Dream of: 26 June 1993 "Blank Mind"
Wheat and I were sitting in the rear of a large room filled with several hundred people; suddenly I realized both Wheat and I were going to give speeches in front of all these people. Several other people were also going to speak; and one of them was going to go before Wheat and I. I began to panic because I didn't know what I was going to say. I recalled that once before I had tried to speak in front of a group of people and I had frozen up. My mind had gone blank.
I began imagining what was going to happen. I thought Wheat would go up first and wouldn't know what to say. Suddenly it was his turn; he went up and spoke off the top of his head about anything he felt like. I became more frightened, because I realized that when he finished, it would be my turn.
Wheat said something funny and everyone started laughing. My thoughts raced along trying to think of what I would say. Perhaps I would talk about politics. I wanted to say something interesting. Finally I thought I would just have to tell everyone that I really didn't have anything on my mind to talk about, and I would just have to come up with something as I went along. I would just have to try to explain what I was doing. I might even tell them about the time I had been standing in front of a large group of people and my mind had gone blank, in order to get them to understand what was going on with me. I began to calm down a bit, but was still frightened.
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