"I know. But you need to talk to me. You need to tell me what you are feeling. You can't bottle emotions like they are some kind of fine wine, waiting to be opened for the right occasion," Bianca said. She moved closer. Bianca took her hand and softly placed it on Maggie's chin, tilting her head, brown eyes meeting blue. Slowly she leaned forward and lightly caressed her lips to Maggie's. Their mouths met and for that one moment they forget everything else, everything but each other. Their lips danced in a burning passion, neither willing to let go. Time stopped.
Maggie broke away first, regaining her senses she stepped back greatening the distance between them. A single tear formed in her eyes as she hung her head. She couldn't look up. She suddenly became fascinated with the small gray stone that sat on the beach."We can't do this Bianca. I can't be with you, not like that," she said.
"Do you love me?" Bianca asked softly.
"Why are you doing this?"
"Do you love me?" Bianca asked again, this time with a hint of fear, and pride in her voice. What if she had been wrong, misunderstanding everything they had been sharing.
"Yes," she said softly, "you know I love you. This is ridiculous. Why are we even having this conversation?"
"It isn't as silly as you think it is," Bianca said proudly.
"This won't happen. I can't!" she said stubbornly.
"Why is that? Why is it that you look everywhere for love, but you won't look right in front of you? Don't you see, I've been here all along?" Bianca asked. Her eyes pleaded with Maggie to understand.
"It's not that simple. I don't want this…I can't. I don't know what to say?"
"At least I know you love me," Bianca said softly. She felt triumphant in that small area. She began walking away.
"Where are you going? Running? Isn't that my part?" Maggie called out. She was so angry, she could feel it to her core.
"I'm not running. I am walking. Sooner or later you will figure out what you want. I just hope it won't be too late," Bianca said. She'd had enough of the games, the half truths. Maggie needed to decide who and what she wanted. And for the first time in her life, Bianca wasn't going to let herself be played.
"I never…" she began to say before she realized she was standing alone. She was all alone now.
Sleep came to Bianca easily that night. It seemed as though a small burden had been lifted off her shoulders. Bianca knew she had loved Maggie for some time. In fact, she was certain that she had loved her the first time they had met. It wasn't just because she wore the face of an angel either. Bianca genuinely loved Maggie for the woman she was. Bianca had planned to tell her for a long time how he felt, but it never seemed right. But today in the woods as they walked, laughed, and shared dreams she knew it was the right time. The kiss she had not planned for. It just seemed like the right thing to do at the time. But Maggie actually kissed her back. Bianca didn't know what to expect, but it wasn't that, no, she kissed her back. Kiss, oh that kiss sent her mind whirling. Sure she had kissed other girls, but none she wanted with her mind and soul, none she loved like this. Tomorrow would surly be an interesting day indeed Bianca thought as she closed her eyes and relished in the moment of the kiss. Sweet dreams would grace her this evening, no doubt about it.
Maggie knocked at Bianca's door. It had to have been after 2 in the morning. Bianca answered surprised to see Maggie standing there still dressed in the clothes she had worn that day. "Maggie?"
"We need to talk Bink. Now," Maggie said walking into Bianca's room.
Bianca could tell by her friend expression this was nowhere near an open debate. Maggie knew she needed to speak to Bianca now, while the thoughts and feelings of this whole event were still fresh in her mind. How could she have kissed her? What had she hoped to accomplish? One minute they are talking about life, and the next Bianca had asked her if she believed in love at first sight. She was so taken back she had giggled. She knew she had hurt Bianca's feelings but did not understand why. If only she had known. She thought back to the conversation.
"Why love at first sight?" she asked evenly.
"Oh I see, don't believe in that stuff huh?" Bianca asked looking a little hurt.
"You're serious aren't you?"
"Very," Bianca replied. She took Maggie's hand in her own and began to explain what love felt like. And how she believed in soul mates.
"I know what a soul mate is. And I know how love feels. I don't need you to explain it," she said laughing.
"I believe you're mine." There. Bianca had said it. No more games. No more lies. Just truth. Now, would Maggie play along was the question.
"You do," she replied, "and how did you come to that conclusion?"
"Simple," Bianca said softly, "I love you. Do you love me?"
"What?" Maggie asked caught off guard by this whole conversation.
"Tell me what you think about me, about us," Bianca asked, "do you believe in us?"
"You wanted to see me," Bianca asked. Maggie had just been standing in her room starring blankly out the window. Maggie drifted back into reality and looked up to see Bianca standing there.
"Thanks for letting me in," she said softly.
"We need to talk. I can't sleep till we get this somewhat straightened out," she said looking down at her feet, "you weren't having the same trouble."
"No. In fact I haven't slept better," Bianca answered.
"Why did you do that today?"
"Because I wanted to," Bianca said flatly, "I've wanted to for a real long time."
"Oh," she said not expecting the truth.
"I am sorry I went about doing it the way I did, but I am not sorry for kissing you," she said taking Maggie's her hand in her own.
