and then came home...and lisa came over to go watch a movie...but then decided to rent a movie and buy junk food instead...and oh...i got my hair highlighted by da professional lisa...hehe...it looks pretty nice...minus the big blotches here and there...then they left at round 11:30ish...and that was my grad day...

umm...went to houston day after grad...from da 4th thru da 7th...for orientation...it was pretty fun...ortientation itself was horrible! spent 2 days sitting in a room in a chair listening to pplz talk the WHOLE time...one after another! it was as if the day would never end!! but it did...good thing...hehe...so yeah...while in houston we just hung out with my sis's friend and her bro and their friends...da car ride was horrible tho...we had this dude come with us...why? cuz my sis couldn't say no...and omg...he was annoying...he was laughing at NOTHING...and then he's keep leaning up in front...cuz yeah...i took the front seat...hehe...but yeah...ugh...it was constant breathing on ur neck kindda thing...

hmm okay...so yesterday...my bro knocks on my door...and he's like...wanna see something? and i'm like uh...o..k...so i walk to his room...and wat does he have?? snakes!! not just 1...but TWO...two gross looking snakes! i literally freaked out...screamed...and ran to my room...it was da most disgusting thing ever! why in da world would u buy snakes?? i swear he doesn't know wat to do with our money...ugh wat a waste...

manh....everyone's gettin a new kewl lookin cellie...and i'm stuck with this crappy looking cell that hardly ever works...so not fair! grRrr

okay...so today...it's only 1...and yeah...i've basically been home all day...cept for da lil trip to wendy's to get me a spicy chicken sandwich...and to get da grad pix developed...well okay...if nethang else exciting happens today or some other day...i'll try to come bak and update...imma go pick up da pixies now...toOodlez!

5.23.03

*yawnz* i'm so sleepy but i don't wanna go to sleep...hmm...so newayz...my day was alright i guess...so wat did i do...went to calc...found out i'm exempt from my exam...*yay* meeh! ^_^ found out yesterday i'm exempt from eng exam too! which meeeaaans...i don't have to take any of my exams! whoO hoOo! so...one more day of school...and i'm OUT! oh...so i got my cap and gown today...the gown is HUGE! it goes down to almost my ankle! and u can't even see my hands...the sleeves covered em...i'm so lost in the gown...hmm...wonder if they'll give me a smaller size...like maybe a SMALL...stead of a med...but i guess itz okay...right? i'm only wearing it for 2 hrs...and i'll never see those pplz again...so yeah...iono...watever...

so after school...came home...took a nap...didn't wake up till almost 6...then went to lisa's house...went to starbucks to listen to this live band...don't know who they are...just know they're high school kids...and one of em goes to north...don't know bout the other two...after starbucks...went to tony's house...watched the ring...in japanese...was it scary? haha...not reallie...but then again...i didn't exactly watch it...i had my eyes covered practically da whole time...i left enough space just to see the words at the bottom of the screen to see wat they were saying...so yeah...i'm pretty sure i spoiled the movie...oh welliez...so hmm...if i die a week from now...u'll know why...but yeah...newayz...after the movie...we just chilled and watched the guys play cs...i don't see how that game could be so addicting...but yeah...then i went home...and now itz 1:30...saleeepy!

and that is my day...exciting uh? well...i guess i'll stop here...don't feel like typing nemore...g'nitey pplz...

