Dream of: 11 December 2006 "Uncontrollable Attraction"

I was in a small house (similar to the Mabert Road House) in Portsmouth where I had been staying for a while. My father, my mother, and my sister were with me. I was planning to move away, even though none of them wanted me to leave. It was a complicated affair. They thought I was angry, but I wasn't.

I was standing on the front porch when my sister (25-30 years old) walked out. As she stood in front of me, I told her I was leaving because I had always been attracted to her and I always would be. I knew the attraction caused complications -- because she was my sister. Nevertheless, I couldn't be around her without being attracted to her.

She seemed to understand. She was wearing a halter top. I pulled her close to me and kissed her on the neck. She didn't stop me. I thought about moving my head down to her breast, but I didn't. Kissing her was pleasant. I thought she enjoyed it too, but I stopped. I couldn't tell how she felt about things.

She walked back inside. I waited a moment, then I followed my sister inside where I found her sitting in the front room with my father, my mother and my sister's husband. My sister asked my father if she should press charges against me. I thought she was talking about pressing charges against me because we had had sexual contact. That had been so many years ago, however, I knew the statute of limitations had long since run.

Nevertheless, I wanted to avoid problems, so I began explaining to everyone exactly what I had told my sister on the porch, that I was attracted to my sister and I simply couldn't stay there anymore because of my attraction.

We had never discussed this matter openly, although everyone knew about it. Everyone just sat there as if they didn't know what to think or say. Clearly I was going to have to leave. I didn't really want to leave, but I knew I couldn't stay there. I simply couldn't control how I felt about my sister. The only solution was to remove myself from the place.

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