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Lucas Roberts stood outside the hospital room
anxiously waiting for news on Samis condition as he looked around
the hallway. Life as he knew it was changing and in ways he hadnt
anticipated possible. All he wanted was Sami to hurt, to feel half the
pain hed experienced at her hand over the years. He wanted her
to know the heartbreak and the agony of having it all within your grasp,
only to have it slip away with a blink of an eye. He wanted her to suffer,
to burn for her sins, but now as she lay in that hospital bed fighting
for her life, he deeply regretted the decision hed made. How could
he have been so callous, so cold to a woman whod deeply impacted
his life. Sure hed professed to hate her, but seeing her in this
position, it just felt
wrong. Perhaps thats what bothered
him the most, he thought to himself as Brenda stepped into the hallway.
Any word on Sami, Lucas questioned eagerly as Brenda shook
her head.
Nothing yet, she frowned deeply, theyre doing
all they can for her in there, but really there isnt anything
you can do other than contact her family.
I called her father, Lucas nodded thinking to how upset
hed been in hearing the news that Sami had put herself in dangers
way.
Maybe you should go home, Brenda suggested looking back
to the direction shed come from, you look like you could
use the rest.
Ill wait, Lucas shook his head, though I think
Im going to head down to the chapel. Will you update me if there
is any word on her condition?
Of course, Brenda nodded as Lucas headed off to the chapel
to clear his thoughts.
Once inside the small chapel, Lucas was relieved to discover her was
alone. He needed this time to think--to clear his head and maybe a one
on one with God would be just the thing to do it. Making his way to
the front row, Lucas knelt down in the pew before him. Bringing his
hands up on the wood, he closed his eyes watching the events that had
lead him to this moment spiral out of control in his head all over again.
I never wanted this, Lucas confessed tearfully as he looked
to the heavens hoping someone could hear him, I just wanted Sami
to suffer, to really know the pain of what it was like to lose--to get
caught in her game. I just wanted her to see
Lucas trailed
off, oh who am I kidding? I just wanted her to be miserable like
I am. I knew that with Brandon, he paused thinking of what had
really been bothering him all this time, Its just that she
and Brandon, well they were together, but he didnt know her like
I do. He doesnt know what shes about and he couldnt
call her number like I do. I know that shes given me hell, but
in a way shes grown on me and as much as I hate to admit it, the
idea of her and Brandon, well, it just didnt sit well with me.
I couldnt bear the thought of yet another father in Wills
life taking my place and with Sami
. he stopped himself shaking
the thought as his emotions were mixed in the moment, I dont
know about her anymore. It was all so simple at first, but now
he stopped himself unable to reveal the words that had tugged at him
for so very long.
There was the sound of footsteps and Lucas turned his head up to see
Brenda standing before him, I thought Id give you the update,
she began poignantly.
What is it? Whats going on? Lucas questioned worry
evident in his tone as he rose from his knees.
Shes not doing well at all. Shes in post-op but,
Brenda admitted, theres been more damage than Dr. Wesley
anticipated and
And what? Lucas questioned concerned, Brenda tell
me what you know.
We dont know whats going to happen, she confessed
as Lucas pushed his way past her heading up to be near Sami. He couldnt
let her die
couldnt let her leave this world without a fight.
Will needed her and in some sick and twisted way, so did he.
Now as Lucas stood outside the hospital room, he watched Sami from afar
seeing her laying still before him. Despite the complaints he was certain
would follow him stepping into the room, he realized he couldnt
just let Sami die as he walked into the room looking down at the bed
before him.
A long time ago, our roles were reversed, Lucas began softly
as he moved the chair beside the bed next to her, you and I were
in this place, only it was a different song and dance, a sigh
spilled over his lips as he leaned in closer to her, tears swelling
in his eyes, only this time Im not laughing and wishing
that youd meet your maker. Sami, I know what I said, but I wasnt
being honest. I need you and Will needs you. I never, ever meant for
things to get so out of hand like this, he reached out to touch
her hair, drawing back as the thought of what his actions had lead her
to, filled him with guilt, Sami, Im so sorry. I wish
I
just wanted
it doesnt matter anymore. I just want you to
be okay. I cant lose you now
not when
he stopped
himself unable to finish the sentence that had haunted him since his
return to Salem.
Lucas, a voice spoke out as he saw Eugenia standing before
him. He tried to straighten up as she entered the room, what are
you doing here?
I was just um, he cleared his throat, trying to see
whats going on. Thats all, he stepped away from the
beside, what are you doing in here?
Honestly Id thought twice about coming in here, she
frowned as she looked over at Sami, but even people like her dont
deserve this.
No they dont, Lucas agreed feeling the guilt weigh
down on his heart as he turned his attention to Sami once again, she
can be a real witch, but shes my sons mother and I couldnt
bear the thought of having to tell Will that his mom is going to be
gone. He needs her and Im certain that if he loses her, itll
kill him inside. I cant deal with that.
Will wont be the only one who needs her, Genie shook
her head, given Samis history, I dont understand why
someone so cold and cruel seems to embrace motherhood like she does.
Its as if theres some kind of karmic joke at work here with
her pregnant again and
What did you just say? Lucas spun around to face Genie.
You didnt know? Genie gasped shaking her head, never
mind, she turned to leave.
Wait a second, Lucas tugged on her arm, Genie, if
you know something about Sami, youve already spilled it so you
may as well finish the tale.
Look Lucas, Im not supposed to tell patient information,
but I couldnt help but notice when they ran the lab tests on her,
Genie sighed, Despite the trauma shes faced in the accident,
shes still very pregnant.
Samis pregnant? Lucass eyes widened in surprise.
Genie nodded, It looks like God was trying to give her a second
chance to do things right after all the mistakes shes made. Too
bad that Brandon isnt around to experience being a father first
hand considering that he was well on his way out of town after the paternity
scam she ran. Then again knowing women like her, whos to say its
Brandons?
Look Genie, Sami doesnt sleep around, Lucas snapped
back at her, shes a lot of things, but shes not like
that.
Hey sorry, she raised her hands in the air defensively,
look I know you cant stand her either and I just thought
Well dont think, Lucas answered gruffly, they
dont pay you to think here. Youre paid to do your job, so
you might want to get back to it and while youre at it, why dont
you have Dr. Wesley get his butt back in here and help Sami? She needs
him.
Lucas, are you sure that youre
Genie began.
You heard me didnt you? He snapped again, theres
more than Sami at stake if shes pregnant. Now I said
I heard you, she frowned leaving the room puzzled by his
strange behavior. Somehow he wasnt acting like the same Lucas
Roberts that brought Sami down just a few days earlier in revealing
her big secret.
As Genie left the room, Lucas returned to Samis side unable to
hold back his tears as he touched her cheek, I promise you Sami.
Im going to make things right. Somehow, someway Im going
to do that for you. I promise you. Oh God Sami, he reached for
her hand squeezing it gently, please just hold on
he urged hoping his prayers werent falling upon deaf ears. He
couldnt risk losing her
not now.
