Chapter 1

Roger stared at the calender.  A big circle around the day, the 14th of April.  He let out a heavy sigh, today he had some tough decisions ahead of him.  

"Whatcha thinking about?"  Mimi came up behind him and encircled his waist with her hands placing a light kiss on his neck.  He turned around in her embrace and flashed his best smile.  He stroked her hair and looked deep in her eyes before planting a soft kiss on her lips.

"Roger, are you alright?"

"I'm fine, just have a lot of things on my mind."

"Would this have anything to do with the today being circled on your calender?"

"Nothing get's by you."  He quipped.

"What is it?  You can tell me."  She sat down on the bed and patted the spot next to her.  He looked at her to the bed and back again.  He ran a hand through his gelled hair and sat down next to her.

"It's nothing you need to worry about.  It's something I have to work out on my own."

"Does it have to do with us?"  He didn't want to lie to her, but he couldn't tell her the truth either, not until he had figured things out.

"In a way, yeah I guess it does."  She took a sharp intake of breath fearing the worst.  She couldn't lose him, not now.