5.19.03

so this weekend i guess wasn't so bad...friday...my friend nat came back from waco to visit for my b-day...after school...she came over and we...nat, her bro, his fiance, and me...went out to eat lunch at some chinese restaurant...it wasn't as good as nat and i had expected...according to her bro..it was suppose to be the best restaurant ever...hehe...but yeah...i've had better...so anyways...after that...we stopped by to get some ice-cream cuz they wanted some...i kindda had the feeling i wasn't reallie wanted there...her bro's fiance barely even talked to me at all...turns out later...nat told me that she actually just wanted to go with nat to look at wedding dresses...well who knew? she coulda told me or something...and i woulda let nat go with her to go dress shopping...but yeah...oh welliez...so after that...we took her bro and his fiance home...and meeh and nat went to find mai a grad present...then we went to pick her up at home and we went to my house to get some eggrolls...and then to stonebrair to look for my dress to wear to my sis's grad and north's grad...did i find nethang? umm...no...not reallie...all i got was some whines and complains from nat and mai bout how their feet were hurting...sorry for dragging you guyz around...next time...i'll drag myself... =) so we stayed at the mall till 8:30...and then i drove them back to my house so they can go home...and that was all of fri...

sat...MY b-day! totally didn't feel like it at all tho...probably cuz i didn't do nethang...tried to go dress shopping again...found sis a dress for her grad instead...so then i finally decided to just wear the one mommy and sis got for me a few days ago...and have daddy fix it to make it smaller...it looked alrighty i guess...iono...we basically had to rush to get the dresses and shoes since we also had to go to church so we wouldn't have to go sun...then later that night...my sis's friend...yen and her bro...huy...came over from houston to visit and attend my sis's grad...we just sat around and talked and then played pool...hehe...i should reallie start practicing...i totally sux at it...i have like the worst aiming ever! but yeah...they left around 12ish...got online for a lil...then headed off to sleep...

sun...hmm...had to wake up at 6 to get ready for sis's grad...the grad was very...LONG! long and hot...it was held outside...good thing it didn't rain tho...that wouldn't have been good...hehe...newayz...after grad...took some pix...then headed off to the restaurant to eat...food was good...there was way too much tho...lots of to go's...hehe...then...we walked over to taiwan cafe and got some bubble tea...sat there for a lil...and then yen and huy had to go home...a few mins later...we went home...bro and i were reallie sleepy...hehe...when we got home, my bro and i each headed to our room and took a nap...my sis and her friends went to da gameroom and played pool...few mins later...sis comes in and asks me to play pool...2 on 2...but i'm like no thanks...SLEEP! =) and i think that was all of sun...

today...just a usual day...didn't exactly do much...starting to not pay attention in class nemore...which isn't good...cuz we're still learning new stuff in calc...just started a new chapter like 2 days ago...and now we have a test wed...and i have no idea wat itz about...

well okay...i guess i should stop here...itz gettin a lil too long uh? surprised u even got this far! hehe...newayz...well hmmm...guess itz not da 19th nemore...a start of a new day...and school in a few hrs....blah...i should head off to sleep now...welpz..g'nitey peeps! toOodlez! *wavez*

5.8.03

today...well...hmm...itz been aitey i guess...wasn't so bad...just watched a movie in eng since a lot of pplz were taking the ap calc test...marketing was blah...we had to do our business plan again...itz da financing part...and i have no idea how to do it...why? cuz i don't even know what i'm doing in the first place! i don't even see why i have to do this...not like i'm ever going to open my own business or nethang...grrr...hate the class!

work...didn't do very much cept stand around like always...hehe...i'm starting to reallie not like working there nemore...the freakin new employees are making the managers put more restrictions on us...they needa leave...not like they ever show up for work newayz...haha can u tell i'm lil bitter bout it? ^_^

went to see x-men today round 8 with sis...movie was pretty kewl...ending was kindda weird...maybe cuz i didn't expect anybody to die...especially da good guyz...hehe...and wassup with leaving jason in there! that's just wrooong...but yeah...da movie all together was good...you guyz should see it if u haven't already!

okie dokie...well i guess i'll stop right here...and probably go ta sleep soon...tired...have fun n take care everyone! ^_^ toOodlez!

