
Copyright 2001
Cemeteries have always intrigued me. They have been the subject
of my writing and photography endeavors since I was a young boy.
I had adopted the local graveyard as my playground during my
elementary days for it was just down the old dirt road on which we
lived. I remember playing hide and seek with my childhood
playmates and jumping from behind one headstone to another. We
would pretend to be zombies, chasing each other, crying for living
flesh and blood. We had a blast. This is where my fascination
began.
There are mysteries abound beyond the cemetery gates.
Tombstones can be such a wonderful piece of art in themselves but
what about the individuals to whom they honor? So many people
who have lived such a wide variety of lives and dying different
deaths. From newborn infants to the elderly; rich and poor; plain
and sophisticated. Now, all resting side by side, equal in death.
The mysteries of these resting souls is what brings me to the oldest
cemeteries I can find. It is why I am powerfully drawn to the
weather worn and moss covered markers.
Cloaked with my Nikon around my neck with it’s bag full of
goodies hanging from my shoulder, I enter one of the oldest
cemeteries in New England for the first time. Inside the gloomy
gates, the air has an eerie quality to it. Silent, except for the wind
rustling through the ancient trees, seeming to whisper messages
from the graveyard’s inhabitants. The rows appear crooked, for
most of the timeworn markers lean as if they are weary and
reaching towards the earth to lie down.
I stand before “Abby Crawford - Goodbye Dear Sweet
Mother. Born: Aug, 1738. Died: Jan, 1792.” Did she die from a
winter illness? Wondering about the circumstances of her life and
death, I notice the other headstones surrounding hers. There are
several Crawfords. Abby lies next to her husband, “John Crawford-
Rest In Peace. Born: Sept. 1732, Died: Apr. 1792.” He only lived
a short time after his wife’s passing. Could he not tolerate a life
without her? Is there a grand love story here? I jot a few notes and
fire off several snapshots from different angles trying to capture the
honor in which they deserve.
As I travel deeper inside the cemetery, I notice that there is
an open section in the southwest corner with a short stone standing
alone. How unusual, I thought. I had to see who could be so
lonely in death. As I approached the mysterious corner, the air
became heavy and cold. An ill feeling came over me as I searched
for inscription. No name, date, nothing. The earth atop the grave
is as bare as the stone which marked it. Not a solitary blade of grass
or weed. The ground is cracked and hard.
“No one ever visits this grave.” a voice says behind me,
startling me. I turn around and see an old man, dirty, unshaven and
in tattered clothing. He seemed fixed in a gaze at the empty stone.
His eyes sunken and sad.
“Who rests here?” I asked.
“ No one rests here.” he whispers, still staring at the
lonesome marker.
“What do you mean, no one rests here? There is a marker
and by the looks of the ground before it there is obviously someone
buried beneath.” I stated as I knelt down to touch the bare, cold
plot as if to convince him that it is, indeed, a grave.
The earth trembled beneath my palm. I jerked my hand
away and stood up quickly, becoming dizzy and nauseous. I took a
deep breath and bent down slowly to touch it again. The trembling
had stopped.
“Did you feel-?” I started to ask as I turned to face the old
man. He was no longer there. He had come and gone as quickly as
the tremors. I strained my eyes to search for movement, any sign of
the old man. Darkness invaded quickly as did an enormous gust of
wind. The ground beneath my feet began to tremble again and
panic took hold of my senses. I hurriedly made my way back to the
rod iron gates. No, they can’t be locked! An oversized padlock
joined the clanking, rusty chain. No way to climb over; no way
out!
I feel my way along the fence in search of another exit. It is too dark to see now. A loud roll of thunder startles me and I jump and turn towards the cemetery, my back against the fence. A bolt of lightning illuminates the sky casting ghostly shadows of the swaying trees upon the cemetery grounds. Rain begins to fall heavily, stinging my skin. The wind becomes fierce, whirling about me threatening to tear the camera bag from my shoulder.

“Hurry, you must come with me, sir!” The old man screams
as he urges me to follow him. Although I was a bit frightened by
the man, I felt that going with him must be safer than wandering
alone among the tombstones blanketed by darkness.
The man leads me inside a tiny structure built of stone. He
is shaking nervously as he bolts the heavy, wooden door shut
behind us. The room is faintly lit by a small lantern on a table in the
center of the room. There is a cot tucked into a cozy corner in the
back and a broken rocking chair in the opposite corner. Along the
north wall stands an old wood burning stove. A stone fireplace
drapes the south wall with two wooden chairs in front of it.. I can
hear the thunder and the pounding rain, but there are no windows
for the lightening to shine through.
“What the hell is going on?” I demanded.
“You will have to stay here for the night.” the old man
stipulated. “It is not safe on these grounds after dark.”
“Not safe? All I want to do is get to my car.” I yelled.
“I’m sorry, sir, but I must insist that you stay for the night.