********
Brandon Walker looked around Taylors apartment
finding himself ready to crawl out of his skin as the walls seemed to
close in around him. Looking to the phone, he contemplated picking it
up and dialing her number. Despite the way hed felt when hed
left town, there was something about Samantha Brady that he couldnt
leave behind. Hed wanted to hate her, to be away from her from
that day forward, but his heart longed to see her smile, to hear her
laughter and just to hold her in his arms once again. It had been too
long since hed touched her already. Moving towards the phone,
Brandon reached out to it, picking up the receiver as he heard footsteps
from behind him and he set the phone down again.
Youre still in here, Taylor frowned greeting her brother,
Brandon, I wouldve thought youd been out exploring
Chicago by now.
And miss all the fun of spending time with my little sister,
he shook his head as he forced a smile and faced her, I wouldnt
dream of it.
Brandon, look I know youre not happy in here, Taylor
set the grocery bags down that shed carried in, I know that
this is killing you and staying locked up in here isnt going to
help you move on.
How can I move on Taylor? Brandon questioned with a sigh
running his fingers through his hair, The love of my life is back
in Salem and Im missing her like crazy.
A few days ago, you couldnt get far enough away from her,
Taylor reminded him.
I was wrong, Brandon confessed at long last, I was
wrong to ever leave her side. I dont know what I was thinking.
You were thinking that she betrayed your trust. She was going
to keep you from your child because she was trying to live by that rule
of self preservation that Sami Brady was notorious for, Taylor
reminded him reaching into the grocery bag shed brought home.
Taylor, you dont understand. Samanthas just hurting
and shes never had anything in her life to believe in, Brandon
confessed painfully, shes always wanted someone to trust,
to hold onto and to love her, but I blew it. The moment I slept with
Lexie, I violated the trust wed had in one another.
Brandon, you cant blame yourself for what happened,
Taylor frowned setting her box of cereal on the counter, Sami,
never, ever shouldve done what she did to you. Theres no
excusing it.
Taylor, can you honestly tell me if you found out that your boyfriend
slept with another woman while you two had a brief break up period that
it wouldnt bother you, he noted the expression on his sisters
face, I didnt think so.
Im not saying that you were right because youre a
dog Brandon, she gave him a stern look.
Gee thanks, he rolled his eyes.
But what I am saying is that Sami still shouldnt have done
what she did, she explained simply, she kept you from what
she felt was your own flesh and blood
She felt trapped, Brandon defended his wifes point
of view, when shes feeling like the walls are crashing around
her, she reacts and it leads to desperate actions.
Brandon, what is your deal, she placed her hand on her hip
scrutinizing her brothers words, first you cant stand
the idea of being tied down to that woman and you get working on an
annulment right away, but now youre defending her. What gives?
I love her Taylor, Brandon admitted painfully, heaven
help me, but I love her. I cant even remember a time in my life
when I havent loved her. Shes everything to me.
Brandon, youre talking crazy.
Maybe I am, he shrugged his shoulders as his gaze lingered
to the phone once again, but I just
I cant stop thinking
about her
Brandon, I wish you wouldnt torture yourself over this like
youre doing, she sighed seeing that her brother was lost
over a woman whod broken his heart, its not healthy.
Even so, I dont know what healthy is anymore. I mean lets
face it, Ive lived a lie my whole life and now, well now I dont
know how to put the pieces together. I just cant find a way to
do that, he sighed closing his eyes as he thought back to the
life hed had in Salem.
Brandon, you have to keep fighting. You have to keep trying to
move forward. If you stop fighting, then youre going to just rot
and I wont allow that to happen, she circled around the
island counter in her small kitchen. In fact, what do you say
to a night on the town with your sister? We could go out for dinner,
maybe go to a club and find you a distraction for a while
she poked him in the ribs, what do you say?
Taylor, he looked at her as he wrapped his arm around her
shoulders, thanks for trying, but I think tonight I just need
some time.
Even so, she shook her head poignantly, time is one
thing, but what youre doing is self destructive.
Maybe thats what I deserve, he shrugged his shoulders
getting up from the arm of the sofa hed been seated on as he made
his way towards the balcony opting to lose his sorrows to the night.
Stepping out into the night, he looked to the busy world below as the
Chicago nightlife played out beneath him. There was something about
the carefree city that had once brought him a sense of excitement, a
thrill of the night, but now as he looked up at the moon, the only thoughts
that plagued him were ones of Samantha as he wondered how she was doing
and what she was going through in this moment in time. How could he
just leave her behind? What had he been thinking?
********
Lucas sat at the bar looking at the half empty bottle of bourbon before
him. Hed promised himself that hed stop slipping down this
slope hed taken once hed began working for Tony Dimera,
but now as he thought of the position hed put Sami in, he couldnt
find any other alternative but to drown his sorrows in the numbing alcohol.
Lifting his glass to his lips as he finished off his drink, he reached
for the bottle again wondering how hed allowed things to get of
out of hand. All hed wanted
oh hell it didnt matter
what he wanted anymore
he just wanted to fix it.
And a fine job youve done at that, Lucas mumbled to
his reflection in the mirror before him behind the bar. He saw the expression
on his face and he cringed at the thought of what hed become.
He was trying to become a made man, but now, well now it just didnt
feel right as he thought of what hed sacrificed in terms of his
life to get to where he was right now, which oddly enough was still
very miserable.
Oh Sami, Sami, Sami, he muttered to himself as he reached
for the neck of the bottle taking a swig of the stinging liquid from
the bottle as his gaze drifted lazily to the phone at the end of the
bar. While hed managed to mess things up, maybe there was a way
of fixing it
yes, indeed maybe there was a way, he decided reaching
for the phone and dialing a few numbers clumsily.
Yes, this is Lucas Roberts, he told the voice on the other
end of the line, Im calling because I need a favor and I
need it tonight
he began hoping to find a way to fix things
once and for all.
*******
Brandon lifted the glass to his lips as he drank
the corona Taylor had given him. While shed finally drifted off
to bed, he couldnt leave the balcony as he took a seat in one
of the plastic chairs shed had out upon it. He looked to the night
sky thinking of the night he and Samantha had been locked out on top
of the rooftop in the rain, drenched with passion and the magic of their
feelings revealed at long last.
You want me to believe in you? In us? Dont you know me better
than that Samantha? I havent believed in anything for years. I
stopped believing when I was with my dad and he was ripping into me.
Whatever people told me to believe it always went bad. My mom told me
to believe in the law then I saw what the law could do to a family when
Abe took advantage of my mother. You know what I believe in Samantha.
I believe that people will always let me down thats what I believe,
Brandon informed her.
I am so sorry that I disappointed you Brandon. Im sorry
that I used your feelings to get you to protect me. I have grown up
since then okay. I have found out for myself how its like to let
someone let you down and I promise you promise that wont be what
happens between us anymore. May lightning strike me dead if what I'm
about to say isnt true Brandon. I love you ok. you can believe
that believe that I will love you forever. I want to be with you tonight
and for the rest of our lives.
I want to believe you Samantha.
Look Brandon maybe theres a reason its raining tonight.
Maybe you know maybe you can let the rain wash your pain away. Just
feel it on your face. Feel it all over you. Let everything go. All the
pain and all the disappointment of your father and what he did to you
and your mom and Abe. You know Im afraid of storms, but Im
not scared of anything when youre with me.
