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I see Jesus laughing and hear him laughing at me as he wounds my heart, hurts it, makes my face wrinkle, scares me by what he says and does, threatens to put my mom on hospital



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  • this is what Jesus told me about why he persecutes
  • Bob-1-27-2007-I told Jesus that if my gums recceeded one more time, that I would put this on. THey may have. Pray for me. MY guess is, the LOrd wants to drive me out, into sin, and maybe bring me back later, and this saddens my heart to put this on. THis goes on all day on and off and night. Lots of what is said to me by what Gopd allows me to see keeps saying things that start angering, and keep right on that track. God keeps knocking me down, or allowing, by stripping my desire to live for him with this and more going on, and all I can do is deny self. THis causes hate, rage,etc. Call me prophet gum desease. IT seems God wants my gums to exist in gum desease. The LOrd even teased me by showing me a toothbrush in visions(over and over), many times, and when I brushed better, now, fiery darts. I beleive I remember asking him to stop showing me the brush because it teased me. I believe JEsus wants me casted out and when I walk away with sincerity because my heart will not recover, then, come back. I keep getting told that by him that he wants me to backslide for two months, then, If I miss you, Ill call you back, invite, or whatever. I believe he let me know that in two months, I will not want to come back. When you the apostle pauls writings, they must have gone thru exactly this or more!. I bet they all lost thier teeth. Got to loose teeth and salvation, c asted out, bitter, beat down to despaired-this is the only way that Im humble in Gods eyes now. pray for me. Nobody can stand long with this going on. Fast until death, and God can spiritualy feed, and you wont die, pray hard, once after about 4 hours, I walked, and saw Jesus in a vision, and he teased me, threw me in a rage. LIke he was bored and waited with me crying out, and getting broken, and just waited for me to finish, or, and then, hit. I would not have been stupid enough I dont think to come to Jesus, if I knew this was going to go on. Read the bible, it did, or?