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Footsteps
by Michael Kennedy

It was a chilly autumn day in the Fourth Kingdom. The trees had customarily shed their once lush green leaves and stood now exposed to the harsh winds. The palace lawns became covered in the decaying remains of last year's youth. Autumn, as with all seasons, has a unique beauty. Although admired not by all the citizens of the Nine Kingdoms, autumn was a particularly poignant time for one inhabitant who viewed it with a heavy heart and a sad soul.

Crossing the cobblestones that covered the courtyard where the stables lay was a dark hooded figure. He moved slowly, clutching a carefully wrapped bunch of flowers in his right hand. The figure walked purposely along the gravel and stone paths that dissected the gardens and which led to all corners of the massive estate.

After a few minutes passing through the perfectly aligned orchard and the rows of cherry blossoms, the figure reached an enclosed grave yard. The path led to a large cast iron gate which creaked heavily as he opened it. Weaving his way through the columns of tombstones and small crypts, the figure came to the largest crypt in the graveyard. It easily dominated the area as it towered in the centre of the graveyard. The figure stopped before the entrance and produced a key. The crypt door opened blowing dust into his face. The crypt was deceptively spacious on the inside, its interior adorned with exquisite examples of the finest architecture from all the kingdoms. It was designed to make beautiful the resting place of the dead.

Inside, the figure lit a nearby torch with a match. It was then that the figure pulled back his hood to reveal the solemn face of King Wendell. The room began to slowly light up and illuminated two large black marble slabs embedded in the floor. On one was inscribed simply, King Whitney White. The other read Queen Ashley White.

Wendell bent down and placed the bunch of roses between the two graves, carefully unwrapping them before splitting the bunch. Each half was placed on the cold marble slab with tenderness, as if its thorns might scratch the marble and ruin the immaculate grave.

Wendell stood up in front of them with a face as plain as the marble. He had done this many times before. This was not the remembrance of an anniversary but a habitual ritual that appeared over time. For each season of the year, Wendell would come out here to his parents graves and place fresh roses on them. It helped to remind him that he was once part of a family and to remember where he came from.

“Mother, father,” Wendell addressed the graves. The words struggling to come out of him. “I regret that it has been so long since I last came to visit. I have been most occupied, as one would expect, learning to be king. It consumes my time so much that I scarcely have time for anything else. I always understood that being king was a complex job, I just never comprehended how much of one's life it can devour.”

There was a long and vacant pause that made Wendell remember that there was an echo in the crypt, producing the eerie sensation that others were in the crypt with him. It sent a slight chill down his spine.

“Not that I have anything valid in which to complain about. The privilege and honour that accompanies being a king unquestionably outweighs any potential annoyance. So far it has been an absolute pleasure. I understand now the simple reward in knowing you are making a positive contribution to the people and the kingdom.”

Another pause, this time as Wendell moved his body in an attempt to avert cramping.

“I hope that you approve of my ruling. I would like to think that I am doing a good enough job of things, but criticism of any kind is few and far between. My ministers are much more concerned with themselves to care about anything I do unless it affects their cosy lives. My other aides fear that I might have them beheaded or some other nasty punishment. I cannot see how they might have conceived that idea. Our family have always ruled wisely and justly. We punish only those who commit crimes against us, not for expressing their opinion. As for the people, all I see of them is at some celebration or public occasion. I never get to speak with them one-on-one, to discover what it is that they truly want. They simply rejoice whenever they see me,” Wendell said passionately. “Sometimes I wish I might be a fly on the wall, and to be privy to their real thoughts and beliefs. I feel that even the Mirror of the Truth would have great difficulty to criticise me.”

Wendell gave a half-hearted laugh.

“Life has been most peculiar these past few months. With my new friends, Anthony, Virginia and Wolf, I at least have somebody to talk to who does not see me as a title, but as an actual person. I believe that you would like them. They make me very happy, I owe them my life, and my throne.”