What about Austin? Did I make you forget about him?
I wanted Austin in the way a little girl wants a toy she knows
she cant have. I had this fantasy about what love was like and
I was forcing Austin to live that fantasy with me. You were right it
could never last because it wasnt real. This....this is real.
I cant believe Im even saying all of this, but my heart
is so full of love that Im not afraid to say anything to you because
when youre near me its all I need. You know me Brandon and
you fell in love with me not in spite of who I am, but because of who
I am. Ive never had that before not even with my family. Your
love makes all the hurt go away. Loosing Austin and not being with my
son right now....life can be so tough and sometimes I even feel like
giving up, but with you next to me and loving me I know I can do anything.
Brandon, Austin couldnt do that for me. No one can love me like
you do and you tried to tell me that, but now I finally get it. You
love me Brandon Walker and I know that you always will.
I do love you Samantha, his words echoed through his mind
as he returned to this moment in time, to the night before him as his
heart ached to hold the woman hed loved for so very long.
Oh Samantha, Brandon sighed closing his eyes as he thought
of her and of how hed had a slice of heaven within his reach if
only for a brief moment in time. How could he ever move beyond that?
His thoughts lingered to another moment in time when theyd come
so close to honesty, yet theyd held back.
Why does this always happen to me? Sami questioned on the
rooftop as Brandon opens the door and enters. Why do I always
lost the people I love? Will... Brandon..
You tell me.
Brandon you have to leave me alone.
You don't want that.
We can't be seen together.
Says who? Tell me.
I can't. You'd hate me forever.
I can never hate you Samantha: I love
you.
I love you too Brandon.
Then tell me what's got you so scared.
The truth Samantha. It's the only chance we got.
All right. You want the truth, I'll tell
you. All of it.
I'm listening.
The truth is everything I've told you
is a lie.
What exactly did you lie about?
Well I should start with the Salem Inn.
The reason I was there when your sister got shot. The reason I was following
her was because I was afraid of her.
Why?
Because she's out to destroy me.
I knew you were paranoid Sami.
Just hear me out
But all this talk about people out to
get you
Not people your sister.
Just because she doesn't like you.
No, it's more than that, she's using everything
she can to keep us apart.
That's crazy.
How many times has she told you to stay
away from me that I'm the last person you should be involved with?
Nicole is protective of me.
Keeping you away from the woman of your
dreams how is that protective.
Did you really say that?
I'm sorry, I know it sounds egotistical,
but I know I'm the right woman for you Brandon. More than any other
one could be. We have something special between us. You know it as well
as I do.
Now returning to this moment in time, Samanthas words haunted
him as he rose from the chair hed been seated in. Youre
right Samantha, Brandon tossed the bottle into the trash can as
he searched the living room for his jacket. Hed made his decision.
He was returning to Salem and nothing would stop him, he vowed as headed
to the front door of Taylors apartment, opening it and finding
Lucas Roberts standing before him.
Lucas, what the
Brandon stopped himself as he looked
down at the man before him.
Brandon, we need
we need to talk, Lucas slurred as
he stumbled into Taylors apartment, we must talk.
Lucas, what the hell are you doing here and more so, are you drink?
Brandon eyed him intently.
Just a little bit, Lucas pinched his fingers together in
the air, but right now we dont have time for that. Right
now
well, weve gotta go big man, Lucas grabbed Brandons
arm.
Im not going anywhere with you, Brandon shrugged his
arm free as a scowl pressed over his features.
You have to, Lucas explained urgently as a hiccup escaped
his lips, we dont have time. I have the jet waiting at the
airport and Sami
Lucas trailed off.
Sami what? Brandon questioned reaching for him as Lucas
stumbled over the sofa. He realized that Lucas was quite drunk as Lucas
nearly fell to the ground heading towards Taylors lamp and sending
it down to the ground with a crash.
What in the world is going on out here, Taylor entered the
room looking at the two men before her, what the
Lucas? Is
that you?
Taylor, Lucas waved at her eagerly, hey girlfriend.
Lucas, what are you doing here, she stepped forward looking
over to Brandon, whats going on?
Thats what Id like to know, Brandon directed
his attention to Lucas once again, why are you here Lucas? What
brought you here?
Its Sami, Lucas slurred his eyelids heavy as he realized
that last bottle of bourbon in the plane was probably a very bad idea
especially when he had an important message like the one hed been
carrying.
What about Samantha, Brandon questioned urgently, is
she here with you?
No, Lucas shook his head before looking to Taylor again,
hey its great to see you. Youre cute.
Lucas, Brandon grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, talk
to me. Where is Samantha?
Salem, Lucas blurted out finally with an exasperated tone,
shes in the Salem and she needs you Brandon. She needs you
now, Lucas finally confessed as the mixture of his alcohol and
his guilt swept him over into darkness as he passed out.
Brandon, whats going on? Taylor looked to her brother,
what is Lucas Roberts doing here in my apartment and why is he
spouting off about Sami?
I dont know, Brandon frowned deeply as a sense of
fear tugged at his insides, but Im about to find out,
he announced slipping into his jacket.
Brandon, where are you going, Taylor questioned watching
him head off towards the door, Brandon?
Im going back to where I belong, he announced boldly,
Im going back to Salem to find Samantha.
Wait a second Brandon, Taylor called
out to her older brother as her gaze lifted from Lucas, whod now
dropped completely over her sofa, you cant just leave me
here with him. Who knows whats going on and seeing as hes
completely toasted
she shook her head, you arent
leaving!
Taylor, Brandon frowned letting out a frustrated breath
before he closed the apartment door, look something just doesnt
feel right.
It could be because theres a man passed out on my couch--a
man that shouldnt be here to begin with, Taylor insisted
looking down to the silk nightgown she was wearing, Brandon
Go get dressed, Brandon urged her, Ill tend
to Lucas.
Alright, she nodded, but dont leave before I
return.
I wont, Brandon promised turning his attention back
to the man on his sisters sofa. Kneeling down beside Lucas, Brandon
reached out to shake him gently, to give him a nudge in the hopes of
awakening him. Finally when that didnt work, Brandon shoved a
bit harder.
Any luck, Taylor questioned returning moments later clad
in a pair of jeans and a t-shirt.
Hes out, Brandon replied running his fingers through
his dark hair, and I cant wait. I need to find out whats
going on with Samantha.
So call her, Taylor urged, but if you do that then
youll get sucked back in again
I love her Taylor, Brandon snapped back at her, I
already told you
I know what you said, but still, she turned to look at Lucas,
Do what you have to do Brandon. Ill try to get a word from
him.
Fine, Brandon stepped aside, letting his sister tend to
their uninvited guest as he reached for the phone dialing Samis
apartment. It rang half a dozen times as Brandon glanced back over at
Taylor and Lucas, come on Samantha. Answer, he pleaded fearing
that something was truly wrong as he realized he needed to find out
first hand what was going on.
Brandon set the phone down on its base
after three failed attempts at getting a hold of Samantha. He was about
to try the hospital when a splashing sound filled his ears. Turning
around he noticed Taylor standing over a now startled Lucas as he nearly
leapt off the drenched cushions of the sofa.
