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it's not a livejournal, it's not a deadjournal, it's just a bunch of fucking rantings


11:14am april 25, 2006
wow, isn't it wicked who random & slightly retarded I am? 




11:55pm march 14, 2003

i hate the internet right now. so i don't know. guess
i'll be backing off of it for awhile. maybe i can't
take a fucking joke. maybe i could if they were funny.
or maybe if people could addmit when they are wrong.
shaking with anger, juxtapose distrust & disapointment.
in myself or others. both. but fuck it. i'm just parinod!


9:28pm march 12, 2003 so spring has started to hit the frozen north, i took my kids on a drive. loki dug it, so did i. we did alot of talking, alot of thinking. we aren't sure what the next step is, but we think it has alot to do with seperation. the dad unit is never coming back, we don't think we wont that even, just the easiest thing to fix it all. so we think it should just be the 3 of us. something that can't be broken by cock. so we talked about it & finishing skool & getting a pimp ass job where mama can have a tahoe, girls can have lots of time with mama & everything they need is way more important than cock. i told them, honestly. mama is 22, mama is selfish. but mama wants them more then a life without them. so god damn, it's all good!
3:17pm * march 12, 2003 giving up the ole dj.. sooner or later everything i run off of will be right here, at the good ole halfemptyfull.com website. many plans for it, but i'll just keep those to myself for now, don't wanna fuck 'em up. first off i need to pay angelfire so they don't ban me again. website site aside.. i was looking at the bowling for soup website last night. fuck! i'd like them to do mine. wait no, that would take away from my own time of sitting on my ass wasting my life away.. life is like the calm before a storm right now. things are about to change intensely. not sure if that means i am going to try to make things better, or just try to make things. *invert retarded shocked face here* so can anyone teach me flash? i wanna know! i don't for see it happening until i transfer out of this wonderful skool of knowledge i am inrolled in. i've been thinking of trying for a ccna again. it's cheaper then all hell here for the prep courses.