Disclaimer: Everyone mentioned here is J.K. Rowlings, and rightfully so, as she is brilliant and I am not. ^_^
A/N: Right, so I was sitting, doing my biology homework, and I just felt compelled to do this. Ive already done a Hermione POV thing, and for some reason, Ron just sorta popped into my head (which is rare, since its usually Remusoh, did I type that?) and asked to be written. So here tis. Please dont flame, or Ill sick Firebell (my resident Firepixy and Muse) on you.
Rons Thoughts, in a Semi-Legible Format
(Mind, its quite ranting, so good luck reading & comprehending. What can I doI was inspired )
By Veralidaine
Lemme start out by saying this: Bullocks to Krum.
After all, its his fault completely. Well, his and You-Know-Whos. Okay, mostly You-Know-Whos fault, I admit. Krum contributed, though.
You know, I usually love the summer holidays, but ever since we got off the train, everythings gone to hell completely. I hate that Harrys gone strange on ushes really sketchy in his letters and doesnt say much. I hate that Mum and Dad have stopped smiling lately, due to all the attacks and overtime the ministrys putting Dad and Percy on (I dont mind Percy being gone, but Dads always so tired when he gets home. It upsets Mum and Ginny.). And I especially hate how vague Hermione is in her letters.
And I can understand Harrys lack of response when I send him a note. I mean, the guys not even fifteen, and already the fate of the entire world is in his hands. The situations bloody unfair, but theres no real way to fix it. If there was, believe me, Hermione or I wouldve found it. Probably Hermioneshes loads smarter than me But anyway, Harrys being systematically destroyed by possibly the darkest, evilest wizard that has ever existed, so I worry, but I dont get angry when he takes a long time to respond with a short, bland letter. Hermiones different, though.
Right, so first off, shes not in any immediate danger as of now. Technically, everyones in danger, but Harry is the most, so he has an excuse. When I send Hermione a letter asking her what shes doing for the summer, and she sends one back talking about the weather, I get pissed off. I mean, she either is or isnt going. Is it really that difficult to answer the question?
You know, one time I got really desperate to keep her from changing the subject through letters, and borrowed Dads fellytone to call her. Shed written the number down on a piece of parchment some time ago, and I still had it for some reason (I dunno why, and dont you go jumping to conclusions, here. Its just a phone number.). Anyway, so she answered the phone and was all surprised when she found out it was me, and then I asked her (I was not being insensitive. I said hello first.) whether or not she was going to Bulgaria, and she got all nervous and changed the subject. I got annoyed and ended the conversation rather quickly. I mean, that was all I really wanted to talk about, anyway. And, of course, Ginny had been listening in on my half of the conversation and had to tell me as soon as I hung up what an insensitive prat I was. I told her to go play with the gnomes and leave me alone.
Anyway, the stress of this summers really getting to me. I mean, what with You-Know-Who back, and Harry in danger, and Hermione going to see the wonderful, great, good, brave Vicky, I am stuck here, with far too much time on my hands way too much time to think stuff over. Like what could be happening at this moment to various people.
I mean, Harrys probably sitting at his Aunt and Uncles house, nibbling a carrot stick and trying not to be afraid. Dad and Percy are at workDads doing stuff for Dumbledore, and Percys probably kissing up to some superior officer of some sort. Hermiones either doing her homework or off doing something inappropriate with Vicky. I know she said theyre "just friends" but I wouldnt put it past her. Sneaking around the topic whenever I bring it up Hmph. Im sure she went.
I even wrote Harry to ask him what shed told him about stupid Bulgaria. He seemed amused, for whatever reason. Well, as amused as he can get, taking recent events into consideration. Anyway, he said Hermione had discussed it with him oncethat would be one time more often than she discussed it with meand that she hadnt decided.
Load of dung; of course she had. She knew Id ask him. Mind, that was ages ago. Harry said she sounded like she didnt really want to go, but I know she did. Of course, shed never tell me.
That bothers me about HermioneHarry and I talk. I mean, we dont keep secrets. Weve only really had one fight, and thats pretty good, since weve known each other for about five years. We get along really well and talk to each other all the time, but Hermiones different. Maybe cause shes a girl (yes, I actually did know that), or maybe because I really am an insensitive prat. Dunno which. Hopefully the former; I dont really want to be an insensitive prat. But really, I wish Hermione and I could talk like that. Mind, theres not much Ive got to tell her, and apparently, theres not much shes got to tell me.
And, of course, the Krum thing bothers me, too. I dont think she told Harry she was going to the Yule Ball with him, and I know she didnt tell me, no matter how many times I asked. But she told Ginny. Now, whats wrong with that picture? Ive known her longer than Ginny has! I mean, ever since that first day on the Express, Ive known Hermione. And shes always been Hermione Granger, one of my best friends (though I dont tell her that because that would be weird). And then she goes off with my little sister, telling her stuff she wont tell me and Harry. Sorry, Harry and me. Or is it Harry and I? See, shes messing with my mind
I asked Ginny about it once. She said it was because Hermione needed female company sometimes and that all girls did occasionally, and why did I think Mum went for brunch with her friends at least once a week? I grunted and went back to my musings. I honestly dont know what it is with girls. Maybe all men are doomed to wonder about that for eternitycertainly seems like it. Thats what Charlie says, anyway, and hes the one with girls falling all over him.