What the
Lucas spat out blinking back frantically
as he rose to his feet.
Taylor, what are you doing, Brandon questioned giving her
a sideways glance.
I couldnt let him sleep there, Taylor defended, how
do I know whats going on? I just knew that getting him up was
something that needed to be done and since hes up
What are you doing here, Lucas questioned shaking his head
as beads of water went flying across the apartment, and why am
I wet?
Lucas, this is my apartment, Taylor explained simply, and
you just burst in here spouting off about Brandon needing to
Brandon, Lucas directed his attention to his rival once
again, you and I need to get back to Salem right away. We have
to go now, Lucas stepped forward loosing his footing as Brandon
reached out to keep him from falling yet again.
Lucas, hold on a second, Brandon watched him closely, start
from the beginning. Whats going on?
Its Sami, Lucas blurted out as the guilt and the mix
of alcohol washed over him, I never, ever intended for this to
happen to her. I didnt want this and now
Want what? Brandons voice rose with panic, Lucas?
I didnt want her hurt. You have to understand that while
I wanted to make her suffer, I never ever wanted for her to be like
that. If I could take it all back
Lucas slurred as tears
swelled in his eyes, I didnt want this
Lucas, what have you done? Where is Samantha, Brandons
voice grew ragged with fear, what happened to her?
Theres been an accident, Lucas blurted out, and
shes been hurt
Hurt? How, Brandons panic tugged at him as Lucas began
to look a bit lightheaded again. Reaching out to him, Brandon seized
his collar, what have you done to her Lucas? What happened?
When you split she was torn apart inside. She couldnt find
it in herself to move on and then
Lucas felt his emotions
choking him up inside.
No, dont tell me that she did something to hurt herself,
Brandons features washed over with fear, dont say
that she
She confronted Tony and I about the DNA test--about the wool hed
pulled over her eyes and then they got into a fight and
That son of a bitch, Brandon released Lucas nearly tossing
him across the room as his anger raged, if he hurt her
Brandon, its too late, Lucas started again, shes
in the hospital and in bad shape. She hasnt waken up yet and Im
worried that
worried that she wont have the strength to keep
on fighting to keep going on
I have to be with her. I have to get back to Salem tonight,
Brandon announced looking to his sister, Taylor you need to get
me to the airport.
Brandon, its the middle of the night and
And nothing, I have to get there, Brandon announced, Samantha
needs me and that sick son of a bitch is going to pay for what hes
done to her
what he did to us, Brandon finished wanting to
kick himself for leaving the best thing that had ever happened to him,
Damn me. I shouldve listened to her--shouldve stayed
because we were both played for fools by that man
Brandon, just hold on a minute, Taylor started reaching
out to him, you cant just leave here like this. If you go
back this way
besides, getting a flight like now is going to be
virtually impossible
I have the jet, Lucas slurred, I brought the Titan
jet with me, Lucas added shaking his head in an attempt to clear
it a bit, Brandon, shes desperate and hurting
I know, Brandon replied poignantly.
No, you dont have any idea, Lucas stood taller, Ive
seen her upset in the past, but never, ever like this. Not losing Austin
or anything has put her in this position. Shes hurting and shes
feeling betrayed and
And what? Brandon questioned as Lucas choked up again on
emotion.
Shes pregnant, Lucas blurted out at long last, with
your baby.
What did you just say, Brandon blinked
back as Lucass words hit him.
Samis pregnant, Lucas confessed, I just found
out today before I came here. I dont think Sami has any idea,
but shes pregnant Brandon and that in itself is why Im here.
I know that I drove you away from her, but shes having your baby
and their lives are on the line
My baby, Brandons jaw dropped, no that cant
be, he found himself at a loss as he took it all in, theres
no way. She and I were careful about
Look, I really dont want to hear it because Im not
drunk enough to stomach it, but the fact is that she needs you. I cant
bear the thought of losing her, Lucas confessed sobering up a
bit, this is the last place I want to be in at this moment, but
if it means helping Sami to return to me, then Ill do whatever
it takes. I cant lose her
Lucas blurted out shamefully,
I just cant
Brandon watched Lucas for a long moment seeing the shades of remorse
rushing over him. As the words fell from Lucas, Brandon began to see
something that he hadnt before now. Still, no matter what Lucass
motivation was in showing up at Taylors place, the fact remained
that Sami was in danger, her life hanging by a thread and now to find
out that she was carrying his child.
We have to get back to Salem, Brandon blurted out trying
to keep from thinking the worst, Lucas, tell me you remember how
to get back to the jet.
I do, he nodded, its at a private airport not
far from here.
Good, then were leaving now. Can you walk? Brandon
questioned extending an arm to him.
Ill be fine, Lucas nodded as he stumbled forward.
No you wont, Brandon shook his head looking to his
sister pleadingly, Taylor.
Let me get my jacket, she offered keeping her otherwise
silent composition as she prepared to return to Salem with her brother
and Lucas knowing that nothing but chaos awaited them.
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Sami could hear the faint beeping and buzzing sounds filling her ears
as the replay of her confrontation with Tony filled her memory. A gasp
rushed over her lips as she opened her eyes to find herself standing
over her bruised and bloodied body and a confusion rushed over her.
Fear reached down deep into each and every one of her synapses as she
took a step back horrified by what she saw before her.
Blood never did sit well with you, now did it dear cousin?
a voice challenged as Sami spun around to find Colin standing behind
her a smug smile upon his face as he stepped in closer to her body inspecting
it closely as he shook his head. Of course I must confess that
when my time was over with, I didnt go out nearly as messy as
you did.
What do you mean time over? she blinked back at him, my
time isnt over, but you, well youre dead and this,
she glanced back over to her body, this is a bad dream. A horrible,
awful dream and Im going to wake up any minute in the arms of
my husband and this is all just going to be a nightmare.
A hearty laugh roared from deep within Colin, My you are far more
delusional than Id ever imagined you being Sami, he shook
his head as he choked up on laughter, but oh how you amuse me.
However, perhaps to get you to take me seriously, we should change scenery
for a while and perhaps then youll see the big picture,
he finished snapping his fingers as Sami realized theyd suddenly
shifted locations. Looking around the room, she realized they were no
longer in the hospital as the room changed dramatically around them.
Where are we, she demanded trying to hide the confusion
that filled her, where have you taken me?
Why cousin, a cryptic smile swept over his devilish features,
were about to face the fight of your life and since you
do like a good battle, this one, well its going to shock you,
Colin finished as he nodded ahead of them, it looks like theyre
about to begin.
Begin what? she turned her eyes in the direction hed
looked into as a gasp fell from her lips. Despite the white haze that
surrounded her, she could make out what clearly appeared to be a courtroom
of sorts and as she turned to Colin again, hed changed into a
suit, whats going on here?
Were about to take our time defending your miserable little
life, Colin explained with a wicked smile, and what you
do now, well that will determine what happens next.
What do you mean what happens next? she questioned in confusion.
Shall we begin, a deep, guttural tone questioned as Sami
stepped forward seeing the face of a man shed never anticipated
seeing ever again as he flashed her a sinister smile.
