Genre: Semi Song Fic/Mini Fic
Warnings: Angst, Shounen ai, mild language
Pairings: Mentioned 1x3 and 2x3
Notes: The song is by Eminem… name? I think it’s Kim… I don’t know though. This is inspired from personal experience and a little by the song. But I didn’t want a death fic so I stayed away from the songs story line… I used some of Shady’s lines so don’t be surprised. Thanks. ^_^
Disclaimers: The song and GW aren’t mine…
“Sure Tro! You know it’s fine with me.” The rich tenor rang out with an assured note but the tone was very shaky. “There’s nothing wrong I promise. Nothing happened as far as I’m concerned!”
The green eyed boy shifted uncomfortably. “Duo… I…”
A hand flew up halting him in mid sentence. “Really Tro… It’s fine, I know you love me.” A soft laughter interrupted the silence as the normal happy grin washed over his face. “Go ahead, I’ll be fine here alone…”
The taller boy watched him a moment then shrugged slightly before walking out of the door. As the door closed with a soft click, the farce that the braided pilot had put on for his lover faded away. “Damn you…” The soft words filled the still room and his body began to tremble uncontrollably.
“So you wanna go out… you want to see ‘friends’.” Snarling at the door he clenched his fists so tightly his knuckles turned ghostly white.
The door opened slowly to reveal a boy with almost white platinum hair. Aqua eyes glanced at the boy in solid black and saw the blackened void behind his eyes. “Duo?”
Snapping back to reality, Duo looked up at the pale Arabian. “Quatre…” The fierce expression shifted to one of despair as the tears slid down his hot tanned cheeks. “This wasn’t s’pose to happen… It was s’pose to be happily ever after…”
“Duo… what’s going on?” Genuine concern creased his brow as he approached his friend slowly.
Jumping back the anger returned to his eyes. “Don’t touch me! Just stay away from me! I hate this!” Turning he ran from the room and out of the house slamming each door behind him.
~ So long… bitch you did me so wrong… I don’t want to go on… living in this world without you…
Walking down the street, Duo held a rigid repose that was cold and demure. There wasn’t a bit of sanity left in his thinking worth mentioning as he stared blankly straight ahead. Stumbling slightly the moonlight glimmered off the glass bottle resting loosely in his clenched fist. The red label seemed to glow in the pale night’s light. It read ‘Vodka 75 proof’. Swaggering, his body collapsed to the ground. “Oh, it was REAL funny Tro… You some how ending up in Heero’s bed…” A glimmer in his misty blue violet eyes betrayed the tears he tried so hard to hide. “So great… You knew you could get drunk easily… But NO! You drank anyways and screwed my best friend!”
Upturning burning violet to the midnight velvet sky, Duo sneered. “God I hate you! I hate you! I swear to God I hate you!!!” Pausing, he sobbed and collapsed fully to the ground. “Oh my God… I love you… How could you frickin do this to me?”
Rolling onto his back, he stared at the blanket of stars. “I forgave you that first time… but now you’re always with him… You started acting funny around me… Shit Trowa! I caught you and him together in OUR bed!” Screaming out in anguish he threw the bottle with all his strength. After a few moments he heard it shatter against the pavement a little ways from his spot on the ground.
“It’s time for this to stop… I can’t take this crap anymore!” Like a child he began to pound his fists on the ground around him. Breathing sharply from the pain, he finally stilled his angry blows and simply trembled. “I can’t leave you… I just can’t…”
~ So long… bitch you did me so wrong… I don’t want to go on… living in this world without you…
The next day Duo came home looking totally wasted. His hair seemed raveled and wisps of chestnut hair escaped the normally perfect braid. Black circles under his eyes reflected the lack of sleep and the effects of the hard liquor. Trowa stood and stared at Duo with a hint of anger mixed with concern through his red brown bangs. “Duo… Where have you been?”
A careful smirk played over his lips as he stared through the jagged curtain of chestnut at the other boy. “Oh I was with ‘friends’.” Trowa arched an eyebrow at the emphasized word.
“Friends?” The soft deep voice echoed in the lively pilots ears. Slowly he firmed his resolve and glared at Trowa unrelentingly.
“Yes… ‘friends’. Got a problem with that?” The venomous tone of voice caused eyes of jade to widen beyond belief.
“Duo… are you…?” The quaking voice told Duo all he needed to know. “You were with someone weren’t you?”
Sneering slightly, he nodded. A pang ran through his chest as he lied and it made him quiver. “That’s right Tro… looks like you got me. The whore I am. One night I sleep with you and another with… Oh, who knows! Quatre! Maybe even Wufei and while I’m at it I’ll screw Zechs as well! Can’t forget my assumed best friend…” The words poured out from his lips like searing acid.
By this time Trowa was shaking violently and pain twisted those lovely jewel eyes of green. “Duo… why?”
Shrugging as if it were nothing to him he smiled his normal grin. “Why else Tro? Cause I’m a slut just like everyone thinks I am…”
With widened eyes, Trowa ran from the room tears streaming down his cheeks. As he disappeared, Duo stood stone still in the midst of the living room. Quietly, Quatre emerged from a different door and stared in disbelief at Duo. “Duo-kun… none of that was true…”
“I know that… Don’t you think I’d know whom I’ve slept with?” Carefully he walked to the window and pressed a hand to the warm glass. Unshed tears hung at the corners of his eyes as he sat in the window seat like a boneless head. “I had to make him leave me some how… And bastardizing myself was the only way he could go with dignity…”
Quatre winced and rested a pale and slender hand on the boy’s black clad shoulder. “But why Duo? I don’t understand…”
“I love him Quatre… I’m letting him go. He’ll be happier with him anyways. I’m a fool Quat… All this time of total faithfulness and hope that he felt the same… He was never happy… Oh God I hate him… I love him…” Sobbing, Quatre held him close and sighed, neither noticed the blank and pained stare of emerald green as it weighed heavily upon them.
~ So long… bitch you did me so wrong… I don’t want to go on… living in this world without you… So long… bitch you did me so wrong… I don’t want to go on… living in this world without you…
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