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And now for the fake news :
2/15-Yeah...so. Hm. No one visits here anyway...I updated.
12/15-Yeah. Stuff. Mom's birthday...yay.
11/27-Yeah...well I didn't update, heh. My birthday came, and went. I got NOTHING. haha. True story. I got some stuff afterwards though I guess.
11/18-Yeah! More updates...I guess.
11/11-Yeah...more updation.
10/21-Yeah. I updated. Yay.
10/19-Yeah...mhm
10/6-I finished it! Yeah...praise me.Zwei

Of the times :
Color : green
Song : Silent Hill theme
Person : Chris
Word : sport
Phrase : Oh you!
Drink : Apple soda 4 lyfe, shun
Food : pizza in the mornin, pizza in the evenin...
Lyric : "Don't it make you feel like shit"
Item : watch
Piece of clothing : the red&white thing I'm wearing
Drawing : n/a
Picture :
Desktop :

Drei

Contact Me, you bitch :
christyburba@hotmail.com
Christybu666@yahoo.com
christybuhatesu ; christybulovesu Vier

Why did I make this page? I don't really know. I was bored one day, and just decided to. The man on the left is the singer of one of my favorite bands : Mindless Self Indulgence. You should check them out sometime, Cause they rule the school like whoa. I read somewhere that their genre is "Industrial-jungle-pussy-punk", everything from Soul, to Hip hop, to new wave. It's really great. But this site isn't about them, Though I love them like a first born child, It's about keeping me occupied, cause bordom kills me. I do crazy things when bored, so lets keep me from that. I have little interest in people. I've had four boyfriends, and two were online X(. I love those faces, whew. I wear ties&collar shirts everyday to school, I want to be sophisticated, though my pants are nothing close. I'm half on everything, I can never make up my mind. I always wanted to write something long about myself like this. I enjoy simple things, and can never stay mad, or sad. It's hard for me. I'm not an average teenager obviously then, what, with all the depression. I like the difference. I listen to music often, but I wouldn't go as far in saying I couldn't live without it, Cause I can. I am getting a synthesizer, cause those things rock the house. I was proposed to once. But I declined. Sometimes I think I really messed up. But oh well. My best friend left me for her boyfriend, after she stated "i chose you, bu, over him" I never should have believed her in the first place. Oh well though, I don't really care. I go to high school, I am a bastrop bear. A sophomore. And yes, thats how it's really spelled. I have an older brother(Bryan), my father is an alcoholic, mother chronic procrastonater, and me. I have TMJ (temporomandibular joint disease : A disorder caused by faulty articulation of the temporomandibular joint and characterized by facial pain, headache, ringing ears, dizziness,and stiffness of the neck.) And yes, it hurts like a bitch, the whole left side of my face=OW. My jaw used to lock, I am going to a specialist when my mother gets around to taking me, probably about half a year. I have chronic cottonmouth, I am going to the doctor for that too, get some blood tests, to see if I have diabetes or hypoglycoma. My favorite song is Bring the Pain by MSI (Mindless Self Indulgence). My (ex) best friend is Lindsye, she doesn't talk to me much now cause gary told her not to, gary is her boyfriend. He used to be my friend untill he decided I sucked cause Lindsye liked me. Yeah. Thats all i'm gonna say about that. I have ADHD. I used to take ritilin, and think I need to again (another reason to go to a doctor). I am a monomaniac and I hate it. I count every single thing. I made myself cut back though. I don't know why I do it, I just cant stop, though, It used to be so much worse. I consider industrial to be the best kind of music. I like ICP, Twiztid, Anybody Killa(has the cutest lisp) and pretty much anybody from Psychopathic. I also like : Aphex Theory, Skinny Puppy, Albert Christmas Squirrel, System of a down (from first cd, not toxicity, save bounce XD), NIN, Project Pitchfork, King Missile, Andrew w.k (don't ask), Tool, Cave-In, Static-X, Ghostfleet, Jimmy Fallon, Oh man, SNL is the best show-EVER. I like metal things. I am hydrophobic. Bryan says I have rabies, Hydrophobic means rabies as well As afraid of water. People make fun of how I'm scared of it. I cannot insult worth a fuck, How much is that anyway? Who cares, I have a weird outlook, almost everything makes me happy. Though I can name more things I hate. I don't see things everyone else does. Only cause I'm not looking. I was raped when I was four yeard old. I have a lazy right eye. 20/100 vision, I have horrible depth perception and run into things/trip often. I can't tell how far they are, thats all. My walk is called "the drunken stumble", I don't mean to do it. My mother calls me stumblebum. My nickname is christybu. Here's the story of it : I got mail. It was for Mr. Christybu Chaney (mr, not me, I swear; christybu first name+part of my last; chaney-mother's new last name, she got married) so yeah, I got a few letters to that name, All for old people needs, Like a cart, hearing aids, help in writing a will. I have the worst memory, I wish I could get checked for minor alheimerz or something. I want an MRI to see what my brain looks like. I have S.A.D. (social anxiety disorder) But I;m doing pretty good. Gay guys are cool to me. Jimmy Urine is like...the sexiest man alive, and he's gay. I love the way he sings. When a man sings high, It is so perfect for me. I don't know why. It's just great. I have a version of bring the pain without music, just his voice and it is so fantastic. It makes me like...wanna die...but in a good way. If that makes sense. People don't follow me often, I change subjects quickly (that damn ADHD!) and it makes me frustrated. I hate to repeat myself on things like that, cause I get to hear my stupid words again. I Love my family more then anything, and I want to start my own, not having a baby necessarily, but getting a guy. I am in my second year of german, and I hate it. I love computers and HTML. I shiver when I'm anxious. My hands shake, I don't like it. I can do a handspring, though not too well. Linzy is my cool friend who lives somewhere and visits me! He missed a tool concert
X-(. yeah...
Fünf