Why hello Sami, he laughed cryptically, I see its
time for us to meet again.
Franco, she gasped in confusion as she looked between him
and Colin, no this cant be happening. Youre both dead.
Oh Samantha, youll get very used to it yourself, Franco
leaned in closer to her extending his arm around her shoulders.
Dont touch me! She swatted him away from her, Dont
you dare touch me!
Sami, Sami, Sami, he shook his head in strong disapproval
as Colin placed his arm between them to prevent Franco from touching
her.
Im afraid my client is off limits until after the judge
has come to a decision about her fate, Colin explained simply.
The decision is obvious, Franco blew her a kiss before going
to the other side of the courtroom, but dont worry Sami,
I wont forget about our plans for one another.
Go to hell you sick son of a
she snapped back at him.
A little too late for that, he answered enthusiastically,
but dont worry soon you and I can enjoy it together.
No way, Sami shook her head emphatically before turning
to Colin again, where did you take me? What are we doing here?
Why its quite simple, Colin chuckled as he adjusted
his tie, youre about to get a one way ticket to eternity
and its time for us to get a front row seat, he explained
stepping forward as Sami looked to the courtroom in front of her, horror
washing over her features as she wondered just what had happened to
her.
Now wait just a second here, Sami
protested tugging on Colins arm, there is no way that Im
going to defend my life to Franco and if you think for just one second
that
No no, Colin shook his head emphatically, its
not Franco, youll be defending yourself to, its him,
he motioned towards the chair up front where a man in a black robe was
seated before them.
Court is now in session, another voice explained as Sami
turned to find her father standing beside the judges bench.
Daddy, Sami stepped forward pleading with him, daddy,
whats going on?
Its time to be judged Sami, Roman shook his head disapproving,
its time to meet your fate.
Daddy, I dont understand. I dont
she began
again.
Silence, the judge announced from the thick layer of fog
covering his features.
Its show time, Colin began with a smile as he placed
his hands on Samis shoulders setting her down in the chair that
magically appeared beneath her, your honor, today we come here
to decide the fate of Samantha Gene Brady and today I intend to present
to you a case showing you exactly why my client is here and why we want
you to weigh things out carefully before making your decision on her
fate.
This is unbelievable, Sami shook her head, this isnt
happening, she reached for her arm pinching herself as she let
out a pained cry, no this is just a bad dream
nothing more
than a bad dream
Save it, Franco snapped as he stood up from his seat, I
intend to show you exactly where Samantha Brady belongs and by the time
this trial is over, Ill see to it that shes in her place
where she was always meant to be.
Im meant to be with my family. To be in Salem with those
who love me, Sami argued turning her attention to the judge, I
dont belong here. Im not dead. Im very much alive
and this is a bad dream
nothing more than a nightmare
A nightmare would be your life, Franco remarked offhandedly,
but I intend to show everyone just what a miserable existence
you had back there starting with my first witness
What? Sami turned towards the back of the courtroom as her
old friend Jaime entered the room catching her off guard, Jaime?
Sami, Jaime regarded her as she brushed past her moving
towards the witness stand. Upon taking her seat, Roman stepped forward
to swear her in.
Do you swear to tell the whole truth and nothing but the truth?
he asked.
Where Sami is concerned I wouldnt dare breathe a word of
deception, she remarked shooting Sami a glare as Franco approached
the bench.
Now Jaime, he began, can you tell us a bit about your
relationship with Mrs. Walker?
Walker? Jaime blinked back at him, is that the name
of the latest sucker in her life? I cant believe any man could
fall for Sami and her lies. I mean Ill give her credit that shes
good at the game, but not that good
Would you care to elaborate on that, Franco leaned in over
the stand.
Sure, she nodded, Sami and I were once friends, the
best of friends--or so I thought, but really I was just a fool. Sami
was just a lying, manipulative bitch and she tried to rope me in with
her lies. She used me and blackmailed me into keeping her secret when
she tried to hide the fact that she drugged Austin into sleeping with
her from the poor guy all because she couldnt bear to see her
sister happy
Thats not true, Sami shook her head, Jaime,
I didnt mean to do that
Silence, the judge ordered.
Anyways, Jaime continued, Sami lied about everything
and she destroyed any feelings of friendship Id had for her. She
played her sister, Austin and Lucas against one another for her own
selfish purposes. Shes a witch in every sense of the word and
my biggest regret is that I felt forced to keep all her lies a secret
for so long. I never, ever shouldve agreed to do that because
in the end all I did was help her destroy people.
No further questions, Franco shrugged his shoulders looking
to Colin, Your witness.
Now Jaime, Colin began, are you trying to tell this
court that you werent Samis best friend for much of her
youth?
Sami isnt capable of having a friend because all she does
is lie and hurt others, Jaime blurted out, shes spiteful,
vindictive and she only knows how to destroy others.
But I thought youd said you were friends, Colin reminded
her.
I was trying to be a friend to Sami, that is until she used my
feelings for Lucas against me. She threatened that if I revealed her
secret, that shed turn it around on me and I would be the one
to pay dearly. I was so afraid of her destroying me that I kept my mouth
shut and people suffered, Jaime turned to look at Sami, but
I will never, ever suffer at your hand again. I hope you rot in hell
Sami because its all you deserve.
Jaime, Im sorry for what I did, but Im not the same
person anymore. Ive changed. Ive grown up and Ive
learned. Im not the person I was when we were friends. Yes, I
treated you badly and Im so very sorry for that, but you have
to understand
Silence, the judge ordered, youll have your
turn.
Your honor, Sami begged.
Enough, he raised his robed arm before motioning to Franco,
your next witness.
I call to the stand Austin Reed, Franco announced as the
room filled with a silence and Austin stepped into the courtroom.
Austin, Sami gasped in surprise as she saw him for the first
time after hed left her at the altar.
I really shouldnt be here, Austin began looking over
to Sami apologetically, Im sorry
Austin, its okay. Tell them that I shouldnt be here.
I have to get home. I have Brandon and Will and
Your honor, I really dont want to do this, Austin
began as Roman escorted him to the chair and he took a seat.
You dont have a choice, the judge explained mumbling
a few words before Austin looked down at Sami.
Can you tell us about your relationship with Mrs. Walker?
Franco began.
Sami and I have a very long history with one another, Austin
offered.
And how would you rate that history? Good? Bad?
A little bit of both. We had our share of misunderstandings
Austin began.
Such as her lying about Will Roberts being your son for quite
some times, Franco offered, or perhaps about how she lied
that his father was abusing him.
I wasnt happy with her when she did that, no, Austin
shook his head.
And when she drugged you into having sex with her
That was a long time ago, Austin offered.
But she still did it?
Yes.
And she worked single-handedly to ruin your relationship with
her sister Carrie, is that correct?
Austin nodded, there were a lot of things going on.
So many in fact that you werent able to bear what she was
and thats why you left her on your wedding day at the altar, isnt
it?
I chose not to marry Sami, yes, Austin nodded, but
there were a lot of things that
Would you marry her now? Franco challenged, would
you be willing to say with your heart that Sami Brady is the kind of
woman whos changed? Is she capable of love and of real human emotions
Shes a good mother to her son
Yes, but what about with you? Was she good with you? Did you have
a relationship built on honesty and trust and devotion? Could you find
it in your heart to forgive her for her actions
?
