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Greetings and welcome to my blog. It took forever for me to finally get blogger and my template all playing nice together, but I finally got everything the way it should be. This is just a personal blog looking at my life, my ponderings, and the darkness that dwells within me...

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Tuesday, August 27, 2002


Hmmm....my good buddy Alex just asked if anyone actually read these. Hmm...I don't know. Probably not. But it could happen, and so I hold to that hope! Hehe. Anywho, school has started and life is back into a normal swing. It's sad but I'm actually glad to be back in the dorm. Our room is so much bigger this year. I actually have room to breath and do homework (homework?) at the same time! I have an eye infection though, so I can't see anything at the moment. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow after classes so maybe I can get back to my happily contacted world soon...anyway, I have to get the Chemistry right now, so I guess I'm gonna' jet. Later! ;)
pondered by SilverWing at 12:17 PM

Monday, August 19, 2002


Wow. I returned home from Florida a couple of days ago. I'm soooo tired! We had a great time, but after 11 days with a three year old, I was ready to come home! My roommate's family is great, but her little sister is only three and can be a pain at times....I think I now know all the songs from Dora the Explorer and Barney's Beach Party...what are the odds? We had a great time though. I'm not much of one for laying out on the beaches though. I loved Blizzard Beach, SeaWorld, and Busch Gardens though! I took a ton of pics too. I think I may put some up here soon. Now I have to get ready to go back to school! Yay! I can't wait. How sad is that? Oh, yeah! My friend Alex got back from China finally! He had a great time. Maybe when he goes back I'll be able to go, too. He brought me a Chinese art set. I can't wait to use it. It's got ink and brushes, stamps, and oil paints. He even brought me a Chinese matt to paint on! I love that guy. Now I have an excuse to start painting again! ^-^ Hmmm....I think I'm going to go get started...
pondered by SilverWing at 8:50 PM

Friday, August 02, 2002


Whew...I'm tired. I've spent the last two and a half weeks showing old people how to work voting machines. I mean, it's not that hard! You push a button, you hit another button, and you're done! Oh, me. Still. I have some money to take to Florida now, so I can't complain. I'm leaving Sunday, so there probably won't be any updates to the site for awhile. I'm returning the 15th. I can't wait, although right now I'm too tired to really feel excitied....I think...I'm going....to go back........to.........bed........
pondered by SilverWing at 9:17 AM

Sunday, July 14, 2002


Well, just when life seems like it couldn't be any more depressing, something usually gives. The same afternoon as my last post I got a phone call. The man running early voting for the upcoming election needed an extra worker and got my name from one of my old teachers. So now I have a pretty good job for the next two weeks, which will give me plenty of money to go to Florida on next month with my roommate from school! I hate asking my parents for money, so this is really a great thing for me. I'm still down about some other things, but this deffinatly helps! :)
pondered by SilverWing at 1:39 PM

Tuesday, July 09, 2002


Somtimes life just gets so depressing I think I could crawl inside a hole and hide for the rest of eternity. I mean, even though one part of me is saying, "Hey, look, you have a house, a family that loves you, friends that care about you, you're going to a great school and your life is on exactly the right track. You have a great future. Be happy!" the other part of my is screaming, "Can't you do anything right? You say stupid things that hurt people when you don't mean to, you're ugly and overweight, you're lazy, stubborn, opinionated, and nobody on this earth should want anything to do with you!" I know it sounds terribly pathetic and as if I just feel sorry for myself all the time, and I guess partly that's true, but I'm not a great person in ways. I know who I want to be, I just don't know how to become that person...
pondered by SilverWing at 2:19 PM

Friday, July 05, 2002


Hey! I finally got everything up and working! It's been a really great 4th for me! I guess it's technically the 5th now, but I wanted to log on for a bit before I take a trip to dream world! :) Mom and my brother are shooting bottle rockets off the back porch. Yep. Life's normal. We went to see the fireworks over at the lake tonight. I don't know why, but it just isn't the 4th of July without fireworks! I guess there's still some kind of magic in them to me that I never lost from childhood. Seeing the sky filled with glittering bursts of multicolored light just fills me with a sense of wonder. Ok, so I guess I'll never grow up! I just love fireworks! Ok, ok. I'm going to bed now... ;)
pondered by SilverWing at 12:21 AM

Wednesday, July 03, 2002


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pondered by SilverWing at 8:35 PM


*SCREAMS at top of lungs*
pondered by SilverWing at 7:35 AM


I cannot figure this out. It's like I can either have a blog that works without the layout I like, or the layout I like without the blog. This is annoying me.........
pondered by SilverWing at 7:32 AM