summer girl all summer long you know the winter's wrong
southbound those motel towns can mend most broken mornings
there's citrus groves where noone knows the fruit of truth from evil
and a long walk on a short pier means nothing more than swimming here
there's an end but we don't get to choose. we can only lose.
if i cried a river just for you
would you swim in it some sunny afternoon?
in the summer you'll really know
you're the only summer that i think i'll ever know
so i'll keep trying to find you somewhere smiling
over me over you over me
[March 16, 2003]
I got back from Florida yesterday. I had the time of my life. I met so many people. Pictures to come. They will be awesome. I was lying on the beach - tanning - and a very hot guy walked up to me, took off his sunglasses, and asked, "Hey. Me and my friend are wanting to go jet sking. My friend has his girlfriend to ride with him, and I want someone to go with me so I was wondering if you would like to come ride with me." I surprisingly said yes. He asked me my name, I said Caroline, and he told me his wife's name was Carol. haha. But I find out that he's only 25. At about the same time I discovered I was 18 and I attend A&M University, of course. If you didn't know I was 18, you're dumb. So we go jet sking, and I had a crush from then on. It hurt very bad to leave him. He was married and 25. I am a homewrecker. I had a lot of fun. I really hope those pictures of my future husband turn out great. Because I'll be really upset if they don't. I'll find out tomorrow.