Austin grew silent as he dropped his head, No I couldnt.
Because shed hurt you that deeply? Franco questioned
as Sami watched Austins testimony with tears in her eyes.
I couldnt forgive her because I felt like my entire relationship
with her was based on nothing but a lie, Austin confessed poignantly.
No further questions, Franco looked to Colin, Your
witness.
I have nothing to add, Colin shrugged his shoulders.
Now wait a second, Sami protested, youre supposed
to be helping me. This isnt helping me.
What more can I say? Colin shrugged once again, this
witness wont help your case.
Austin cared about me once. Have him tell the court how he felt
about me once upon a time, she looked to Austin, tell them
about the good that Ive done. Tell them about the love we did
once have.
Sami, Austin paused dramatically shaking his head once again,
I cant. Im sorry but I just cant
No, Austin please, Sami begged of him as Roman helped him
off the stand, please Austin, you cant just leave me hanging
like this. You have to tell them that Im not all bad. They need
to know
I need to return to Brandon, to my life
to
Our next witness will help you Sami, Colin promised as a
smile swept over his features, ah and here she is now, he
nodded as Carrie entered the courtroom.
Oh hell no, Sami blurted out emphatically, theres
no way Im letting her speak for my behalf.
Oh come on Sami. Shes your sister and you know what they
say about the sisterly bond, Colin taunted her.
I know what shell say about me, Sami turned to the
judge, please this cant go on. I dont know how I got
here but its a mistake. I belong home in Salem with my family.
With the man I love. I have to return to them and be there. I have to
make things right with Brandon. If you just give me a chance
Your honor, Colin approached the bench with her, what
my client is trying to say is that she would like a different set of
witnesses speaking in her behalf. Perhaps we could get those who were
closest to her over the last few months.
I object, Franco stomped in closer to the duo, I still
have Kate Roberts, Nicole Walker and Lexie Carver on my list.
No way, Sami shook her head, I refuse to let them
get up there. This is my life and if Im going to be judged I certainly
dont want them to be the ones doing it. I want a fair trial because
this is my life.
And what a life it was, Franco remarked offhandedly.
Shut up Franco, she snapped back at him, please your
honor, let me have people who know me
people whom Ive loved
and that love me.
Well, I suppose I can allow it, the judge decided after
a moments hesitation, but I should hope you can find these
witnesses soon.
I will, Sami nodded eagerly, I know exactly who to
call.
Fine, then you have a short recess, he answered as Sami
turned to Colin.
You have to get Will up here. Bring Will and have him tell the
court how much he loves me, Sami urged of her distant cousin,
then the judge will see that Will needs me and I can go back.
Samantha, if I bring Will, theyre going to want to speak
with Lucas as well.
No way, she shook her head, Hes not coming up
here to defend my life. I wont hear of it.
Samantha, Colin gave her a stern look, this is the
only way. Its either Lucas and Will or no deal.
Fine, then do what you must, but if you bring Lucas up here, then
we have to have Brandon, she grudgingly agreed fearing for what
might come of her now that her life was hanging by a thread.
Brandon walked out on you, Colin reminded her, he
wants nothing to do with you.
Brandon loves me. He is my husband and despite what Ive
done, hell fight for me, for our future, Sami trailed off
looking to the angry eyes of the courtroom as she prayed that somewhere
out there fate would be working with her. She needed to find help somehow.
Her life was depending on it.
Dr. Murphy, have you and your client reached
an adequate list of witnesses with one another? the judge questioned
breaking through the silence.
We have, Colin nodded, and its in my own personal
view that perhaps its in my clients best interest if we
do things a different way. After all in this situation, we feel it would
be best if we were able to go in a more hands on approach with this
one. After all, it would be the one thing to give you a true prospective
on whats really going on in my clients world.
Such as? the judge questioned.
Such as Sami sees whats really happening down there,
Colin explained with a snap of his fingers as they were suddenly back
in Salem again.
Sami turned to look at him, letting out a breath of relief as she realized
they were out of the courtroom, What happened, she questioned
in confusion.
Apparently our motion has been granted, Colin shrugged his
shoulders, which means you and I have a few things on our agenda.
Which means what exactly? she questioned as Colin snapped
his fingers once again and they were transported to another room.
It means you and I are going to go on
a field trip of sorts, Colin curled his finger motioning for her
to follow him as they stepped into Alice Hortons home finding
Will and Abby coloring with one another.
Will, Sami spoke his name trying to reach out to her son
as Colin put his arm out to stop her.
No Sami, they cant see or hear us. Were just here
to watch, Colin stated simply.
I dont understand, Sami frowned in response.
Just watch, Colin urged as Abby spoke up looking to her
cousin.
Will, you know I was thinking. My mommy and daddy just got married
and were going to be a big, happy family, but you, well I heard
people talking about what your mommy is really like
What people? Will shook his head with a frown, Abby,
the only ones you talk to are your parents since youre just a
little baby still.
I am not a baby, she argued with a huff, Im
far from it Will and besides Im not the weirdo.
Neither am I, he snapped back at her.
Yes you are, Abby nodded sticking her tongue out, you
go through daddies like I go through great-grans cookies. I even
heard that the new step-daddy that your mommy got for you, ran away
because he didnt like you or your mom.
Thats not true, Will argued with her with a huff,
my mom and Brandon are married and they are happier than your
stupid parents could ever be, Will replied throwing the coloring
book hed been drawing haphazardly in across the table at his cousin,
and besides, I dont have just two crummy people in my life.
My dad is cool and hes better than your dad and I have three people
who think Im the best when you only have two so ha! he stomped
away from her anger rushing over him.
Why is she being so mean to him, Sami frowned in response
watching her sons retreat.
Dont you think what you do effects him, Colin challenged
following Will, Sami, you and I both know that children pick up
on everything.
I love my son, she argued as they stepped into the room
Will had drifted off to in order to be alone.
You might love him, but do you ever listen, Colin nodded
in Wills direction as Sami found her son standing by one of the
large, windows looking out at the world ahead of him. Sami slowly moved
in towards her son seeing the turmoil on his features as he let out
a heavy sigh.
Why cant I just be like the other kids, Will grumbled
as he touched the curtain, why cant my mom and dad just
be normal parents that at least pretend to like each other? I mean I
know Im not the greatest of kids, but God you have to help me
out. I dont want my mom to die and I dont want all this
to be happening. I know my mom made some mistakes, but I just want her
back in my life. I dont want my dad to be sad about it and I dont
want to lose her either. I know that everyone says shes a bad
person, but shes a good mom. She is really a good mom and I cant
lose her, he sniffled tears building behind his eyes.
Will, Im right here honey, Sami tried to reach out
to him unable to embrace her son, Will, mommy is right here
Sami, I already told you, Colin frowned, he cant
see or hear you.
Why are you doing this to me? Sami snapped back at him angrily,
why are you showing me this now? Why make him suffer?
