I just wanted to take one last time, to say good bye, to say I'm sorry, for all of the things I never got to say before. I wanted to speak to you one last time, at least, to let you know the things i was too angry or afraid to say when it would have mattered most. You are a wonderful father, you were so faithful to Pierce, and so loving, and he knows that. You never failed him, and he so much loved to talk to you and always looked forward to seeing your cards in the mail. He will continue to make you proud, and grow up to be a fine young man, who will honor you and God. He knows how much you loved him, and will grow up knowing he was always in your heart and mind regardless of where your body was. Thank you for that. It meant so much to me too.
It was hard for us, Larry....I tried, we both tried, the best we could, and I wish I could have done more for you. I do remember the things that made us happy, the good things we went through, and I would have liked to have let go of my anger sooner. I wanted to tell you that in my letter but I believed that we'd have one last time to talk, at least. I am sorry we didn't. I wanted to make you happy one last time, so you could have peace. There will be so much left unsaid, and the dreams that we all had for you in our lives will have to go.
But I thank God that he took you peacefully. He is kind. You suffered for so long with the things you didn't know how to explain, the things you didn't know how to fix. And now, please go. Know that you are loved, and now you are in the arms of God, and he can heal you, the only one who ever could. And you can look into the eyes of Jesus, and feel the love that will make all the pain insignificant. And know that you will continue to be loved from here as well. You will be remembered, you did matter, you made a difference. Thank you for sharing my life with me, for a short time, and for giving me a son I treasure and pray I'm worthy of. I love you. Have peace.
I love you, I"ll miss you, and wish that you were here with me. I will make you proud of me. I"ll see you again someday in heaven.
That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised Him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that heareth My word, and blieveth on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life.
.... And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, niether sorrow, nor crying, niether shall there be any more pain:; for the former things are passed away....
let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in Me.
In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.
And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and recieve you unto myself: that where I am there you may be also.
And whither I go ye know, and the way ye know.
1 Cor. 2:9
But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, niether have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.
2 Cor. 5:17
Therefore if any man be in Christ he is a new creature: old things are passed away: behold all things become new.
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