While Mike Walls and I were together in a grassy area, Walls pulled out three girlie magazines and I began looking through them. They pictured some sleazy nude women spread out so that as much of their pubic regions could be seen as possible.

I wasn't going to masturbate when I looked at the pictures. I just wanted to look at them to see if they would tempt me in any way. I wanted to feel as if I could look at them without even becoming aroused.