No one ever told me it would feel like this,
No one said don’t be scared.

All the poisons that I’ve taken, mirror my concerns
while I sleep
sometimes I feel so free, like it’s not me while I sleep.

No one ever told me it would feel like this
No one said don’t be scared

Still I screamed and bleed my pain and no one cared
No one felt my pain, or my strengths.

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No one ever told me it would feel like this
when you said it’s not you

So I’ll wait around for another day,,,,, for a brand new day
WHEN I’M NO LONGER ME.