Alternative Mindsets

ACID-The first time I did this stuff was pretty
 much by accident. I took it while I was rollin at
 a club when my friend handed it to me and said "try this.".
 So, being the moron that I was, I took it and began my
 journey into what I thought was death. About half an
 hour into it, I started feeling a little more dizzy
 than I had in a while and quite nauseous. Luckily, 
it was about time to go so we headed out the door and
 into the quiet streets of downtown towards the car.
 As I drunkenly stumbled (with help) I felt as though 
my blood pressure had shot through the roof and
 sweat was thoroughly covering everything I felt. I 
was shoved into the back-seat of the car and couldnt see
 a clear sight of ANYTHING surrounding me. All I could
 do was babble on and on about feeling sick but yet 
kind of started to enjoy the "trip" that was setting
 in. When we got to my friends house, I was feeling A 
LOT better but still felt quite delirious with all the 
tracers and mindless fun I was having with my basic
 surroundings. I truly regretted doing this while on my
 drive home [obviously bad idea] when every light on
 the highway blended into a sort of one-dimensional object
 as if on paper or something and I found myself
 swatting at imaginary hands or dark objects that seemed
 to be in the passenger seat. Well, I made it home
 safe and concluded that the nausea and over heating
 was not worth the "trip". +-July 1998



Ecstacy-A couple friends of mine decided
to go to a favorite club of theirs and I in
turn decided to join them. The plan was to get some tabs
 and go hang out at the next door bar for a while until
 the club opened at 2am. We went and hung out for about
 an hour while drinking a couple of beers and socializing
 (boring boring boring). After the bar closed, we took
 our "medicine" and went into the club around 1:30
 (because they knew the bouncer). While waiting,
 they decided to smoke some weed while I walked around 
checking out this empty nightclub anticipating my joy ride.
 Not half an hour went by when I felt my body filling
 with warmth and a general body vibration which was
 the coolest thing I had experienced since white bread.
 A few minutes went by with this feeling and then came
 this feeling of pure love for everybody though I knew 
nobody. I told my friends, "This is the SHIT!". 
I walked around in this wierd daze for a while just 
admiring my surroundings and my joy of being able to 
have this feeling that so many people don't know.
 A couple hours later, the speedy feeling 
wore off enough to where I could sit down and LIVE! 
Fortunately, this club had a trip room for people to
 sit on the soft couches and watch a large tv with "trip"
 material going on. I swear, I was completely mesmerized
 by the screen and stayed there until it was time to go.
 This was the best and I cant imagine anything being
 able to compare to it. The only thing I found quite 
annoying was the constant chattering of my teeth and
 tapping of my feet. I must have gone through 20 straws
 that night trying not to let it get to me.
 Wonderful time. +-June 98

  DXM-love it

Weed-boringgggggg.....zzzzz- 

Dramamine- One night, I was extremely bored and
 knew I had a couple weeks before I could do some more
 dex so I set out to Wal-Mart to get some motion sickness
 pills. I had tried dramamine in the form of Benadryl
 before but got nothing more than extreme sleepiness 
and uncomfortability(sp?). When I got home, it was almost
 midnight so I realized I'd only have a couple hours
 to "trip" before passing out so I immediately
 swallowed 8 pills of 50mg each. One hour went by with
 no more than a "weird" feeling but soon it came on.
 I remember I was only about 5 feet away from the tv 
so as to keep the volume down and not wake my wife,
 when I saw a waving grass skirt shape under the table.
 This I had seen from the first time so I thought 
nothing much of it. A few more minutes passed and I saw
 the carpet rising out of the ground forming some 
kind of a 3d shape. This started tripping me out so I
 layed back and stared blankly at the tv. Suddenly I 
snapped out of my daze and realized I was hearing a 
womans voice in my ears. This sounded like if you had
 headphones on and were listening to a conversation. I 
got up to go to the can and felt like I had put on an 
extra 100 pounds; I then realized this experience
 was too crazy for me and made my way to bed. When I 
woke up, sober, I got angry at myself for giving up 
so early and not seeing where this would've gone. 
Maybe I'll try it again...who knows. March 2001 

I've also had an array of select prescription pills of 
many kinds including: Adderall, Valiums and Dexadrine.
(i must find time to write this crap in)

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