“Anthony is apparently feeling a little ‘homesick’. I believe that is what he calls it. I think it is being separated from his daughter that is causing him such discomfort. He has confided that he has never been separated from Virginia for so long before. He would most certainly have followed her back to their kingdom if it were not for his fear of imprisonment. Anthony’s meddling in magic has caused him much pain. Though I feel that he can be forgiven for his naiveté, his world knows not of magic as we do. Yet, I am confident that both Virginia and Wolf will return soon. I sense that Virginia will be part of this kingdom, and many of the others, in the future. Also, Wolf is not suited for such a place as New York. It is strange and extremely crowded. While Wolf is not your stereotypical idea of a wolf, all wolves need their space, him more so than most. He will not find space in that horrid place.”

Wendell was interrupted by a rather noisy pigeon on the crypt roof. Its loud cooing was extremely distracting.

“Well, I am starting to feel a little ridiculous now, talking to you like this. Of course, you are already aware of such matters. I sense your watchful gaze across everything I do. I just felt that I should share them with you personally. And to tell you that I still miss you.”

“Now that I am king, I realise the importance of family in one's life. Your absence left a void I know cannot be replaced easily. If at all. In a bizarre way, Virginia, Anthony and Wolf have become my family now. Our experiences together have formed a bond that I believe is near unbreakable. But I am feeling that desire to create a family of my own. Especially with Virginia and Wolf expecting a child of their own soon. It has made me realise that life can be very short and one must make the most of what time we do have.”

“Except I am in conflict on whether or not it is right to bring a child in to this family. On the one hand I am aware that in order for our family line to continue, an heir must be produced by myself. It is expected that I seek a queen and father an heir. I think that it is expected by you both as much as my ministers and the people of this kingdom. I always believed that you had hoped to have more children. I understood how much you loved children, and loved having me. It is another tragedy of your murders that you were never given the chance to do so.”

“I am also concerned that our family history might continue our run of tragedy with the next line. It is as if our family has had a curse placed upon it that brings us so much pain and loss. I cannot guarantee that I will be around for any child. I understand the terrible loneliness that being an orphan, and being a prince can be. That is not to mention the enormous pressure of being the sole heir to a throne can place on a child. Thankfully I had Giles to take care or me and to advise me.”

Wendell dropped into silence again. This time it was the bittersweet reminder of his time with his trusted aide and friend, Giles, that flooded him with emotion. Since the moment his father had died, Giles was effectively young Wendell’s guardian. More so than his evil stepmother who paid him little attention. It was Giles who helped to save young Wendell’s life when the Evil Queen attempted to poison him. Years later Giles confided to him that when the king and queen died, a part of him died also. If Wendell had died as well, Giles would have had no purpose in life.

“I trust that wherever you are, Giles is beside you, tending to your needs exceptionally. He loved his job, though he never saw it as such. He viewed it as an honour and a privilege, yet that honour was all ours. He also loved our family very deeply, as if it were his very own. I hope that he finds some enjoyment with his posthumous knighthood. I had always expected to give him such a title when he retired, as a reward for his lifetime of dedication. I felt that that time was coming as Giles was coming on in years. Granted, I knew deep down that he would never voluntarily retire, or that I could force him to.”

Wendell began to walk in a circle around the crypt, taking each step slowly and carefully so as to not step on the graves. The crypt felt cold and it smelt a bit rotten.

“You would find our kingdom a strange place these days. Things have changed dramatically since you both passed away. The times of Happy Ever After are gone. The people have started to lose hope once more. There is unrest amongst the other leaders over the Trolls. Many believe that war with the Trolls is inevitable, that we should strike first. Others wish to wait and see if peace does prevail. I am divided between both. I very much desire peace among the lands. I do not want to see another person die as a result of disputes over land. I will not be drawn into a war unless I have no option. The other leaders will have to wait for my decision as they cannot afford to engage in a conflict with the Troll Kingdom. The cost of the conflict would decimate their armies. Yet I have no idea how long the others will wait before they see no option but to go ahead without our kingdom as an ally. Our Kingdom has begun to be viewed as weak because we failed to retaliate against the Trolls when they invaded Bean Town. Those who believe such are indeed foolish. I have made sure that we are prepared for any conflict. Our soldiers are more prepared for battle than any other kingdom.” Wendell paused. “Our family has ruled this land for hundreds of years. I will not make it easy for any other kingdom to take it way.