Sami, I didnt do any of this, Colin reminded her,
your son is suffering because of the actions that lead you to
the position you were in, not because of anything else. Your quest to
keep Brandon landed you in the hospital and Will is this way because
of what you did.
No, she shook her head refusing to believe his words, I
love my son and I would do absolutely anything for him. I know that
this isnt my fault.
Sami, you and Lucas push him around like hes a piece of
property in between your spats, Colin shook his head, how
else is the kid supposed to feel?
I love my son, Sami turned her attention to Will, Ive
always loved my son and wanted what was best for him.
By lying and scheming, he shook his head watching her look
at Will, and what has it gotten you but misery and heartbreak?
You dont understand and you of all people shouldnt
dare judge me, Sami shot back at him seething with anger.
Im not judging, Colin offered, but merely calling
it like it is.
No, thats not how it is, she argued.
Either way, our time is up here. We must move on.
No, she shook her head, Im not going anywhere.
Im not leaving my son.
You dont have a choice Sami, Colin reached for her
arm, we have other places to be--things to see.
No, I am not leaving
her words were interrupted as
she suddenly found herself back in the hospital again, what are
we doing back here?
You wanted to see what was happening down here, and thats
what youre going to do, Colin pulled her along the hallway,
I think theres something important for you to see.
Im not going anywhere with you. I want to go back to my
son, back to
she protested as he pushed her into one of
the waiting rooms and her eyes fell upon Lucas sitting in a chair, oh
great, why am I here? Why are you wasting my time on him when I should
be with my son?
Sami, Lucas is part of the deal, Colin reminded her, remember?
I didnt like that part of the deal, Sami huffed folding
her arms in front of her chest as she noticed a woman entering the room,
with her back to Sami, whos that?
Shes not important, Colin motioned to Lucas, but
what he has to say is.
Id beg to differ considering that he was the man who ruined
my life and destroyed me. Lucas Roberts never has had anything good
to say about me and you know as well as I know that if this was up to
him, that Id burn in hell for all eternity.
Lets just see about that, Colin offered as he lead
her in a bit closer.
Any word on Sami, Taylor questioned as Lucas turned his
attention to the woman before him.
Nothing yet, he hung his head somberly, I just cant
believe shes in there fighting for her life like this.
Sami has always been a fighter from what Ive been told,
she offered moving in closer to him.
Fighter or not, Im afraid all her fight will be gone,
Lucas rose from his chair running his fingers through his hair.
Oh you wish, Sami huffed glaring in his direction.
Sami, Colin warned.
Well Im just calling it like it is, She remarked dryly.
Keep watching, he urged.
And if she dies, itll be my fault, Lucas blurted out
as Sami saw the first glimpse of tears in his features, I never
wanted this for her. I never, ever imagined that this would happen.
Oh right, Sami began when suddenly his words came out with
a tone she hadnt quite heard from him before.
All I wanted was to catch her at her game, to finally make her
stop what she was doing to destroy herself, Lucas shook his head
again painfully, I wanted to end her manipulations, but now Id
give anything to have her back again
to have her telling me off
and fighting with me, if it meant that shed live.
You really care about her dont you, Taylor questioned
reaching for his hand as he turned his eyes to the floor, Lucas?
More than I should thats for sure, he nodded in confession
sobering up a bit after the plane ride back to Salem, Sami is
just like this irresistible force. As much as you want to shut her out,
to break her down, she keeps fighting back with a vengeance and you
just want to knock her down, but the harder you try, the more she pushes
you to your limits and tears you apart from the inside out.
Sounds like you and Sami have had some very tumultuous years with
one another, Taylor noted.
He nodded in response, Weve damn near killed one another
time and time again, but now
Now what?
Now I cant imagine my life without her, Lucas confessed
painfully, I cant imagine not seeing her face, not having
her scream and yell at me or tell me what an idiot I am. I cant
imagine not being able to talk to her again, to really let her know
he stopped himself, this isnt right.
No, its not, but from what youve told me about Sami,
its clear that shes a fighter, Taylor squeezed his
hand gently, shes not going to give up.
She thinks she lost Brandon, Lucas reminded Taylor, he
was her life and she loved him and wanted him more than anything and
I took that away from her. I wanted to make sure that
I just wanted
oh
none of it matters anymore. Without Brandon, Samis not going to
want to keep fighting. I know that this time she was broken
this
time it took all of her and tore her apart inside
Lucas, you have to have faith, Taylor urged further, just
think of what youve done to bring Sami back. Even tonight you
wanted to believe there was hope and even when you felt it was hopeless,
you worked to bring hope to Sami.
It might be too late even now, Lucas sighed painfully, she
may be too far gone.
I dont believe that, Taylor shook her head, and
deep down neither do you.
I just wanted to get under her skin, to get her to react,
Lucas sighed, I never, ever meant any of this
Of course you didnt, but at the same time you didnt
want her married to my brother, Taylor paused for a long moment
watching him intently, because youre in love with her yourself.
Hes what? Sami blinked back as she looked between
the two of them, she just didnt say what I think she did,
did she, Sami looked over her shoulder at Colin.
Just watch, he urged again.
In love with Sami, Lucas repeated in surprise noting the
expression on her face, no thats ridiculous.
Lucas, think about it. When you believed she was dying, you dropped
everything to help her, to bring her happiness and even now in hearing
you talk about her, Taylor shook her head, how can you sit
here and deny that you have feelings for her when its painfully
obvious? All the events leading up to now show that you care for her
I care for her yes, but love
Lucas trailed off.
Thats right, Taylor nodded in response, youve
got it written all over your face and thats really what made you
do what you did tonight. You didnt do it because you felt nothing
towards her. You did it because you love her and because as much as
you didnt want her to be with my brother, you wanted her to have
happiness in her life. You sacrificed what you hoped for in the hopes
of letting Sami have another chance at love. Admit it Lucas, she
urged as Sami watched in silence awaiting his response.
Come on, Colin pulled on her arm, weve got to
get going.
Wait a second, Sami argued, I want to hear this.
Youve already heard too much, Colin shook his head
in response, we have one more place to go.
Colin wait, Sami insisted, I need to hear this. I
just need
To get going, Colin yanked her out of the room, and
thats exactly what were going to do.
No you cant take me away just yet, she began desperately,
I need to know if
Sami, he interrupted meeting her eyes with a serious expression,
you already know so in staying there you wont learn anything
that you havent already believed to be true.
Lucas cant be in love with me, she gasped as the thought
rushed over her, can he?
Thats not for us to figure out right now, Colin replied
simply guiding her down the hallway, right now is about weighing
out the options of your future.
Where are you taking me now? she questioned with a frown
hating to be pulled away at such a pivotal moment as she instantly recognized
the sounds of the beeping machines before her. As her gaze cast over
her own motionless body, she turned to Colin in confusion, you
said I had time. You said that we were going one place else.
Were at our last stop, Colin explained matter of fact.
I cant go back up there just yet, Sami shook her head,
not yet
not when
Were not going up there just yet, Colin motioned to
the door as Sami looked up to find Brandon standing in the doorway.
Her pulse quickened and her breath caught in her throat as she saw him
step into the room.