5.3.03

*yawnz* meeh so tired...just got back from our lil road trip to houston...so newayz...as we were on da road...i started to think...yes...THINK...scary thought uh? hehe...newayz...so i was thinking...dallas is so much better than houston...itz not as humid and icky...the roads are so much nicer...and therez more places to go and do...imma miss it sooo much here...and i won't hardly see my friends nemore... =( but then at the same time...i'm so excited...i can't wait to move...livin on my own...well not reallie...since my sis is gonna be there...but yeah...new school...new classes...new pplz...new city...fun fun! ^_^

so...as it turns out...daddy isn't about to maybe lose his job...he already did...grRr...that totally sux...this man...that's supposedly my dad's friend...came bak to work after a few yrz...and he stole my dad's job...and he wanted to kick my dad out completely...so he can get his brother in to work there...wat kindda friend is that? grRr...i wanna kill that man! that's so messed up! who does that to their friend?? u know?? >:o

yupz yupz...so today's prom nite...and wat am i doing? i'm sittin here typing in this stupid thing that probably nobody even reads! gosh...i wanted to go to prom so bad...and to make it worse...my sis and bro kept going..."so why aren't u going to prom???" "you should go to prom...or else ur gonna regret it later" blah...well watever...itz a lil late now...*sigh* hope u guyz all had fun tho! =) i want pixie from all you guyz toooo!

okay well...i guess i'll stop my rambling here for now...g'nite pplz...

4.29.03

hmm...wow...itz been over a month since i last wrote in here uh? well...nuttin much new with meeh...but letz see...my old friend finally decides to call and want us to talk again...after 6 weeks of not speaking to each other...iono...kindda weird talkin to em now...u know? itz like...derez nuttin to talk about nemore...itz just different... =/ i wish it could go back to da way it used to be...but i guess it'll just take me some time...

took my tasp test sat...didn't do so well...everyone says itz sooo easy...but i'm like...ahhh..why is it so hard?? gosh...i feel so stupid...gRrRr

this coming sat is suppose to be prom...wish i could go...itz like...the one year my family actually lets me go and everything...and i'm not even going...even my brother was wondering why i'm not going... =( today...he was like..."so are u going to prom this weekend?" me..."no!" him..."why not??" me..."cuz..." him..."cuz...?" me..."....cuz..." and i just left...i just wanted to go to my room and lay in bed and cry...*sigh* but oh wellz...it probably wouldn't be fun newayz... =/

just found out daddy is about to lose his job...and he mite move to houston with us...that would totally sux! i wanted to go to houston to get away from home! from parents! ahhhh...i'm so mad! i don't want him there! what kindda family is that? my mom here...my dad up in houston...they won't see each other cept like once a month! itz not that i don't love my dad or nethang...i just want to get away from it all...i want to start a whole new life...on my own...am i being selfish? thinking like that? not wanting him there cuz i want some freedom? *sigh* i mean...he mite be losing his job...and all i can think about is him living with us and i still won't be able to do what i want to do...ughhh...i swear i'm like the worst daughter a family can have...

ughhh!!! why the heck does my mom have to take everything out on me?? i mean...she yells at me for no freakin reason cept that she's mad at my brother and she can't do anything about it cept yell at me! why does daddy have to move to houston with us??

i feel so blah now... =/

3.21.03

ehhh...been a while since i've last updated uh? well...okay...till i actually DO update you on my rambles...herez da new song in here...hopefully...it won't be deleted again like the last 3 songs...enjoy! ^_^

m2m - 'our song'

I'm lying in my bed, all alone
Called you once again, no one is home
It's raining outside, on Saturday night
Turning out the light, again I tried

My friends say I'm too good, too good for you
And maybe that is true, well I don't care
What do they all know, they got it all wrong
This is so unfair, they're playing our song

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

Something's going on, what is wrong
I want you to be here, why won't you come
And spend some time with me, can't you see
Have we come undone
Is this the end of our song

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

BRIDGE
How do I deal
With how I feel
How to reveal
Oooh... what is real love
As another day fades away
So I say

