
Oh my God what have I done?
I really messed up this one.
I have made mistakes before.
But this time I opened up the door.
I met him strictly by chance
We just talked, no romance.
As the time we spent went by.
We always seem to see eye to eye.
Day after day we met more and more
And grew closer than before
Thats when I gave my heart to him.
Hoping someday his love I'd win.
But as time goes on I now see
That its all my fantasy.
I cry on my pillow night and day.
Knowing I must hide my love away.
So here is my advice to you
Be careful and make sure he loves you too.
Before you give your heart away
Coz you will hurt everyday
Written by Lena Phillips

Oh my Darling,Oh my Dear
How I long to have you near
To pull you close and hold you tight
And give my love with all my might
To let you know day in and out
Together we discover what love is about
To see the smile upon your face
For unhappiness there is no trace
I know that we were destined to be
Always together is our destiny
To love and cherish our whole lives thru
There is no other for me or you
And as of now we are one
Our wonderful jounery has begun
You are my heart, my love, my life
And I can't wait to be your wife
To be in your arms and your loving touch
Oh how I want this oh so much
I want you to fell my love for you
And you will know its pure and true
Together I know we will soon be
And be forever for all eternity.
Written By Lena Phillips

I've finally found a man to love
I know was sent from up above
To make my life all worth while
He can always make me amile.
Although we are miles apart
He has my soul, He has my heart.
For the first time now I know
What it means to love someone so
He is my life, my hearts desire
My love for him will never tire.
This is the love I've longed to see
This special love between him and me.
I've looked the world over and couldn't find
A man so gentle and so kind
He's in my heart and in my soul.
And I will never let him go.
Written by Lena Phillips

I love the way you make me feel
each and every day
Please tell me, is this real?
when I feel this way?
can it be true after all this time
that i really found you
and that you are mine
and all i have dreamed has com true?
even tho face to face we've never met
yet the feeling we have are there
and your love and care i'll never forget
the love and strength we share.
i do someday want to see
and hold on so tight
to the man that loves me
and makes me feel all will be right.
oh my dear you have given me much
much more than i can say
it is my heart that you have touched
in the most amazing wonderful way.
and if some way i've given to you
half what you've given me
then i know our love is true
and it will always be.
Written by Lena Phillips


TOGETHER WE HAVE HAD SUCH FUN
EVEN THOUGH WE JUST MET
I FEEL I KNOW YOU'RE THE ONE
I NEVER WILL FORGET.
I FEEL I'VE KNOWN YOU MORE THAN A DAY
WITH SO MUCH THAT WE'VE SHARED
ABOUT OURSELVES AND WHAT WE SAY
I FEEL OUR SOULS WE'VE BARED.
SO EVEN IF WE NEVER MEET
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW
I LIKE YOU AND I THINK YOU'RE SWEET
AS A FRIEND I LOVE YOU SO.
Written by Lena Phillips


If I could have had a choice
To chose a sister of my own
I would have let my voice
chose you, coz we have grown
Closer than two sisters can be
I glad I have you and you have me.
I never want to lose your love
Because I know you were sent from above
To make my life a better place
Even though I can't see your face
You are now such a part of me
I just hope that you can see
The joy and happiness that you bring
You are like a breath of spring
To this lonely life I live
Because you have so much to give.
So this poem to you my sister Dear
Open up so you can hear
The words I need to say to you
Thank you for everything you do.
I love you sis.
Written by Lena Phillips

Your eyes tell of a love thats true
Your arms are safe and warm
Theres no way I could not love you
And surrcum to all your charm.
The romantic things you say and do
To make me know you're mine
Little things say I love you
And everything is fine.
But its just a dream i know
And wonder if i'll find
That romance and love are just a show
And not a state of mind.
Written by Lena Phillips
Written by Lena Phillips

