Dream of: 19 August 1993 "Premonition"
I was in a house similar to the Grandview Avenue House. I was thinking about my grandmother, who was upstairs in a back bedroom. She lay up there all the time and was never able to go anywhere. I hadn't talked with her in a while, and I thought I might go up and talk with her.
Suddenly I remembered my brother Chris was in the Cabin. He was completely immobilized and was lying in a sleeping bag in a small back room of the Cabin. It had been four of five days since I had gone up to see him, and I realized no one ever went up to see him. He was completely alone.
It was dusk. If I got in the car right now and left to go see Chris, it would be dark before I got there. However I had an inexplicable feeling that I must go see him. It almost seemed as if I were having a premonition that I must go see him.
I noticed my father and my mother in the back part of the house. I was angry at my mother because she never went to see Chris. I went to her and angrily asked her when was the last time she had seen Chris but she didn't want to talk to me about it and brushed me off. Thinking that I was going to go to the Cabin right now, and that she never cared enough to go see Chris, I said, "You bitch whore."
When I thought more about Chris, I thought that nobody was feeding him, and that nobody was cleaning him when he went to the bathroom. I was disturbed by the thought; I needed to go as soon as possible.
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