Dream of: 23 October 1986 (2) "Alexis Colby"

Morning. Bonnie and I had been staying together for a while. We were in bed together and were both completely nude. I put my arms around her, looked at her nude body, pulled her close to me, and began kissing her. I had not been having sex with her since we had been together, although I could tell she wanted to. I had decided not to have sex anymore. I could tell she wanted to have sex so badly, however, I almost felt it was my duty to do so, even though I really did not want to.

Some money was lying on the bed; I picked it up and looked at it—about $250. Then I realized it was play money. I asked Bonnie where she had gotten it. She said she had just found it in her billfold, and she did not know where it had come from. Maybe she had cashed a check and it had been given to her or maybe one of her legal clients had given it to her. A check was also there for the same amount from her husband Vernon. Apparently, Vernon was taking care of her and reimbursing her for the play money.

I asked her where Vernon was, and she said he had gone away for a week or two on a trip somewhere. In the meantime, she was staying with me. It seemed the romance between her and Vernon had died down considerably and that she was no longer so enthused about him.

It occurred to me just how much Bonnie reminded me the character Alexis Colby (played by the actress Joan Collins in the television series "Dynasty"). Bonnie even looked like Alexis. The way Bonnie acted and her attitude of life in general almost seemed to mirror Alexis.

I had an erection, and I could feel that Bonnie's vagina was rather moist. So, I went ahead and inserted my penis in her. I decided I could go ahead and have intercourse without having an orgasm, but I had already decided that if I had sex again, whether I had an orgasm or not, I was going to cut my hair which had become quite long. I told Bonnie that I was now going to have to cut my hair.