Chapter 10

The Mystery of Embodiment

God disunifies into the gray-pink vaults

into the marbled heavens of dream

into the synaptic fires of flesh

and the allure of worlds in one verse.

There is an endless hall of mirrors

an endless book of verse

desire without limitation

within this discipline of birth.

Seeing, thinking, and feeling

this breath and the next

my heart, my very heart

this passion, this unrest.

Tension as the principle of life. Intro sha (sacred human awareness) as dA modified into the human form. Maya redefined. Sha condensation and neural conductivity. 

We have learned that the Universe appeared by means of Disunification. In this chapter, we will begin to study the purpose of a universe, and that purpose is embodiment.  In DX thought, embodiment is defined as, "the power of enclosed space." Essentially,  our Universe, or any other universe, is enclosed space and every body within, regardless of size, is also enclosed space. Thus, enclosed spaces have power and purpose because they function as the actual form of a universe. You are one of the actual and real forms in our Universe at this present time. You are an enclosed space inside of which dwells some part of disunified Infinity. Your reality may seem unreal to you, but, as we will see, such psychological effects are simply part of the enclosed space of a human body.

In this chapter, we will also examined creation and evolution. We will see that creation and evolution are post-DX methodologies used by those sub-infinite powers and forces which guide the ongoing performance and transformation of our Universe.  Absent the knowledge of the DX, it is understandable that creation and evolution would be understood as the only two ways to explain the origin of our Universe. Indeed,  we see both creation and evolution at work in our Universe. The resultant quarrel -- creation or evolution? -- arose because DX had not been revealed as the  causal mechanism whereby our Universe appeared. 

LELA was our primogenitor, or the uncaused cause of our Universe, but because she could not create due to the Paradox of Infinity, she used the mechanism (or process) of Disunification. Once the process of the DX had been completed, both creation and evolution became possible and necessary, for both methods were needed to unfold and unpackage the disunified prima materia into the forms that had been ordained during the Pre-Configuration.  Because uncertainty, or quantum effects, apply to a disunified Universe, the final form and function of those enclosed spaces which would appear in our Universe were subject to change or variation in design from the plans laid down in Pre-Configuration. The Beings who arose in the Early Universe were given wide latitude to creatively orient the Universe and its enclosed spaces according to prevailing conditions. A simple analogy would be one in which the commander of the first voyage to Mars would be given authority to take control of the actual situation upon landing.  Because we have never been to Mars, the reality could be expected to differ from our original . 

In the case of our Universe, however, there is no One God in charge. Monotheism applies only to the Unity of Infinity. In our Universe there exists a pantheon of what we could call Gods and Goddesses whose methods and manners seldom conform to human expectations. These Beings have differing powers and purposes and form the celestial hierarchy that has so often been discussed throughout the Ages. That monotheistic religions  prevail in our age does not prove that only One God exists. Rather, the appeal of monotheistic religions is based on the mass market appeal and uniformity of a brand name. For example, Protestant Christianity is generally consistent anywhere in the world because its doctrinal formula has been standardized. However, "Jesus" is not standard throughout the world as there are many versions of Jesus on the religious market. 

I do not want to stray too far into the matter of the celestial hierarchy or monotheism at this time. Suffice it to say that there were certain disagreements amongst these Beings who ruled the early Universe. DX teaching calls them the Generators of Vision. Many religions teach, whether publicly or secretly, about a War in Heaven. There was indeed a war in the early Universe amongst the Generators of Vision. The reason that the war arose was over two diametrically opposed points of view. This disagreement continues and has expressed itself in humanity and its religions. The disagreement centers on the direction and focus that life should take. Because the Original Disagreement (OD) became wrapped in moralism, threats of hell, monotheistic claims, death, money, and everything else involved with religion, the argument itself disappeared. It has been replaced by lesser arguments which serve only to keep the Original Disagreement from surfacing for discussion. In Chapter 13 we will reveal the Original Disagreement. We will then examine it in light of the DX and discuss a resolution made available by the meta-idea that is the Disunification. 

Birth

I awoke screaming and covered with blood.  My birth could not be stopped by any act of my will. Nature had provided the biological mechanisms whereby I was thrust into this world.  Earth, parents, food, water, DNA, amino acids, body temperature, and then the chemical signal to begin labor. Powerful muscular contractions, the breaking of the pure maternal waters in which I had been bathed, mother pushing down hard, and then the headlong rush into life. I could no more resist my birth than I could resist my conception. 

