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February 20,1999
Oh boy, here we go. It all starts about two weeks ago when my fiance' left me. Her reason that she gave me was that I wasn't trying hard enough. Well, Misty Lane, for your information, I was doing everything that I could to make you happy. Then while I'm out doing my damndest to get us back together, she starts seeing someone else that very week. And this is after telling me that she wasn't looking for anyone else. Well that's bullshit. Now onto other subjects. A couple of friends of mine are getting married next month. Michael and Christina have been together for years, and it's about damn time for them to officialy tie the knot. I'm happy for 'em, really I am. I'm looking for work again. When Misty left me....well it drug me down so much that I couldn't even eat, let alone work, so I lost my job. But at least now I've gotten to where I can at least maintain a facade of happiness, even though it's all fake. I think that Lusipher (a character from the comic 'Poison Elves') said it best when he wrote "Happiness is a temporary chemical imbalance of the true state of mind". Oh hell believe whatever you want, it's not like it's gonna bug me any.

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