AUTHOR: Marianne

SPOILER: 1. Buffy season the episode "Angel"

RATING: R

WARING: Character death

PAIRING: D/Aus

DISCLAIMER: "Angel" is ©2000 by the Twentieth Century Fox Film Corporation. "Angel" is produced by Mutant Enemy, Inc., Greenwolf Corp, Kazui Enterprises, and Sandollar Television for Twentieth Century Fox Television. This piece of Fan Fiction was written only for fun.

SUMMARY: Just imagine Angel wouldn't have resisted his sire in the Buffy episode "Angel".

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PART 1

"You have suffered for a hundred years, just because you didn't want to accept who you really are," Darla said and kneeled in front of Angel, who was sitting on achair in his apartment.

"No, I won't kill Buffy!" he said angrily. "All the pain..." She touched his cheek. "I can feel it."

"How could you?" He stood up and went a few steps away. She got up too and stepped behind him. "I didn't say I would understand but I ..."

She lay her hands on his shoulders and her face on his back. "I can feel it, `cause you're my boy. You're a part of me and you'll always be." She turned him around and looked into his eyes. "Your heart doesn't beat." She touched his chest. "... but it can suffer. It feels pain. Do you want me to make the pain go away?" she whispered.

"Darla, we can't ..." He didn't sound very convinced.

"But why? I can make you happy, just like I did in the old days. I'll make it all right."

Then she kissed him.

First very soft and then, as he started to kiss her back, with the hunger she had had for all those years without him.

And then her boy came back to her. He lifted her up and carried her to his bed. Fast they removed their clothes.

"My sire," he whispered as he sank into her.

Angel woke up, feeling a sudden pain. "Oh, God." He fell down onto the floor. "No!"

Darla woke up. "Angelus?"

Suddenly he stood up, he had been lying on the floor. "Angelus, what happened? Are you all right?"

"I'm fine, lover. No, I wouldn't say I'm fine, I would say I'm happy. Perfectly happy."

Darla looked at him, first suspicious, then confused, then she began to smile. "Your soul, I can't smell it ..." He pulled her into his arms and kissed her passionately. "Angelus," she whispered.

"I'm back, love." Then he started to grin. "How long has it been since you've fed from slayer?"

"An eternity." She kissed him again. Then, as he threw her back onto the back and himself onto her, she started to laugh.

Yes, he was back!

PART 2

Buffy stepped into the Bronze; prepared to kill Angel, the guy she had trusted, the guy she had a crush on, the guy who had turned out to be a vampire. Lord, this job sucked.

Suddenly she heard a noise and turned around.

"I know you're there. I know what you are." She said, hoping he didn't recognize how scared she was.

"Do you?"

Suddenly he was standing in front of her.

"I'm just an animal, right?"

"No, animals I like." She should kill him right now, but for some reason she just couldn't.

His face, his voice, his whole behaviour, he didn't seem evil."No, I'm not." He said, "Animals just exist, they don't have feelings ..."

God, she felt like she was losing herself in his dark eyes. "They don't have such wrong feelings ..." He took the crossbow slowly away from her.

"...They don't wanna kiss their hunters." Angel touched her face, moving closer. Buffy closed her eyes.

"Do you, Angelus?" a female voice asked.

Buffy opened her eyes again and turned around. A blonde vampire was standing there, Darla.

"Of course I don't," Angel answered and with that he knocked the crossbow onto Buffy's head and she lost consciousness.

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When Buffy awoke she was gagged and chained to a bed. She tried to free herself, but suddenly the door opened and Darla came in.

"Don't be so stupid, slayer ..." she sat onto the bed, "Do your really think you can escape?" She caressed Buffy's head tender, then she screamed: "Angelus?"

"Yes, my love?" he stepped into the room.

"Do you really think she's pretty?" Darla ran her finger's through the slayer's hair.

Angelus lay on the bed. "Well, she's a pretty girl." He kissed Buffy's collarbone.

"You think so ..." Darla groped his hair and pulled him away from the girl, kissed him passionately and then she pulled him away.

"I don't like that."

"I'm sorry, sire." Angelus pulled Buffy's head to one side, offering Darla the slayer's neck.

"How can I apologize to you?" he asked innocently.

She gave him a wicked smile and then she sank her teeth into Buffy's neck.

Angelus kissed Darla's neck and shoulders as she started to drain the girl.

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Darla was standing at the window, looking at the night sky. She still couldn't believe what had happened. Drinking a slayer, having Angelus back. This had to be a dream and she was going to awake in just a minute. Suddenly she felt Angelus' arms wrap around her waist.

"Thinking, lover?" he muttered into her hair.

*Lord, this wasn't a dream, it felt damn real*

"I didn't think I would ever have you back." She answered.

"But you do. You released me from that damn soul, and now I'm yours again."

"Mine?"

"Always have been, always will be." He pulled her body closer against his. Didn't she know there had never been another woman he had loved that much? Actually, there had never been another woman he had loved at all. "So, what are we gonna do next?" Angelus asked.

"We're gonna take this town."

END