The power of the manifest Universe is irresistible. This power seeks expression and embodiment in forms, processes, and beings. All beings emerge from this great power and neither create nor destroy this power. Humans are but one embodiment of this Universal power. We are embodied within the Universe by virtue of our bodies and psyches, both of which are custom made to inhabit this "air-ocean" earth to use a phrase of Buckminster Fuller.   There is no way to resist embodiment within the Universe. You and I are each here because the power of the Dream has summoned us to this time and place.  It can be no other way.  You and I are each here living our unique and unrepeatable lives because we desired to do so when were LELA the Awakened One. You can lie and whine about how miserable your life is all you want, but the truth is that when push comes to shove, you will claw and kill to stay alive because your life is that valuable. When Queen Elizabeth I lay dying she said that she would give her entire Kingdom for one more day of life, and so would you. 

The natural impulse is to want to live and prosper in peace and stability. To do this requires freedom, negotiation, tolerance, and respect for the laws and order of society and government. It requires that we become good citizens, that we transcend our lower animal nature that too easily claws and kills. Wild human animals, who are nothing more than unevolved criminals, must be hunted down mercilessly by the agents of we who would live in peace. It has ever been so and this is our law:  Live peaceably with us or experience our collective rage against you. Criminals take notice: Comply or die.  

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The Disunification, or the universe we inhabit, is limited by its very nature, and so naturally this limitation would be inherent in our senses. The religious doctrine of maya correctly recognizes the limits of the body and mind, but it errs when it falsifies them by equating them with illusion: dE and dA are not illusory, they are in fact the very reality of the Disunification. The irony of the concept of maya, then, is that it warns of an illusion while perpetuating one. Maya speaks to the limitations of embodiment rather than merely illusion; in the DX our limitations rightly point to a design. The idea of maya arises from the flawed matrix of spirit and matter; the Disunification arises from the recognition of the limits God had to assume in order to disunify. The idea of maya condemns the body and mind to a material scrap heap of illusion; the DX acknowledges the independent, co-equal, and actual existence of body and mind as discrete forms of dE and dA.

Tension

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The Power of Enclosed Spacetime

Disunification is a process used by LELA to disunify Unity in localized region of Infinity. One key property that arises within disunity is temporal space. Temporal space is discontinuous with, or disunified from, the continuum of Infinity.  This space is temporal because it only persists for eternity (eternity being defined as the duration, or the lifetime, of a given universe). The space in our Universe will only persist so long as its  enclosure (which was once a void moment) maintains its structural integrity.  

How long will our Universe last?

Time is a function of eternity, of sub-infinity. In Infinity time is unified with the whole and has no meaning. Within Unity, no things have meaning. Unity itself is the meaning and purpose of Infinity. Time arises in the absence of Infinity. Time is the measure of an eternity. The clock started when our Universe erupted from out of the Disunification and someday time will run out. Time is intertwined with space and fills our Universe. It may seem like nonsense to say it, but I will: The fact that it takes time to travel between two points reveals that time and space are absolutely related. In our Universe, one cannot travel between two points without time elapsing. Even if you could travel at the speed of thought, thought itself takes time, and, in any case thought is slower than light.  Light is limited to 186,000 miles per second. That light is limited by time shows that time is a fundamental limitation. Were we to travel faster than light, we would still be in time. Were we to exceed time, we would also have to exceed space. To exceed space and time would mean that we had reached be in Infinity. In this case, we would cease to exist as independent beings and our accomplishment would be irrelevant to Unity.  There is no place where time stands still.  To exceed time causes the disappearance of time; there is no looking back, so to speak. 

When LELA disunified our Universe from Infinity, time and space appeared as did many other items we will discuss in this chapter. LELA kept time and space coupled within our Universe.  

Time and space are inseparable in our Universe. In practical terms, however, your human life is the only time that should concern you. The Universe will outlive you by eons. Of course, you will be reincarnated and live in various dimensions and realities over time, for that was mandated in the Pre-Configuration. Those religions which say that you only have one shot at life and then must face heaven or hell are using psychological terror against people. They are trying to control people with fear. Your death will come, that is certain. Yet at the level of disunified Awareness, you will live for eternity. And beyond eternity, you have always lived as Infinity. In fact, if you can realize that you are a part of Infinity existing on a sub-infinite plane as an eternal being, then the ecology of death and rebirth will become apparent. 

