Saw that gap again today While you were begging me to stay Take care not to make me enter If I do we both may disappear I will choke until I swallow... Choke this infant here before me What is this but my reflection? Who am I to judge or strike you down? But your pushing and your shoving me Pushing and shoving me You still love me But you cheat on me and Shit on me You still love me and you Pushit on me Rest your trigger on my finger, bang my head upon the fault line You better take care not to make me enter Because if I do we both may disappear But your pushing and your shoving me Pushing and shoving me You still love me But you cheat on me and Shit on me You're pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me Slipping back into the gap again I feel alive when you're touching me I feel alive when you're shoving me down Slipping back into you But I'd trade it all for just a little Piece of mind Pushit on me You're pushing and shoving and I'm scrambling To keep my feet flat on the ground I am somewhere I dont wanna be Push me somewhere I dont wanna be Put me somewhere I dont wanna be Seeing someplace I don't wanna see Never wanna see that place again... Saw that gap again today While you were begging me to stay Managed to push myself away And you as well, my dear If, when I say I might fade like a sigh if stay, You minimize my movement anyway, I must persuade you another way Pushing and shoving Pushing and shoving and Pushing me There's no love in fear Staring down the hole again Hands are on my back again Survival is my only friend Terrified of what may come Remember I will always love you, As I claw your fucking throat away It will end no other way