PunchOrBePunched: broke up with me alot, sorry mistype
xjeFF2001X: im confused...the last i heard whe was in love with you and she would do anything to be with you
PunchOrBePunched: What people say and do, can sometimes be different
xjeFF2001X: so u think that she didn't love you?
PunchOrBePunched: No,
PunchOrBePunched: The problem is I just don't feel the same right now
xjeFF2001X: about your love with her?
xjeFF2001X: love for her...sorry
PunchOrBePunched: Yeah
xjeFF2001X: so what caused this
xjeFF2001X: i know that she was upset when u came down there and that whole party thing....was that one of the reasons
PunchOrBePunched: nope
PunchOrBePunched: Constant problems over little things, things she kept doing things that told her I didn't like and after awhile I stopped caring
PunchOrBePunched: I jst don't care right now, I'm worn out
PunchOrBePunched: It might change, it might not
PunchOrBePunched: right now I'm just emotionally dead
xjeFF2001X: are u talkin about her hanging out with her ex
xjeFF2001X: >
xjeFF2001X: ?
xjeFF2001X: damn it my damn aim
PunchOrBePunched: word
xjeFF2001X: keeps crashin for some reason
PunchOrBePunched: understood
xjeFF2001X: she mentioned somthing about u coming back round nov or dec
PunchOrBePunched: Yeah
xjeFF2001X: actually hold that thought......do u think the long distance was part of the problem
PunchOrBePunched: Dec. I move back up there
PunchOrBePunched: Probably
xjeFF2001X: so when u move back up....do u think that u guys would try it again
PunchOrBePunched: I offered it to her
xjeFF2001X: what did she say
PunchOrBePunched: She called me this morning and said she would wait
xjeFF2001X: sould u wait for her?
xjeFF2001X: would...sorry
PunchOrBePunched: I don't know, I'm pretty sure I won't meet anyone in that amount of time anyway
PunchOrBePunched: So basically yeah
xjeFF2001X: that's cool
PunchOrBePunched: But we're gonna start from ground zero again
xjeFF2001X: yea i would too...if you had some slight problems that could be fixed if started at ground zero
PunchOrBePunched: exactly
xjeFF2001X: well im glad u guys are atleast going to try to work it out
PunchOrBePunched: word
xjeFF2001X: i know from experience that a long distance relationship is hard to maintain
PunchOrBePunched: it is
xjeFF2001X: so r u moving back for good?
PunchOrBePunched: Pretty much
PunchOrBePunched: I might go off to college next fall
PunchOrBePunched: or this spring
xjeFF2001X: well that will be easier if u do get back together
PunchOrBePunched: yeah I agree
xjeFF2001X: where u plan on going
PunchOrBePunched: I don't know yet
xjeFF2001X: somewhere close to home?
PunchOrBePunched: I have a free year at a VA State school
xjeFF2001X: thats cool
PunchOrBePunched: I'm looking at Art stuff
PunchOrBePunched: So probably VCU
xjeFF2001X: cool cool
PunchOrBePunched: Alot of my old friends go there
PunchOrBePunched: and it's close to home (2 hours)
xjeFF2001X: thats not too bad
Pretty much Maria will freak out cause my best friend goes there....molly
xjeff2001x: Do u have feelings for her
PunchOrBePunched: imagine having sex with your sister
PunchOrBePunched: and that would be like molly and i together
PunchOrBePunched: i used to
PunchOrBePunched: a long time ago
xjeFF2001X: so u think maria would think those feelings would come back?
PunchOrBePunched: She has a right to, unless she knows me
xjeFF2001X: but now that u guys are best friends i would think it would be almost impossible for those feelings to come back
PunchOrBePunched: I'd agree with that
PunchOrBePunched: We've been friends for 6-7 years
PunchOrBePunched: and nothin has happened yet
xjeFF2001X: my best friend is a girl as well and my feelings for her has changed drastically when we became best friends
PunchOrBePunched: Molly is engaged also
PunchOrBePunched: So I would darre put on moves if I did feel something
xjeff2001x: would or wouldn't
PunchOrBePunched: wouldn't
PunchOrBePunched: mistype
PunchOrBePunched: and a bad one at that
xjeFF2001X: have u told your feelings towards molly to maria....b/c if maria knew maybe she wouldn't freak out
PunchOrBePunched: of course
PunchOrBePunched: a billion times
xjeFF2001X: so do u think that she doesn't trust you?
PunchOrBePunched: I guess, even though I've given her no reason not to trust me
PunchOrBePunched: I figures she trust me somewhat, it's just a sensitive area for her
PunchOrBePunched: trusts*
PunchOrBePunched: trusted* actually
xjeFF2001X: u havent done anything to persuade her to be sensivive in that area have you?
PunchOrBePunched: of course not!
PunchOrBePunched: of course not!
PunchOrBePunched: Wait a sec I did
PunchOrBePunched: but after she was already sensitive in the area
PunchOrBePunched: I called Maria "Molly" once when I was apologizing about the party
PunchOrBePunched: but it was because we were talking about Molly
xjeFF2001X: oh shit i bet that didn't turn out very pretty
PunchOrBePunched: and I switch names alot
PunchOrBePunched: no, but she knows I fuck up names alot
PunchOrBePunched: But she was having problems with it before that anyway
xjeFF2001X: so do u think that it mite be someone else that would make her feel that way
PunchOrBePunched: rephrase that, I don't understand?
xjeFF2001X: well if it was before the molly situation....was there another girl
PunchOrBePunched: She got jealous that I took a picture of that girl in the Mustang when you and me were out that night, the one you wanted to race
PunchOrBePunched: she's just nevous
PunchOrBePunched: She was nervous about Faren, a girl I used hang out with beofre her, too
PunchOrBePunched: before*
xjeFF2001X: well to be honest with ya....i think it all boils down to the whole long distance relationship
PunchOrBePunched: I'm sure that is part of it
PunchOrBePunched: But's there is more I can't talk about
xjeFF2001X: you two didn't date very long before u left right
PunchOrBePunched: right
xjeFF2001X: so the trust between you too hadn't been built up enought
xjeFF2001X: enough
PunchOrBePunched: gah...I can't talk about it
xjeFF2001X: u keep saying other things that can't be said....what does it concern?
PunchOrBePunched: personal stuff Maria has asked me not to talk about
xjeFF2001X: that's cool...i respect you for keepin your promise
PunchOrBePunched: She might tell you if you ask her
xjeFF2001X: well im gonna grab something to eat and do some hw...keep in touch....i hope things turn out for the good
PunchOrBePunched: thanks, peace out
xjeFF2001X: good talkin to ya again....when need to get together and hang out before you leave
PunchOrBePunched: yeah
PunchOrBePunched: I've been climbing on the cliffs, it's fun
xjeFF2001X: i have a couple of friends that have equipment to go repelling and rock climbing if you want to go sometime
PunchOrBePunched: hey that's cool, I'm up for that
xjeFF2001X: i have fall break coming up so maybe then
PunchOrBePunched: word
xjeFF2001X: ill get something together...but until take it ez
PunchOrBePunched: you too, peace out
xjeFF2001X: lata