When you look up into the blue sky of day, what do you see? I see the Infinity Surround, or what we also call the sky, and I realize that beyond the sky exists Infinity. The sky is presently locked and will remain so for eternity. In the meantime, we are the Universe talking to itself trying to figure out the mysteries within us. I am some part of the Universe talking to you and I am telling you where you came from originally and how you got here. The message of the Disunification is liberating news when you understand it. The rest of this book is about deepening our understanding of the Disunification. 

Maya: The "I" Forming Force, its pluses and minuses

Maya: The Hidden Mirrors of God

Maya is based on concealed mirrors, the logic of Dream being that one cannot see the mirrors. How the mirrors are hidden is a Mystery. Yet some part of the Mystery can be uncovered, for the hidden mirrors can sometimes be perceived by a "sideways glance" which we will later discuss.  Because dreaming is a reduction of Awareness, dreaming allows for a subject-object relationship within the One. The same pertains in your dreams, for the people who arise in your dreams arise from your own psyche, and yet because your awareness is reduced in dream, you automatically presume them to be other than you. When you are in a deep dream, it never even occurs to you to question the actual existence of the other people in your dream. By design, your psyche interprets the people, animals, surroundings, and everything in your deep dreams as being unquestionably real. Although most of the living beings in your dreams arise from your psyche and are processed through your neural architecture, it also occurs that the dead, disembodied entities, angels, and even the Gods and Goddesses can appear in your dreams, for human dreams are one sub-Infinite analogue of Mystery-Land where normal human law, reason, or even fairness is not permitted to prevail. 

In the Infinite sense, the subject-object nature presented by the Dream violates the paradox of Infinity, which paradox states that no separate objects, beings, or processes can exist within an absolute Unity. In order to remain Infinite, Infinity must remain inviolate. It therefore does not permit pyramids, spheres, separate Gods or Goddesses, or anything else, to rise up against its Unity. Infinity is the sum total of All That Is, and All That Is can only be expressed as such within the unified field of Infinity. All That Is (ATI) must, logically, exist as a unity if it is to be ATI. The paradox of Disunification is that some finite, defined, pre-configured part of ATI is localized as a particle, or point in space, within the Continuum of Infinity. This localization is embodied as a DXsphere within the language of the DX. The DXsphere then undergoes a sudden, high energy phase transition into disunity. This phase transition into disunity is a change to ATI. So that ATI can remain inviolate as a Unity, the disunity is localized, contained, and otherwise hermetically sealed off from Unity inside of a DXsphere. The outer layer of the DXsphere physically contacts ATI at every point, thereby leaving ATI in unity or equilibrium. However, the interior of the DXsphere is in disunity because the paradox of DX allows the interior to achieve its own equilibrium, which in the case of our Universe, is controlled by its interior laws of thermodynamics and other processes. These laws do not apply across the Continuum of Infinity but rather serve merely to anchor, or equilibrate, the stellar ecosystem inside of a DXsphere. 

Maya causes the Dreamer to experience the same sort of altered state of consciousness we experience in our dreams. Maya is that which induces a  psychic vulnerability in our consciousness which causes it to involuntarily identify itself with that which arises to its attention. Our consciousness can easily and involuntarily identify itself with dreams, ideas, religious and political causes, and so many other things both good and bad. Because of this vulnerability -- which exists for a reason and will later be explored -- 

Define as Sympathetic Imagination? --> Hubbard claimed that "Theta-beings" had been "implanted" with ideas during the course of their incredibly long existence through the use of electrical shock and pain, combined with hypnotic suggestion; aversion therapy on a grand scale. Hubbard said it was necessary to recall these implants, and to separate out the different entities in an individual, and put them firmly under the command of the Theta-being. This was the direction of Hubbard's new auditing techniques.

What's Going On?   

Spacetime emerges as a result of Disunification. So that Infinity can maintain the equilibrium of Unity, it must enclose this disunified spacetime. It does so by using an enclosure called a void moment. Once the void moment engulfs disunified spacetime and all of the other physical and psychic elements present in the moment of Disunification, Infinity seals off the void moment from itself.  In other words, LELA locks the sky.  The prima materia, or raw materials, that were ejected from Infinity, are captured inside of the interior of the void moment. They are then transformed over time into a universe via the creative works of the sub-infinite Gods and Goddesses and the natural mechanisms of stellar and biological evolution. 

