Here we go again...

(10-4-4) ~Feelin' It~ Stop me If you've felt this one Bring it To my failing brink To my weakened tip Of my reality Isn't it true We all crush We all lie We all need something None of us can define Set the bones Throw the stones You are no better We all sever We all play in the real Until we feel And then we feel

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~Falling Deeper Into You~ Keep promising You sweet heart Let me see That warm heart Pull me in Falling deeper in you Feeling the air Of lies shine through Keep telling Me of that place Let me understand Your secret grace Pull me apart Falling deeper in you Feeling the fear Of lies not true Keep pulling My soul apart Let it be My stone cold heart Pull the limit Falling deeper in you Feeling finally free From the lies of you

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~She Laughs~ She lies And she lies And everyone rushes To be by her side She laughs And she flirts But none expect what she has to hide

Promising stability Promising travel And a hundred per hour All you have to do Is simply believe Right before it turns sour

Like the puppet We play and dance Like the forgotten who Never had a chance

We all want And desperatly need But never seeing nor realizing It's the lie we feed ~~~~~~~~~~ ~My Luck Is Sour~ Don't you hear the screams Don't they pierce you Can't you feel it Thumping through you Isn't it so loud You can't escape it It pins you down now Knows when you fake it

Coming through the trees In Waves of motion Tapping the desert dry Across the salty ocean Running over the cold stones Old graves as well as new Traveling through the unknown Resting hard on you ~~~~~~~~~~ (10-10-4 . . . 2am) I forgot I can't believe I forgot

So consumed With chores Trying to get a job Others happiness

So bothered by trying to forget About him About rejection And my situation

I forget to remember That life is short But mine was fast

And even though it's ending I should appreciate not stall, not ignore, never wait

I forgot I was dying

And tonight I remembered Like a flash It floated like a feather Softly sinking in

And I can't believe I forgot ~~~~~~~~~~ (10-12-4 . . . 6am) ~Sidney~ Oh Bob I miss her My eldest Baby girl I miss her more Than anything All the cars The toys The stuff I miss her more than My mother To lose that anchor Would make me blessed

Bob She and me Were suppossed to be Until eternity

And now There's just me

Dammit Bob Why her? Why not me or anything else Oh Bob I miss her . . . ~~~~~~~~~~

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