Brandon, she whispered his name pulling herself away from
Colin as her husband stood before her only a few feet away. She rushed
forward to embrace him, feeling him step through her as he approached
the bedside, Brandon, Im here
He cant hear you Sami, Colin reminded her with a shake
of his head, when will you learn?
Brandons back, Sami realized looking to her cousin,
he came back for me.
Time will tell, Colin mused leaning up against the wall
as Brandon took a seat beside Samis hospital bed.
Oh Samantha, Brandon began choked up on emotion as tears
pooled in his eyes. He reached for her hand drawing it up to his lips
as his voice choked up with emotions, Samantha, how could this
happen? How could I have done this to you?
Brandon, she felt her eyes fill with tears as he kissed
her hand and she watched from the sidelines.
I was such a fool. I shouldve listened to you, shouldve
made you feel we could be open and honest with one another. Samantha,
I never, ever wanted you hurt like this. I didnt want to lose
you and when I walked out on you, I made a mistake. A huge one and I
know that this doesnt make up for it, but Samantha I cant
lose you. I refuse to let that happen and I know that you can hear me.
Samantha, he leaned in to kiss her forehead as his voice lowered
to a whisper, you have to fight for me
for our
Thats about enough, Colin reached out to her.
No, I didnt hear what he said, Sami shrugged his arm
away from her, please, not yet
Sami, we really must
..
I need to be here, she stepped in closer towards Brandon.
Samantha, when I told you that wed have eternity together,
I meant that. I want to follow through on that and if you come back
to me, Ill do whatever it takes to make that happen. Ill
do my best to try to get you to feel that you can trust me, that our
love can be strong enough. Samantha, when I pledge my love to you, I
didnt mean it to be something that I could just leave behind in
the blink of an eye. Our love is forever and if you leave me now,
tears spilled down his cheeks, Oh Samantha, please dont
leave me. I love you and I need you. Without you, Im nothing and
I was a fool to ever believe it could be otherwise.
Oh Brandon, Sami reached out to touch him finding her hand
slipped through his shoulder.
We have to go, Colin announced boldly, time is up.
No, please not yet
please
she begged as suddenly
she was back in the courtroom with the judge staring down at her.
Weve come to a decision, the judge announced as he
stepped out of the shadows, and its judgment time for you
Samantha Brady. Its time to find your place on the other side.
No, she cried out, I cant leave them. I cant
leave my son and Brandons back. He loves me and he wants to be
with me now. His love has changed me and if you let me go back Ill
prove that. My dreams of happiness are about to come true and Lucas,
she thought about what shed seen, I cant leave any
of them. I have so much more to discover, to live through
to
Silence, he raised his hands in the air, your judgment
has been called and its time to meet your destiny, he finished
as a large wooden door appeared before her.
Please Im begging you
Sami started once more
as the man roared.
Go now! he snapped as Sami felt tears stinging in her eyes
and she followed the white light towards the door leading to her destiny
knowing that life would never be the same after this moment in time.
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Any change? Lucas questioned stepping
into Samis hospital room as he watched Brandon hovering over her.
Nothing, Brandon pressed Samis lifeless hand against
his cheek, nothing at all, but I cant stop praying that
shell come back to me.
We cant lose her just now, Lucas agreed as tears filled
his own eyes and his heart sank in seeing Sami so lost and wounded.
Id give anything to be able to see her open her beautiful
blue eyes and to have her smile at me again, Brandon confessed
reaching out to touch her long, blonde hair, please come back
to me, Samantha.
Keep fighting Sami, Lucas urged watching as Brandon caressed
her cheek and Lucas continued his silent prayers.
Samantha please, Brandon laced their fingers together as
he felt a sudden twitch as her fingers squeezed his hand.
Brandon look, Lucas blurted out as Brandons gaze lifted
to Samis eyes that were now fluttering open.
Samantha, Brandon spoke her name as she turned her head
in the direction of his voice, Samantha, can you hear me?
Brandon
she whispered tightly as tears pooled in her
eyes, youre here
Youre really here
Im right here, he touched her cheek gently, and
I swear to you that Im never going to leave you again.
Oh Brandon, she cried hoarsely as he embraced her and tears
overcame her, I thought Id lost you.
Youll never lose me again, he promised kissing her
tenderly, not when we have so much to live for, so much ahead
of us
Brandon, Im so sorry
she started tightly.
No, Im the sorry one. I never, ever shouldve left
you and I swear to you that Im never going to leave you again.
This time its forever Samantha. We can finally have the family
weve always dreamt about and now all of our dreams are finally
going to come true, Brandon hugged her gently, we really
do have it all together.
I want that, she replied looking over his shoulder at Lucas
watching the sadness wash over his features.
Ill leave you two alone, Lucas cleared his throat,
you have a lot to talk about.
Lucas wait, Sami began unsure of what to say as she thought
of what shed witnessed.
Sami, Im sorry, Lucas began poignantly, but
I knew that if Brandon came back youd be okay. I just knew he
would be what you needed.
Lucas, I
she started then stopped as she looked to
Brandon thinking of how lucky she was, thank you.
Youre very welcome, Lucas replied giving her one last
longing look before stepping out of the room.
Lucas took a deep breath as he watched Brandon and Sami from the window
outside her hospital room. Watching them sharing an embrace broke his
heart despite his relief that she was alive. Hed wanted her back
and nothing would change that, but now as she hung onto Brandon, he
thought of the sacrifice hed made in bringing back the source
of Samis happiness and he thought of all the things he hadnt
said. He thought of the things hed never say, never do and the
love hed never reveal. She was happy now and happiness was all
hed wanted for her. With a sigh, he touched the glass window and
spoke in a whisper.
Be happy Sami, Lucas offered simply, just be happy,
he finished turning away from the window leaving her to her happiness
as Samis gaze lingered to the window he was once standing at.
Sami watched Lucas walk away as his words haunted her. She wondered
if it had all been in her head, all a part of her imagination as she
thought of his talk with Taylor. Something had changed and she could
feel it now even as she and Brandon were together again. There was some
unfinished business that she could attend to, some second chance that
wasnt there before
something that
Samantha, were going to get you through this, Brandon
promised her eagerly as his words broke through her thoughts, you
and our baby are going to be just fine
Baby, her eyes widened in surprise as she looked up at him,
what baby?
Our baby, Brandon explained simply.
Were having a baby, she questioned as the thought
reached into her, our baby?
Thats right, Brandon nodded in response, Lucas
told me that you were pregnant, that were having a baby and when
he showed up to bring me here, I was on my way back and when I heard
I was going to be a father. Oh Samantha, thats the greatest gift
in the world and I swear to you from here on out Im going to do
everything in my power to be the best husband and father to you and
our child. You have my word on that.
Oh Brandon, she hugged him realizing that shed returned
to have a second chance at life, a second chance at happiness and now
as she held onto her husband she realized life would never be the same.
She was going to have it all at long last as life had thrown her a second
chance that she vowed never to waste a moment of it again.
The End
(I am in no way affiliated
with Alison Sweeney, Matt Cedeno, Days of Our Lives or NBC.
This is just a fan site made to be a tribute to a couple of my favorite
DAYS actors. Beyond Desire was first launched on August 14,
2002.)
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