"What do we do now?"
"Whatever we want. That is the beauty of it. It is out there now. I am tired of running from you. I am tired of running from my feelings," she said moving closer. Bianca wrapped her arms around her and gave Maggie a warm hug.
Maggie felt her love. "I do you know," she said leaning her head on Bianca's shoulder.
"Do what?" she asked.
"Believe in you," she answered softly.
"Oh. I thought you were talking about…" Bianca began to say. Maggie cut her off my placing two fingers to her lips.
"And I do love you," she said. Leaning forward she replaced her fingers with her lips.
"And I do love you," she said. Leaning forward she replaced her fingers with her lips. Bianca closed her eyes. She couldn't believe this was happening. It was too amazing, the feelings and sensations running through her body. It had been too long. She wondered if Maggie felt the same thing too?
Maggie pulled away from Bianca for a moment. She looked into her eyes. "I'm the one you love? I'm the one you want?" It was a simple question and Bianca knew it meant everything. Bianca closed her eyes and nodded her head. The sensation of Maggie in her arms was overwhelming. Heart racing, Bianca smiled and opened her eyes. She let out a soft cry and said, "I've loved you for so long Maggie."
How could Maggie deny Bianca? How could she turn away, when deep down she kenw she felt the same. Maggie's heart raced as she looked into Bianca's loving and adoring eyes. "I'm sorry Bianca. I should have seen it sooner. I was so confused. I didn't mean to hurt you. I would never want to hurt you," Maggie said touching her cheek. She could feel the warmth drawing her there. Bianca felt tears creep down the side of her face. Maggie wiped them and continued, "I've always know what was in my heart Bianca. I was just too afraid to face it. I'm not scared anymore. I know who I want and what I want. If you'll still have me that is?" Magie asked. Maggie was so close to Bainca now, Bianca could feel her warm breath on her lips.
The kiss was unlike any either girl had experienced before. It sent a shock through both of them "Don't leave," Bianca said pulling Maggie's lips to her own for a kiss.
"It's you. It's always been you." Maggie whispered. "I'm through running from my feeling. I'm through running from you Bianca. I want this more then I've ever wanted anything." A wave of desire surrounded her as the never known such pleasure of being with someone you love surfaced. There was nothing to do but surrender.
Maggie's hands began to explore Bianca's side. Soft moans encouraged her exploration. Bianca could feel her legs go weak under Maggie's touches. It was amazing and moving and Bianca never knew she could fee like this. Moving to the bed, they leaned back as their bodies connect completely for the first time. The complete contact between the two sent shocks of pleasure to places that lay dormant. Breathing ragged as lips sought out lips and hands sought out curves. Maggie's hands explored every inch and beautiful angle of Bianca's body. She wanted to memorize all the placed that brought the girl pleasure. Clothing was tossed aside. Now, it was about pure pleasure derived from love. Each woman wanted to give and receive.
"Oh Bianca," Maggie moaned as Bianca lowered her head to Maggie's exposed chest, "yes…that feels so good." Bianca was full of desire. She wanted this to beperfect for both of them. She moved back up Maggie and nipped at her lips, and as they parted, Bianca slid her tongue inside. Maggie matched her kiss her kiss. The fever between the two was out of control. It was as if months of pent of sexual tension was being released in one night and they loved it.
Maggie rolled Bianca over and now was on top. There was no retreat from this passionate embrace, and both women knew it. Maggie rocked against Bianca. Bianca's soft moans expressed to Maggie the urgency the young woman was feeling. This would not be a slow loving night of passion…this would be fast and heated and earth shattering. Bianca gave in to the tender motion. Her body shivered, leaving no doubt that she was Maggie's completely and utterly. Tonight there would be no doubts. Each woman had something to say, and they were going to say it loud and clear.
Maggie moved into Bianca, their hips thrusting and fingers caressing. Words of love and endearment mixed regularly with cries of passion. Maggie felt Bianca's breath become ragged, as she too was close to experiencing this most moving thing.
"Look at me Bianca," Maggie said moving into her. Bianca opened her eyes. "I want to see you," Maggie said. It was coming now, and she could feel Bianca below her.
"Oh God Maggie…yes!" Bianca called out going over the edge.
"Yes Bianca, yes!" Maggie called out along side of her. They kept moving, afraid to stop. Grinding, and loving, and kissing. Finally, their passion spent, at least temporarily, the pair rested in comfortable silence as the cool breeze from the open window blew in and caressed their sweat sheered bodies.
"That was amazing," Maggie said smiling, her arm wrapped around Bianca's waste.
"Amazing indeed," Bianca laughed.
"I love you Maggie," Bianca said again.
"I love you too Bink," Maggie smiled.
"I love it when you call me that," Bianca said softly looking at the woman whose head now rested in her shoulder.
"Good, cause I like calling you that. You're so beautiful," Maggie said holding on tighter then before.
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