“I apologise, here I am boring you with meagre details of the political landscape of the kingdoms. I wonder when it occurred that kings became their own ministers. For I feel as if I have become more of a diplomat these past few months than a king,” Wendell continued, “I wonder how you had the strength to do this. There are times when the weight of an entire kingdom can be unbearable.

“I also feel the incredible weight of history and tradition on my shoulders. I think back to the tales of Snow White’s glorious reign and how you managed to continue her legacy. I cannot help but feel that the kingdom has fallen into despair during my own reign. I admit, that as a prince I was arrogant and selfish. I am ashamed to admit that I despised my own subjects. That was, until I was turned into a dog. In my greatest time of despair I was given the unique ability to view my kingdom as it really was. To see my mistakes up front,” Wendell said softly. “Anthony has thought me much of the values of friendship. Virginia has opened my eyes to the virtues of compassion, showing me the plight of our people. Her honour and decency has shamed me greatly, and renewed me equally. I now desire to rebuild our once great kingdom, for us to become a pillar on which all the other kingdoms can gain strength. Dark times may be coming, but I would prefer to be stronger in facing them than admitting early defeat.”

Wendell paused for a moment as he collected his thoughts. What he was about to say was his innermost personal thoughts; uttered to no one but himself.

“I sense a change. The return of the Evil Queen heralds new challenges and dangers for the kingdoms. Like the great empires, time has proven the most versatile and dangerous enemy. It is foolish to believe that any one family can maintain rule indefinitely. Our family’s rule stretches far back in the history of this kingdom. But we were certainly not the first family to rule over this land. Others came and went before, just as we will eventually become another part of this land's history. It is the cycle of things. The one consolation is that the future continues to remain unknown to us. Anything is conceivably possible. It is simply a matter of staying focused.”

“I must admit that I am finding this conversation most awkward. I keep expecting you to answer back, to guide and advise me. And to say how much you love me and miss me. Yet I know that you cannot. I take some solace in my belief that you are still with me in my heart. Watching over me. We will meet each other again someday. For now I am simply content in following in your footsteps. I will make you proud.”

Wendell began to put out the torches as he circled the room. Before exiting the crypt Wendell felt a profound sense of closure and of being loved. As he closed the crypt door he heard a familiar voice behind him.

“So, this is where you have been hiding!” The gruff voice of Wolf bellowed with a hint of sarcasm.

“No, not hiding. Simply visiting,” Wendell replied. “I trust that I am being missed!”

“The palace is being torn apart by your servants, whilst your ministers are debating whether or not to declare a kingdom wide emergency,” Wolf said.

“So how did you manage to find me?” Wendell enquired somewhat puzzled.

“I have my ways,” Wolf answered, tapping on his nose.

“I should have known. You, Mr. Wolf are a most resourceful man,” Wendell noted, “I think that I best be getting back before war erupts.”

“That would be prudent,” Wolf mocked.

King Wendell and his friend Wolf passed through the graveyard gate and walked towards the palace. Wendell had a small smile across his face, which amazed Wolf.

“May I ask what you were doing out here?” Wolf asked.

“Oh, I was just having a talk with some old friends,” Wendell replied.

“You know, I never really believed you had any other friends. Tell me about them! Who knows, I might like them,” Wolf said.

“I am certain that you would have. You are a very charismatic person, Mr. Wolf,” Wendell replied.

“You’re not so bad yourself,” Wolf noted.

“Why thank you Mr Wolf,” Wendell responded, “I do believe that is the nicest thing you have said about me.”

“Just don’t get accustomed to it,” Wolf added.

“I wouldn’t have it another way,” Wendell said.

In the distance the palace looked magnificent once more in the eyes of its king. For the first time since he was a young boy, Wendell felt at ease with his destiny.

The End

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