Everyone gets an Angel . . .
You can't always see them,
because sometimes, they are invisible.
Sometimes they are your pet when he kisses you . . .
Sometimes they are a small treasure you find . . .
An Angel might even be your Friend.
Those Angels are quiet, but what they are really saying is:
“Pink clouds! a good day is just around the corner.”
So if you begin to worry too much, just remember . . .
Somewhere, an angel is looking out for you, too!
Because this began, continued and were so difficult, so depressing and so draining, I never
thought of any solution except leaving...someday...when we had the money...when Sean was in
school...when things got too difficult to bear...
And sometime in the last six months I caught myself thinking of the future, our future, as a
family. It was an eye-opening thing for me. As things have improved with Jon and his job,
and therefore with me, I have seen it reach an ever widening circle. To the point where as
I lay on the couch with a headache the other evening, I watched my 18 year old son and my
husband (people I had THOUGHT mortal enemies) play a computer game linked by the net for
THREE SOLID HOURS without an arguement or a cross word. Well, I want you to know that I was
glad I had missed work for that because it is a phenomena so strange that I wouldn't have
been able to believe it unless I saw and heard it with my own eyes and ears! It was so
wonderful. I went to bed feeling blessed.
It added to this overall sense that, yes, even after some pretty awful times, things do
sometimes get better. And it happens whether you are actively seeking it or not. Often
it takes your breath away. Not a bad thing either!!!
I'll keep you posted!