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

2.26.03

welpz..it was nice not having school for 2 days...but i haven't done any hw wat-so-ever! instead of spending those days doing em...i decided i wanted to bunch em up all till tomorrow after work...how am i gonna finish em all? i have no idea! ugh...iono why i do this to myself...but i can't help it... =/

grRr...why won't my teacher e-mail me back?? now iono if imma go to school tomorrow...or go to work instead...school...work...school...work...what??? blah

*sigh* looked at prom dresses yesterday...they're soOo pretty...gosh i wanna go...oh wellz...

okie...well...i'll make this nice and sweet and stop it here...*yawnz* take care pplz...g'nitey

2.22.03

whoO hoOo...i finally updated! and itz only been...9 days...hehe...newayz...week's been busy...not reallie...but yeah...umm...sum it up...didn't do much cept school...and work...as usual...

well...yesterday...umm...went to school...worst day of my life! well not reallie my life...but it was horrible...i find out that i have to take the stupid taks test! my senior yr! i mean...i tell them i was suppose to be exempt from it...which on my transfer papers...it said i was...but noOo...they don't believe meeh...and they said it's not possible...i'm like...wat the heck? it says it on the paper right there! and my friends are the same as mine and they're fine! so yeah...they were blaming meeh for not taking it last yr...for a test i didn't know i had to take...so they mailed in a blank form which gave meeh a no score...wtf is that??? ughh...so now i gotta take it...and if i don't pass...i'm not gonna graduate! stupid taks...they even changed it too! there's more freakin stuff in there...with social studies and science? who knows bout those stuff??? ughhhh...i hate allen soOo much!

well...after that...i jux layed in bed...and then fell asleep...then round 5:30...went to lisa's house...umm...den we went to da movies...and saw 'how to lose a guy in 10 days' itz soOo FUNNIE! ya'll should go see it! well yeah...then after that...i got home round 11:30ish...and dat was my whole day...

so okay...today...umm...went to sis's school...up in irving for this asian festival thingy...for her asa group...it was aite...not as fun as last yr's...but itz koo...umm...that lasted till bout 6...then she had to do her research thingy...so we went to the lab...and i jux got online for a lil...then we got kicked out after like 10 mins cuz the lab was already closed and we jux went in it newayz...so then we jux went to the movies...and hehe...guess what we saw! yupz yupz...'how to lose a guy in 10 days'...well...i was suppose to go with my sis to see it in da first place...so i decided okay...i'll go see it again...so we saw it...it was still cute and funnie...and now...i'm home...finally updating this thingy with more rambles...aren't ya thrilled?? ^_^

oh...so umm...i don't think i'm going to prom nemore... =/ no date..no dress...no money...no prom...so yeah...oh wellz...i've lived for 18 yrs without going to one...so i guess i don't need to go to this one either...

well...i guess that's bout it...i'll have more jibberish later...have a g'nite everyone...ta ta! ^_^

2.13.03

so okay...nothing special today...like alwayz...umm...didn't do so well on calc test... =/ better than i had expected...but still bad...umm...econ was aite...32 vocabs da whole period...now why can't all da classes be like that??? know how much simpler life would be for meeh?? ^_^

for some reason...30 mins after school to get ready for work isn't long enough now...iono how i did it before...but itz not working for meeh nemore...there's no tiiiiime! but yeah...watever...newayz...felt like crap da whole day at work...pretty sure they were all annoyed by meeh considering all i did was whine and complain to em bout my probs and pains...i have waaay too many probs with myself...pain...everywhere!! oOoOh...haha...as i was walking to da bathroom in macy's...i passed by a naked mannequin laying on da floor...turns out...those male ones actually have a penis...i'm like...wow...they Do have one...but yeah...jux thought it was interesting...hehe...

*yaAaWnZ* welpz in 2 more hrs and it'll be valentines...nebody doin nethang fun? as for meeh...hmm...probably...nothing! or maybe i'll go to da movies by myself...and rebel against valentines and all da couple dating thing...yupz yupz...i'll see...

okay yeah...why is it dat i'm alwayz bored...sleepy...and feeling blah?? am i ever having fun and enjoying myself? eck...sux to be meeh uh?

welpz...letz jux leave da thought at that...adioz peepz!