A semblance of the DX occurs with humans. We are born in a moment of ecstasy and take shape within a surging microscopic sea of living cells. Our cells grow according to an genetic pattern that pre-ordained us to be human.  As our central nervous system and brain grow, they become a stable neural platform whereby dA can cohere and focus itself. The brain allows the ambient dA of the Universe to become localized and to focus itself into the image of a unique individual. It is as if invisible genetic and psychic hands were turning the lens of the brain so that it sees itself.  The brain does not see its literal self, but rather it understands itself to be a person. 

The big bang was the result of DX,  and so you were the result of your parents disunifying some part of themselves, for truly you are distinct from your parents. As you grew in the womb, the plates of your skull began to form. They were soft and pliable so that your brain could grow. When you were born, the fontanel, or soft spot, atop your skull remained elastic so that your brain could keep growing. At some point, your skull hardened and the sky, your personal sky, was locked.  Your skull will remain locked until you die and so the locked skull of humans mirrors the locked sky of our Universe. Under our skulls, we race with great passion and emotion, for we are a very potent cocktail of raw psyche into which has been stirred the very elements of the Universe.  What are we? We thrive with potential, with darkness, with lust, adventure, holiness, and so many other living, pulsing desires. Looking at our own behavior, we wonder why we do what we do. Sometimes we think ourselves crazy, dysfunctional, or mentally ill. While  we are getting ahead of ourselves here, a word from James Hillman is apropos:

    "When normality explodes or breaks out into craziness or shadow, we might look closely, before running for cover and before attempting to restore the familiar order, at the potential meaningfulness of the event. If we are going to be curious about the soul, we may need to explore its deviations, its perverse tendency to contradict expectations. And as a corollary, we might be suspicious about normality. A facade of normality can hide a wealth o deviance, and besides, it is fairly easy to recognize soullessness in the standardizing of experience."  -- Care of the Soul

 To be a human is to always have something going on. There is no escape; there is always something, some problem or other, perhaps a 747 full of problems, going on inside of a human. Even if someone is great, or rich, or talented, they too always have something going on inside, and such people usually have a lot more tortured stuff going on inside. People worry about their health, money, their kids, their job, and a thousand other things.  Although I am in the middle of taking you through an esoteric journey, I wanted to stop for a moment to remind you that to be human is to have things going on in your head.  The Disunification have everything to do with what is going on both inside of your head and out here in the Universe. There is a connection between the inner and the outer and it is something you have to understand to comprehend what I am writing. 

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Like you very own body, our Universe is intelligent. And like your body, it is intelligent in two different ways. To the extent that our Universe is a machine, its intelligence is expressed in the form of impersonal structural components. Your autonomic nervous system (ans) is an example of an  impersonal structural component, i.e. it handles your breathing and heartbeat without any thought on your part. Likewise, gravity is an  impersonal structural component of our Universe, i.e. it ensures the ordered movements of bodies throughout spacetime. Gravity keeps planets and bodies in their place with no effort on the part of the planets and bodies it controls.  Time and magnitude demonstrate the several differences between these two impersonal and intelligent structural forces:

    1. Gravity is impersonal and works across distances both great and small. An man on the edge of a steep mountain trails slips and plunges to the valley below. No matter how righteous or needed he is by his family, gravity impersonally acts upon and so is a factor in his death. The laws of physics are structural and impersonal in this way. Because they are a part of dE, they are mechanistic and blind to any human reality or concern. The laws of physics were not suspended as the bullet(s) flew towards John F. Kennedy.  This great man was slaughtered in front of God and the entire world and physics played a role. As JFK was being murdered, the earth remained in its orbit. 

    2. Your autonomic nervous system, while personal to you, is based on a larger biolgical template common to our race and to all living creatures.  You and your particular ans will die and gravity will not.  Yet the ans isof a given race can die off as, for example, in extinction. However, gravity, as far as we can tell, will not become extinct until our Universe collapses. Gravity is eternal in that it exists for the duration of our Universe; the ans of a given species will only exist as long as that species exists. 

What we have then is a distinction within disunified Energy

 genetic and 

Some part of the intelligence in our Un  

An Infinity Surround is the boundary layer between a bubble universe and Infinity. The Infinity Surround may well account for gravity, for it encloses a bubble universe with a pressure sufficient to control its expansion. When a universe has depleted its expansive energy, the weight and pressure of the Infinity Surround will act to compress the bubble. When it becomes a singularity, the bubble collapses and the totality of its interior physical and physic contents, including its now compressed spacetime, will be reunified with Infinity. 