Written by Lena Phillips
Our love is like a shining star
All can see it from a far
It burns long, it burns bright
It doesn't heed the dark of night.
The look on our faces say it all
Our love will never falter or fall
I'll always love you till i die
It doesn't matter when or why.
This is wonderful for you and me
People look at us and see
How much love we have for each other
And that we'll always be together.
No matter what shall come our way
we'll face it together day by day
We'll hold each other in the night
We will never ever fight.
Disagreements, we'll have a few
Thats ok, I still love you.
My most wonderful dreams are coming true
And I shall never again be blue.
I love you, I love you , I shout and sing
My darling you're my everything.
Written by Lena Phillips
As I look around the room I see
Your loving face staring back at me
And as I gaze into your eyes
My heart soars to the skies
My hope of love may soon be met
Because of you I can't forget
The loving words that we shared
Telling each other how much we cared
But is this love that we have found?
Or are we simply on rebound?
I know we both have loved and lost
And have paid the ultimate cost.
But I'd like to give my love to you
And to know our love is true.
But tell me if this is all a game
Coz i'll just forget your name.
I'll forget we ever met
On this they call the internet.
So if you want me let me know
And our love can live and grow.
But if you don't, then stay away.
So I can love another day.
Written by Lena Phillips
Is this love that I have found?
After all this time I've looked around
I can't explain the way I feel
Are they true and are they real?
The feelings that i get from you
Are they real and are they true?
Oh yes, true, I think they are
Even if they come so far
I can feel the love you send
And I pray it will not end.
All my love I send to you
With the promise to be true.
You are like a breath of spring
Only for you does my heart sing.
You're all that I've been looking for
All that and much much more.
I thank God for the night we met
No matter what I'll not forget
The way you opened up my heart.
I hope and pray we never part.
Written by Lena Phillips
You hold my hand and touch my face
Nothing at all is out of place
You look deep into my eyes
And there you see the reason why
That I can feel the way I do
The string emoyions I have for you
You have not only touched my heart
But you have torn my world apart
I thought I was safe and secure
I was timid and demure
Then you tore down my wall
Promised to never let me fall
So heres to you my precious one
I think the loving has begun.
Written by Lena Phillips