You know, another thing that sort of scares me with the whole Krum thing is that I keep forgetting that were fifteen. I mean, that is no justification for her dating Krumhes, what, twenty?and I completely disagree with it. I mean, he is far too old for her. Why cant she pick out a nice bloke her own age? Why does he have to be older? And whats so special about Krum anyway? I guess hes not an insensitive prat. Well, according to her hes not, anyway. Thats the only reason I can come up with.
Although, I suppose I was sort of insensitive at the Yule Ball. I mean, I dunno what got into me. It was weird, though, seeing Hermione all dressed-up and with her hair done and stuff. I mean, I knew she was a girl. Im not that thick. But it hadnt really occurred to me before that she was a normal girl. And I mean that in the kindest, most un-insulting way I can manage. I always saw her as the eleven-year-old girl who covered for the troll incident back in first year and was always there to help on my homework.
I can still remember that Halloween (well, of course I can, its not something you forget, fighting a troll, is it?). I didnt know Hermione at all, except for when she showed up in our compartment on the train and proceeded to tell me how pathetic I was at magic. Right, so that did not start out well. So then, during Charms that Halloween, she goes and levitates a feather and gives me this load of dung about not flicking my wrist correctly. I was a daft little eleven-year-old, so I got angry and explained to Harry (in a rather painfully loud voice) how she was simply the most obnoxious person Id ever met.
So then, of course, Harry tells me he saw her run by, crying. So then I got this sort of sick feeling in my stomach, because I hadnt meant for her to get upsetI mean, I hadnt even meant for her to overhear at all. I was a stupid first year, though, and I was clueless. So I just shrugged it off in my usual manner and pretended I didnt care.
Really, what else was I supposed to do at this point? I didnt have the slightest clue where she was, and there was no bloody way I was going to apologize.
So then Lavender or Parvati or someone mentioned that theyd seen her crying in the bathroom. Yeah, so by this point I was feeling rather unwell, but I didnt want anyone to know, so I acted unfazed by all this. Like I said, what was I going to do about it? So we went to the Halloween feast, and I completely forgot about it. I mean, Id never been to a Hogwarts Halloween before, and it was pretty spectacular for me.
And then Quirrell said that a troll had gotten in, and Harry (being the bleeding perfect hero he is) reminded me that Hermione didnt know about the troll, and that we ought to go find her. So I agreed, so long as Percy didnt find us. So we found this trollit was huge and nasty and smelly, and reminded me rather unpleasantly of Goylelurking about in the hallways, and it went into a room and we slammed the door on it. And then I heard Hermione scream and recalled that the particular room wed just locked the troll in just happened to be a girls lavatory. Yeah, Harry and I can be simply brilliant when it comes to that sort of thing.
So we entered the bathroom and discovered that the thing had Hermione cornered and was getting ready to squish her or something. So, after a rather terrific fight with the thing, culminating in Harry shoving his wand up its nose and me levitating its club over its head and dropping it (Hermione was rightI wasnt doing my wrist right. Another thing Ill never, ever tell her; I can just see the smug look already.), McGonagall showed up and, due to Hermiones lie, we earned a whopping five points for Gryffindor.
When we got to the Common Room, some sort of unspoken understanding had been created. We were friends, starting right then and continuing probably for the rest of our lives. I hope so. Hermione and I have had our fights, I can tell you, and its been entirely unpleasant at times, but we always end up overcoming whatever it is were sniping at each other about, and we always stay friends, if for any reason, for Harrys benefit. Well, yeah, and I like her well enough.
So that brings me back to Krum (Oh, come on, you actually thought I was going somewhere with this?). In short, he doesnt know her, she doesnt know him, and he just plain doesnt deserve her. If anybody, Hermione ought to be dating me or Harry. Or is it Harry and me ? Oh, to hell with that. Point being, Krum needs to leave the picture.
Though, truth be told, itd be weird if she dated Harry, too. Nah, hes like a brother to her or something. And I dont think he fancies her, anyway. Not like that. He likes Cho. And she doesnt like him that way either (mind, shes got Mr. Wonderful-Bulgarian-Seeker Krummikins, so I dont know what would happen otherwise). So I dont really see her with Harry. Or Neville. Or Seamus, or Dean, or basically anyone else at Hogwarts.
No, I think the only real way to deal with this is to tell her straight out that she really ought to pick someone good to date. I mean, someone her age, whos known her for ages, whos been through a lot with her and cares for her. And who isnt Harry.
And that only really leaves one person, right?
A/N: Wow, what a rant. To be truthful, I think Rons thoughts go in a rather bizarre order, due to his actions and so forth. I never imagined him to be a very rational, careful person. So anyway, thats my little Ron Rant bit. Please review, but if you flame, it will only lower my self-esteem and make Firebell angry. And then shell go flame your stuff.
~ Veralidaine