The Rant
Alright Folks, this is the big one for me. I'm putting
down all the shit that I feel needs to be said right
here and now. I know that I have a few other pages
basically dedicated to this kind of stuff. But this page
is reserved for the ultimate in what I want to get off my
chest. While the others were journal-like in that they
will remain the same, this pages content will change whenever
the hell I feel like it. Now that that's out of the way,
here we go.
Oh, by the way, I've decided to leave up the first paragraph below until I feel different. But odds are I wont feel different for quite a while. If you've already read the first one, then just skip ahead to the second paragraph.
For starters, do you believe in love? I used to, but now I
feel that it's all a big bunch of shit. Everytime you try
to put your heart out there and take down your defenses
your attacked from every angle and forced to retreat. I
know that some of you are saying "Oh but love is a beautiful
thing, and should be cherished and nurtured." Well this
is about me and my opinion, so fuck off. For me it has
proven to be nothing more than a burden that I don't need
in my life. Don't get me wrong, I love women, and sex is
great, but it's the love factor that fucks with me. I'm
the kind of guy that really doesn't want to sleep with a
girl unless I feel a strong emotional attchment, and this
helps to complicate matters. Because the few times that
I've allowed myself to be vulnerable it turned into a big
mess that I could have really lived without. For those of
you who have visited my other pages, you know of my ex-fiance
and what a mess that turned into. Love is just a random
prize in the Cracker Jacks box of life. The only problem
with that is... Well you never seemed to get the prize
you wanted.
Jeez, you would think that rage would just flow from me, but work has managed to keep me too exhausted lately to be really pissed of at many things. Of course I guess you could call that a good thing. Although it does keep this page from changing. Oh well...
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