2.12.03

eck...i'm not doing so well keeping this updated uh? not like nebody reads it newayz...hehe...

but yeah kayz...work...was seriously long! like i would look at my watch...and then stand there for a while...check some pplz out...and i'm like...wow...time sure did pass...letz see wat time it is now...must be almost time to go...i look...and uh...it was only 5 mins past since i last looked...and i'm like...wtf??? it has to be at least 30 mins! but yeah...did dat da WHOLE day today...

ehhh...itz almost valentine's day...and meeh don't have a velentine... =( holidays are soOo depressing...so now...i need a valentines...AND a prom date...grRrrr...i should jux get meeh a bf for all dese 'special' occassions...any volunteers? ^_^

yeah okay...meeh don't know wat else to say...and i'm soOo tired...but i don't wanna go to sleep...itz so early...even doe itz past 12 already...ehhh...but yeah...uh...i guess i'll end this here...and write later...take care pplz...byeeee!

oOoOoh! i finally got a visitor at work today...kewl uh? see? least someone visits meeh...unlike some pplz *ahem*!!

2.5.03

today...hmm...hasn't been a so bad of a day...itz actually one of my better days...started off in calc...he didn't even tell us there's a quiz today...so i guess u would say...it was a POP quiz...but yeah...i actually planned to come in early to class today...cuz i had a feeling we would have a quiz...since he put it off for quite some time now...but then i ended up gettin to class after the min bell rang...so good thing i wasn't late to class...hehe...well...while he was taking roll...i decided to look over some stuff jux in case...u know? so after he finishes taking roll...he goes..."everybody take out a clean sheet of paper, we're going to have a quiz." so i guess i was somewhat prepared for it...took the quiz...made 100 on it!! kewl uh? my first 100 since beginning of the year! i was so proud of myself...hehe....

so okay...side-track from my good day....while sitting there being clueless bout our next lession...a man came in...and he's like...is it alright if we have everybody step outside, we have our *something* dog here...i forgot what they call those dogs...but the ones that goes and smells for drugs...so yeah...we all stepped outside...and like 15 mins later...they called the teach in...and then like 5 mins later...they called this grl inside...she comes out bout 10 mins later...and we're like what happened? of course nothing...they couldn't find nethang in her bag...so then they called in the grl that sat next to her...after a while...she comes out...and again...everybody was like...wat happened? and she's like...i had advil in my car...and the smell got on my bag....and we're like...the smell of advil is THAT strong? in a box...in the car...and then 5 mins of walking from car to the building in the wind...and the smell is still on there? so either that's true...or those pplz jux don't want to admit their dog is weird...hehe... ^_^

newayz...bak to my good day....2nd period was nothing reallie....jux took 3 quizzes in there...did aitey on em...jux da usual...den after school...went to mcd...umm...ordered my usual...chicken nuggets...hehe...this time tho...they supersized it...even tho i said NO...but yeah...when they handed meeh my coke...i'm like woaw! that's HUGE! i mean...i wouldn't be complaining...cept i don't finish the little one in the first place...how am i suppose to finish the big one? makes meeh feel like i'm wasting food...more than usual...so...i finished bout 1/3 of my coke...and bout half of my fries...and then it all went to waste...oh...okay...at work...i found out we hired 3 new kids...i'm like waaat? 3?? they already cut back on everybody's hours cuz we have too many pplz...and yet...they hired 3 more! but oh wellz...newayz...my assist. manager came up to meeh and she's like...okay...i wanted to ask you before i do the schedule....and she was like...do you want to work mon nites or wed nites and i'll take you off sat nite...and i'm like...oOo...no work sat...kewliez ya know? but then i'm already working wed nites...and i don't wanna work mon nites...datz my day off! hehe...so i'm like...ehhhh....wat about thurday? and she's like...that's already taken...and i'm like... =( and then i was like...well who took tues?? she didn't say who...but then she's like...well...i'll have one of the new ones to change days and u can work tues...and i'm like...okay kewl! and i was thinking i have to work tues nites...but turns out...itz from 1-6...and i'm like...whoO hoOo...no nites...AND no sat! now i have time to go out on sats....but then again...not like i reallie go newhere...hehe...oh wellz...still nice to have chill time...and maybe i'll actually do my hw EARLY! or not... =)