Across my face I feel the breeze
I see it swaying the tops of the trees
This is when I think of you
I feel your presence in this place too.
It seems that every place I look
The clouds, the sky, even the brook
I can feel you there with me
I close my eyes and still can see.
Why are you here? And why now?
I know not where and know not how.
Has the Great One sent you as my guide?
So I do not stumble and no longer hide?
To help down the path i must take
And help with decisions i have to make?
Or does he have another plan?
I only wish I could understand.
Why do I feel so drawn to you?
The feelings are so strong and true.
I am afraid I must admit.
But I am not one to say I quit.
Waiting and watching for what I don't know
But where this path leads me I will go
Once again I feel the gentle breeze
And with you near I feel at ease.
Waves of clouds passing under my feet
Sands of time never knowing defeat
Swirling around as if in my mind
Wondering what this day i'll find
I gaze in her eyes,see the stars at night
And when in her arms i know the feelings
right
To love like this has been my dreams
Can it be true as it possibly seems?
This dream in my arms, my touch, my mind
Is this the love i thought i'd find?
Can this be real, this loving touch
This love that i have searched for so
much?
Tears of fallen lovers, fall as a morning
dew
Is my heart to ever find, find another
you?
You are always in my heart and always on my
mind
I've tried to give you all my love
and tried to be so kind
I would sail the clouds, soar to the
night,ride the wides of a sigh
Yet, in my earnest rush, I ponder, have I
passed it by?
Have I gone to far to see the love I
missed
To feel those loving lips that i once did
kiss?
The mirror is the truth,the soul is a gift,
to love a pleasure
When again our hearts beat as one, then i
will know i have found her.
When i finally find this love i need
Then my heart will no longer bleed.
Then eternity shall we be as one for all
time
I forever yours and you forever mine.
Written by
Teej123 and Deidre29
10/98
There is laughter in the wind
I hear your
voice,I hear the sound
That is where it
did begin
While I lay upon the
ground
Looking at the clouds roll by
My
heart so full of pain
Searching,searching,
then I sigh
I'll never see you
again
I have lost the only one
That
I have held so true
We had only just
begun
When you meet someone new
Then
that night you went away
And all I could
do was cry
I had begged for you to
stay
And I still don't know why
I gave
you all I had to give
And I promised to
love you so
I don't know how I'll
live
Now I say goodbye to love as I watch
you go.
Written by Lena Phillips
1/30/99.
There have been so many people i've met
Just chatting away here on the net.
But never met someone like you
You are open and you are true
You have made my days so bright
And fills my dreams in the night
I want you to know you're special to me
And I hope that we can also be
As close it seems as we are now
Maybe closer if theres a way how
But people come and people go
And some so close you sem to grow
Then when they leave you alone again
My wish for us is not to end
The feelings you have given to me
Are very new and a rarity
I was not looking nor hoped to find
A man so rare and so kind
But on the day that we met
I knew that you I'd never forget.
So this poem is from my heart
To you this poem I do depart.
Written by Lena Phillips
The Loss of a Friend
I have lost something special today
because i messed up along the way
he was the best friend i ever had
and now i am so very sad.
the bond between us grew and grew
for me was wonderful and new
i was never as close as we were then
to anyone that i called friend.
it feels like hes been torn from my heart
and its tearing my world apart.
I loved him and he loved me
but it was nothing romantically.
what we had was pure and good
like every friendship should
losing you has hurt so bad
coz you were the best i ever had.
there is only this i can say
i wish you the best along lifes way.
and if you ever think of me
i hope it'll be a good memory
i know that when i think of you
i remember all that we've been through
and then i sit and wonder why
my heart breaks and then i cry
how could something so precious slip away
i'll always love you come what may
and will regret this till my dying day.
you were the best in every way.
so forward, i guess we onward go
you said people change, well i guess so
i never meant to hurt anyone
intentionally
i'm not even sure what happened really
all i know is that you were the best
above and beyond all of the rest.
we had our good times and our bad
but it was the best times i ever had
and as i sit here and this i write
knowing in my heart wrong or right
if you ever find that special friend
don't let go, don't let it end.
Written by Lena Phillips
Laying in your arms at night
I feel so safe and warm
The love around us is a sight
And i can come to no harm.
I love you more than words can say
Because they don't exist
I have never loved this way
And I can't resist.
This kind of love i've never known
Nor ever do again
The love for me that you have shown
I never want to end.
I promise to love you all my life
And with all my heart
For all i want is to be your wife
Until death us do part.
Written by Lena Phillips
I never thought that I would find
A love so true and so kind
But then you came and set me free
To see your love you have for me
I never thought that I could be
This in love nor hope to see
The brilliance and happiness you give to me
You are so precious to me you see
You are my shining light of love
And I thank our Lord above
For making this dream for me come true
For now I can only forever Love you.
Only now do you have my heart
And this is only just the start
But I know I can love you eternally
With a love thats pure and free.
So if you'll have me forever I'm here
Coz thats how long I need you Dear.
I love you with all my heart and soul
Written By Lena Phillips
along with the love that i have lost
I went to our room and sat a spell
You say you have my best at heart
For as long as I live
You alone have my love and heart
I have no regrets for loving you
So please take care my Darling Love
Oh how can I love thee the way I do
As you told me not to care
But you have turned away from me
No matter when or where I go
Take care my love where eer you be
Written By Lena Phillips 8/112/99
I sit and wonder day by day
I dream someday I will see.
And finally knowing that I have found
Written by Lena Phillips
i'll never get over you
i know that you're the only love
that i will ever find
I know you came from above
and i can't get you off my mind
my heart is broke beyond repair
and no one can take your place
so now i live in despair
for your love there is no trace
all alone at night i grieve
for the love that we once had
I still can't believe
that it all went so bad
you were everything to me
my hopes and dreams come true
but i guess it was not meant to be
Coz I'm not there with you
I'll always love you come what may
and that will never pass
No matter what all other say
i thought our love would last
but now its over and its done
and you have gone away
but you will be my only one
for forever and a day
Written By Lena Phillips
Hoping to see you there as well
But i knew all along you wouldn't be
I knew that you I wouldn't see.
Well I suppose that is a start
But no matter come what may
Please listen to what I have to say.
To you alone my love I give
My heart no one shall ever win
I shall never love again.
Even tho I know we shall part.
You mean everything to me
And you always will be.
For I know that its real and true.
I'll cherish the time that we shared
And always remember that you once cared.
I will always pray to God above
That he will keep you from harms way
And keep you safe each and every day.
And knowing that you don't love me too.
How can I feel so happy when its you I see
And knowing still you can't love me.
I have sat here wanting to dare
To give up all I have for thee
And place myself at your mercy.
I shut my eyes coz I don't want to see
My heart is broken and will not mend
Coz I will never see you again.
I will always love you so
When I love I give my all
I guess this time I took the fall.
For I will be praying for thee
Even tho we'll be apart
I will love you with all my heart.
If love will ever come my way
Or if I shall die alone
In this cold and lonely home.
A wonderful man man who can love me
To be held in his embrace
As we gaze into each others face.
After all this time of searching around
Someone who can truly love me too
Tell me Can my dream come true?