How bout I bust my glock up in your grill. Sucka.
<3
A lasting moment to hold onto with regret the scent of time tried and tested I never noticed the phantoms of her mind crescent moon Im cutting through pastup warnings fill the sky smoking embers I remember time and time again to try to live I light to sink within her I think of light time to blame to borrow from your past elapsed collapsing she's not insane she's gone insane and if the root of silence pulls me off and love is lost not from my heart I sit upon this throne that throws me off and she falls backward to the floor and forward to the back she says elapses all my truth again she's the one I live for I live alone burns inside horilbly she lifts me to the spirit burns the darkest hours my corrupt brain is hurting once again the door lies quiet left alone Im thinking of her sitting the burning clock of time
Skinny puppy : CultSechs

let me tell you a little story about my 10th grade love his name was Jimmy and he looked so cute something something something and everyday after school i'd go pick him up at his classroom and one day these three little girls came out right before he did and this one girl named heidi something had a hand full of pumpkin seeds and i said let me see those pumpkin seeds and she said no.and i grabbed her hand and said let me see those pumpkin seeds now,bitch!and they had Jimmy's written on each and every one of those damn pumpkin seeds and i said hey bitch thats my boyfriend why do you have my boyfriends name written on all your pumpkin seeds Im gonna have to kick you fucking ass bitch and you know what she had the nerve to say to me..she said. Then he said your ugly.what the fuck ran into you
Seben

lemme tell you now i came to bring the pain hardcore from the brain let's go inside my astral plane find out my mental based on instrumental records hey so i can make monumental methods i'm not the king but niggaz is decaf i stick 'em for the cream check it just how deep can shit get get deeper than your fists and brothers is mad pissed accept it in your cross colors clothes you crossed over and now ya totally crossed out and kriss kross who da boss niggaz get tossed to da side and i'm the dark side of the force of course it's the method man from the wu-tang clan i be hectic and comin' for that headpiece protect it fuck it two tears in a bucket niggaz want the ruckas? so bust it at me son now bust it stylez i get buckwild method man on some shit fuck'n niggaz foul son i'm sick insane crazy drivin' miss daisy how the fuck am i? now i got mine i'm swayze is it real son lemme know it's real son if its really real son lemme know it's real load it up and kill one load it up and kill one load it up and kill one if it's really real when i was a little stereo i used to be the champion i always wonder when i would be the number one hey hey hey and now you listen to me darcon darcon and all you niggaz come and test me test me i'm gonna lick out your brains mothers wanna hang with the meth bring the rope cuz the only way you hang is by the neck nigga pump off a set comin' through all your projects take it as a threat or better yet it is a promise comin' like a vet on some old vietnam shit you can bet your bottom dollar that i'm on it and it'll get even worse word to god it's the wu comin' through takin' niggaz 'fore they're gone gone gone gone gone gone movin' to your left i came to represent and carve my name within your chest you can come test realize it's no contest son i'm the gun who won that old wild west quick on the draw with my hands on the floor lovin' all those goddamn funky rhymes galore check it cuz i think not when it's hip hop like propa rhymes be the proof when i'm drinkin' ninety proof vodka no OJ no no straw when you give it to me yeah give it to me raw i burn give it to me raw i burn chest hair i don't need no chemical blow to pull no ho no all i need is chemical bank to pay her up is it real son lemme know it's real son if its really real son lemme know it's - 1 2 3 4 - kill one fuck it up and kill one fuck it up and kill one lemme know it's real
Bring the Pain : MSI

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