author: Jocelyn
author: Jocelyn >title: the diary entries
>couple: Michael and isabel~of course >summary: Michae
l and Isabel write in diaries about what happens with each >other.
>disclaimer: everyone knows these aren't my characters they belong to upn and
>Melinda Metz i just own my ideas for them. >rating:pg13 > >
> diary entry2 >
> My name is Michael Guerin. I hate diaries. but IM taking after Liz. And >keeping one. IM keeping one because what she once told me before when I stole >her diary. she said "the good thing about a diary is that you can poor your >heart and soul out to it and not seem vulnerable to anyone. And it wont ever
>tell your secrets!" anyway let me get to what IM righting here for. >
> The other day Isabel came to my apartment. I was on the couch making out >with Maria and i saw her gasp and run out the door. i don't really know what
>she wanted. i wanted to go after her. but i didn't think Maria would like >that to much. just to stop our kissing session right in the middle yeah know? > well of course you wouldn't know your a book. ever since then i haven't >talked to her at all. you could say I avoided her like the plague. And she >doesn't deserve that I know that. God why am I so stupid?? IM everything >Maria says I am. physically emotional, I have a rock as my heart. I have no >heart in me because my izzylizzard carries it around with her she just >doesn't know it yet. >
> Soon IM going to have to talk to her about these feeling IM having, But God >knows if Max finds out about these feelings of mine he will blow a fuse. He >will think we are following our destiny and that's not even it. The other day >when i was in history with her, she dropped her pencil and we both went to >pick it up and i got this flash of her in her bed crying with Max holding her >because they didn't know where i was! i cant believe i saw a remembrance of >her like that. that has never happened to one of us before. i wanted to tell >her but IM so afraid. hell im Michael Guerin I shouldn't be afraid to tell >anything. Maybe IM like this because since I was little my emotions have been >stomped on? I don't know. >I have to go now Maria is walking in and if she sees this she will be her >nosy usual self and want to read it. >
> Michael Guerin