It is for your own safety.” The old man looks down, dragging his
feet as he slowly moves toward the fireplace. He bent to place a
few small logs inside the stone fixture and soon there was a
crackling fire to warm us. He hands me a towel with which I
hastily dry my camera, hoping it wasn’t ruined, and then I dry
myself. I sit by the flickering flames wondering just what this was
all about but afraid to ask. There is an uneasy silence between us as
we stare at each other. I desperately wanted to know what this was
all about, why the old man felt it necessary to detain me. I wasn’t
sure whether to feel angry or grateful towards him.
After sitting quietly for a short while, listening to the storm
rage on, he calmly arose to make me a hot cup of tea. I was
anxious to break the ice now and hopefully, find out the meaning
behind my presence in this ghastly situation.
“My name is Robert, Robert Nichols.” I stated as he hands
me the welcomed cup of tea.
“I know who you are.”
He spoke those words with such a sureness in his voice that
I knew it to be true. But how could he possibly know who I am? A
chill ran up my spine as I sat staring at him in wonderment. A
hundred questions run through my mind but I dare not ask them. I
begin to sip my tea as he slowly reclaims his seat in front of me and
I instinctively knew he was about to tell me something dreadful;
something that would change my life forever.
“You must listen to me very carefully.” he said. “The grave
with which you were interested hosts an evil spirit; one who does
not rest. He haunts this graveyard from dusk `til dawn and has for
over two hundred years. He is outside this door as I speak,
watching, waiting. This building is the only safe place in this
cemetery after dark.”
I sit silently, listening, beginning to shiver, not wanting to
believe the old man. Deep inside my frightened soul, I know that
what he is telling me is true. I begin to feel nauseated and take
another sip of my tea. It is warm going down but doesn’t seem to
help the queasiness in my stomach. I breathe deeply, trying to stay
strong in order to hear more of what the man had to say. He moves
closer now, staring me straight in the eyes insuring that he holds my
attention as he begins his story.
“In 1792, a terrible thing happened. There were twin
brothers, James and John Crawford. James was evil from the
beginning. He was the troublemaker and relished wreaking havoc
in Johns’ life. He was extremely jealous of John who seemed to
have it all; charm, friends, contentment with himself, but most of all
John seemed to be his mothers’ favorite. This enraged James. All
throughout their lives, they were at battle. The evil twin became an
outcast of society, living alone, deep in the woods. It was suspected
that he was responsible for brutally killing three of the townspeople
but no one could find him and bring him to justice.”
The door rattles fiercely as if being shook by something
other than the wind. I spring from my chair, nearly spilling my tea.
I can feel the evil force lurking about outside the stone walls.
“Relax, Robert. You are safe in here.” the old man says as
he smiles at me. His smile mesmerizes me and I slowly sit down
again, unable to take my eyes off of the old man.
“John married a lovely, kindhearted woman.” he continues
with great eagerness. “ This woman was Johns’ life. They had
many wonderful years together and had beautiful children. James
would spy on his brother and his wife, purposely leaving clues of
his presence but never allowing himself to be seen. Finally, he
could stand his brother’s happiness no longer. One evening when
John was in the forest hunting, James took an ax to his brothers’
wife. This destroyed John and he vowed to hunt his brother down
to kill him in the same manner in which his wife had been horribly
murdered.”
I begin to tremble now, feeling quite dizzy and unable to
speak. A fear sets in me as he continues his disturbed tale. A kind
of fear that I have never before encountered.
“One dark night before John set out to seek and destroy his
brother, he visited his wife’s graveside knowing he would soon be
resting beside her. As he was standing over the grave, he was hit
from behind being knocked to the ground. He looked up and saw
James peering down at him, laughing uncontrollably with wild eyes.
He had gone mad. There was a fierce battle between them, both
receiving injuries from which they would die. As James lie dying,
he put a curse on John. An enormous storm approached as James
uttered his curse. He vowed that John would have to watch over
this cemetery, unable to leave until he could find a replacement.
This replacement must be of Crawford blood. He could only
recruit a new caretaker after darkness enveloped the cemetery.
You, my dear Robert, are the last descendant of John and Abby
Crawford. You have been summoned here to release my spirit from
this hell in which I have been existing for over 200 years!”
No, this can’t be happening, I thought. I did not want to
believe what I was hearing. This man is surely the John of whom
he speaks and James must be the occupant of the lonesome grave.
I am in the company of a ghost! The guardian of the cemetery!
This must be a dream, a horrible nightmare. I cannot utter a word.
Illness takes a hold of me and I drop the cup and spill the contents
of my belly. I try to get up but only fall to the floor. The spirit
stands over me as he continues to speak. He is more excited now,
almost screaming his next few words.
“You, Robert Nichols, are going to be my replacement! I
will finally be with my dear sweet Abby!”
My head spins and I can barely see. I become paralyzed.
The tea! He has poisoned me to insure my death. Darkness takes
over.
I awake in the same room, only it is dusty and cold. The
fireplace is empty and draped with cobwebs. No sign of life is
apparent. I laugh with relief as I realize that I must have found this
place for shelter during my panic last night and the incident was
only a terrible dream.
I bend down, pick up my camera bag and head for the
gates. Yes! They are now open! Anxious to return home to write
this incredible story, I walk through the gates only to find myself
back inside the cold and musty room!