Dream of: 14 March 1988 (2) "Ashamed"

I was lying on a bed in the small upstairs bedroom of the Gallia County Farmhouse. I was looking at a book which had pictures of naked women, and I began to masturbate. Suddenly I heard something, looked up and saw my mother had walked into the room. I immediately stuck the book under the bed. But my mother had already seen me.

She asked me if I had been looking at a copy of Penthouse or Playboy. I admitted I had. I thought about lying and saying I had simply been reading the magazine, but decided to tell the truth, that I had been masturbating. She seemed shocked and said she thought I didn't masturbate any more. I felt ashamed and told her I still hadn't been able to completely stop masturbating.

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