welpz...think that's bout it...must be thinkin...manh...and she calls that a good day?? nothing happened! well...it was good for meeh! and that's all that matters! hehe....and yeah...now i'm tired and sleepy...and i haven't started on hw...and itz almost 11 p.m. grRrr...i'm such a procrastinator....okie dokie...gnite peepz...take care!

2.1.03

HAPPY NEW YEARS everyone!! i'm lil late...hehe...15 mins late...but itz still pretty new... ^_^

hmm...long day today...was out of da house since 8 in da morning...went to school...came home for 5 mins...den went to lisa's house...chilled there for a lil...den we had to go order her cap and gown...gosh...and i thought i procrastinated alot! but yeah...den went bak to lisa's house...den had to go pick up her lil bro from school...from dere...we went to tony's house where we had some cake...den went bak to lisa's house...and had jack's lil b-day party...umm...den we jux sat round da house for a lil...n decided to go to da movies...but da ones dey wanted to see were all sold out...so we went to play pool...woulda been fine...if i was use to da smoke...but i wasn't...so yeah...didn't like it much...but we stayed there for a lil...and den drove to da temple...walked around for a few mins and yeah...it was a lil boring...so we went to blockbuster to rent a movie...but we didn't see nethang we liked...so i decided to jux go home and call it da nite...fun day? ehhh...it was aitey...nothing reallie exciting... =)

eck...this sux...seems like everyone's hooking up with someone and having a valentines...and i have no one...neone wanna be my valentines?? ^_^

well imma go shower and get all the smoke smell out of my hair and head off to my warm lil bed...hope everyone have/had a good new years! g'nitey...

so i was about to start a new entry...but then i realized...today's still the 1st...so yeah...here's the rest of today...

ummm...yeah...stayed home all day today...had company over this morning...they were from my bro's youth group...came of course to ask for money..they do this every new years...but yeah...they finally left at 2 along with my two bros and my sis...so den i was left home all alone...on NEW YEARS! freakin parents won't let me go anywhere cuz it's new years...but then...my sis and bros can go...wat the heck is that about?? grRrRr...i reallie wanna move out! haha...wonder when i'll actually do wat i say and move out...well...till then...i'll jux sit at home and whine...

umm...well...that's bout it...nuttin special uh? well if nethang else comes up...i'll tell ya bout it...till then...adios pplz!

1.29.03

gRrRr!!! i hate work!! i need a new job! so kayz...i go into work today...it was all fine...i was all happy and everything...then...i go to da back to put my stuff up...and i see da new schedule up...i go to look at it...and turns out...she freakin changed my hours to closing! i'm like...nuh uh! wtheck! she knows i freakin hate staying till 10...so before all this...like a week ago...she said she needed night pplz...so i'm like...well mary lou said she can't see at nite...and jo ann can...so let em work together at nite...and dey can go home together...well noOo...kay...our assist manager said she doesn't want them working together...soOo...wat does she do?? she has em working TOGETHER in the morning! wat the heck is that about?? so they both took my hours and she put meeh till closing...i was like...that's so not even fair...if they wanted more hours...then they should have to work the nights...not meeh! totally pissed meeh off! i wanted to jux walk up to her and say i QUIT! ughhh!!!

anywayz...eck...i should be doin hw right now uh? don't feel like it tho... =/ this is horrible...i've hardly been doing any hw lately...itz gonna pile up...and then imma stay up till 6 doing em all...totally sux!

omg...so right in front of our store is this dress store...they sell like prom and homecoming dress and stuff...and i saw this bluish dress...it's soOoo pretty! but ughh...i know i'll jux look horrible in em...manh...i wish i were pretty...or least have da body for em...u know?...eck...life reallie sux...

haha kayz...i better go now before i start to reallie depress myself... =/

oh oOOo! new years is coming up! *yiPpie*! haha...not much...but least itz something to look forward to...

1.28.03

wowwie...i'm doing pretty good bout keeping this updated uh? too bad i can't do da same for my hw...hehe...

newayz...*yaAaWnZ* hmmm...today didn't start out very good...umm...woke up late for school...then...i couldn't find my keys...ran around practically the whole house looking for it...and it was no where to be found...so kayz...i couldn't have lost it newhere but inside the house...right? cuz i needed my keys to get into the house when i got home from school...and i didn't leave the house all day...but yeah...so finally i told my dad to jux give meeh his keys cuz i was already late...so den i sped my way to school...swarving back and forth between cars...lucky meeh...all da cops i saw didn't stop meeh...so den i got to school...got like the furthest parking space there was...which...wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't cold...or i wasn't late...but yeah....newayz...first class...calc...joy uh? well...good thing...we didn't have our quiz today...but then iono if it was reallie good...considering i actually studied for it last nite...hard to believe uh? but i did! oh wellz...i probably woulda gone blank if we did have the quiz newayz...so instead of da quiz...we had a lession...wat the heck was he talking about??? i had absolutely NO idea! finally...i jux dropped my pencil down...and gave up..i'm like...blah...so...the lesson was all period...and den...2nd period came...economics...yeah...suppose to be the easiest class...and i mean easiest! well...wasn't so easy today...we had a quiz...didn't do so well on it...itz like...if i don't fail a calc quiz or test...it has to be something...and since i only have one class after that...it had to be econ...grRrr...soOo stupid! itz like i'm destined to do bad in school or something!

that was bout my whole day...didn't do much after i went home...cept oOoh...i did some of my hw...EARLY! like right when i got home from school...i got on the comp...and started my hw...surprising uh? yeah...spent bout 3 hrs doing it...den i got tired...so decided to go downstairs and get something to eat...den i worked on my photo album...got one more page down...wonder when i'll actually get it all done? a month and i got 4 pages down...hehe...once a week...gRrr...i'll never get done! and i'm running out of designs to do! =( nebody got any cute ideas? suggestions would be greatly appreciated! ^_^

saw gilmore girls today...finally caught it on tv...they were talking about prom...hmm...wonder if imma go...iono...it's like i wanna go...but then i don't...it would be nice to go to my first and last dance of my high school years...but then all the money? it's a lil too much...manh...i wish i were rich...and get watever i want...den i wouldn't have to worry bout the lil things...*sigh* maybe someday...till then...i guess i'll jux be like cinderella and dream and wait for my prince charming to take meeh awaaaay...oh yeah...and can't forget...if i decide to go to prom...gotta find a date...important stuff uh? hehe...any volunteers? ^_^

hmmm...wonder if anybody is actually reading this...well...if u got this far...means u did right? or did u jux scrolled all da way down and accidently read this part? hehe iono...well itz basically jux meeh trying to rant...so if ya read em...hope it entertained ya...hehe...if it didn't...den stop reading! =) but okayz...i guess i'll stop here for now...take care pplz! toOodlez!

1.27.03

eck...it's monday...this week's gonna draaag!! but newayz...today's pretty boring...as usual...just went to school...home...nap...eat/tv...and some hw...think i know why i don't watch tv much...i get this huge headache everytime i watch...and it stays till morning the next day...then i can hardly do my hw cuz it hurtz so much...but actually...my head's been hurting all day today...and i jux feel blah...ugh...i feel sick to my stomach...

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