The primary enclosure for spacetime is the bubble universe, which bubble was formerly an empty and unexpanded void moment. The bubble encloses spacetime, all of the dE and dA that was allocated to it by LELA, as well as the dimensions and other forces Pre-Configured for it. Disunified Energy and Awareness serves as the raw material of the new universe. The primary purpose and function of a universe is to enclose spacetime into bodily forms, the configurations of which were designed by LELA. Bodies are therefore primarily defined as enclosed spacetime.  Another approach to defining this matter would be to say that that spacetime is the platform, or chassis, upon which all bodies are built. If you think about it, all bodies require spacetime in order to manifest, for without spacetime nothing can appear or persist.  

Another consequence of Disunification is that quantum effects apply to universes and the bodies therein.  What this essentially means is that while all universes are Pre-Configured by LELA, their outcomes are based upon probabilities once they have been sealed off from Infinity via Disunification.  Once Unity is lost, probabilities reign supreme, for know who lives in spacetime can know with certainty what will happen in the future. Time moves in one direction and the future is a maze of probabilities. While we may have some certainty of what will happen in the future -- especially if we are living a life of monotony or otherwise trapped in a rut -- we cannot have certainty of what will happen from one day to the next.  Said in human terms, uncertainty reigns in disunity. In fact, all we really have as sub-infinite beings is the present moment. All we have is "this breath and the next" until our breathing ends at a given moment in space and time. The great sages of humanity have expressed this truth repeatedly:

                        "Do not worry about tomorrow for it has not yet come." 

                        "You can only live one day at a time. Do this instead of living in the past or the future"

                        "Live in the eternal moment of now."

Another consequence of Disunification is a measure of free will. Paradoxically, individuals who possess free will cannot exist within Infinity because absolute Unity prevents that which is individual or free, for the will of the One is all that exists. Only the One is free within Infinity. That this One chooses to disunify into sub-infinite individuals is a radical act of free will relative to absolute Unity. Disunity is thus sacrificial in nature just as so much of human life must be if it is lived rightly.  Therefore, the principle of sacrifice is inherent within Consciousness itself no matter what its state relative to Infinity.  Free will is the optimal and desired state of humans. Free will is not anarchy nor an absence of rules. Free will is rational self-discipline in the context of one's relationships, responsibilities, and one's possibilities and limitations. Free will is thus a conditional term whose definition differs from person to person, time to time, and culture to culture. 

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LELA disunifies herself constantly to produce Universes without end. This is the Mother principle. I graphically represent the fabric of Infinity as looking like this:

Infinity is riddled with bubble universes in the same way a sponge a riddled with holes. I use the word "riddled" advisedly, for each universe is a riddle to Infinity inasmuch as it is sealed off from Infinity. LELA cannot know what a particular universe will give back to Infinity until it is reunified. On a related note, my use of the term "bubble universes" is not literal, for universes can be of any shape, the only rule being is that they are enclosed, or discontinuous with, Infinity. As of this writing, cosmologists measuring Cosmic Microwave Background, which they say is the remnant of the big bang, have stated that our Universe is incredibly flat and smooth.  If we add to this flatness the "dark matter" that supposedly makes up most of our Universe we have a black screen. If we then factor in the radiant galaxies, the luminous clusters of galaxies, the bright nebulae, and the glowing plasma clouds, we have images. The description begins to sounds like a flat panel computer or television screen and playfully suggests that we are being watched on a vast form of television or the internet. "The Truman Show" may indeed be the leitmotif of our Universe. 

It is possible that all or some of the bubble universes are linked:  

Here I have shown bubble universes linked in a manner which can imply an atomic,  chemical, neural, or genetic arrangement. This structure leads to all sorts of possible imaginings. Perhaps the bubble universes are connected as neurons so that we form a meta-brain through which LELA is able to have sub-infinite thoughts that all take place in the "wetware" of universes. Perhaps the bubble universes function genetically as a single entity that we can call God. Maybe only blue lines connect blue universes and there is no possible connection to redline universes, except for one particular universe. The above illustration suggests a matrix of pan-dimensional magnitude and that could be how LELA arranged it. We do not know. The purpose of the image is to give flight to possibilities as the Disunification allows us to imagine as widely as we are able, the goal being to expand our minds to Infinity so as to allow for optimal compatibility with the Source of our consciousness. In other words, keep an open mind about life, yourself, and what could happen next. At any given time, even at the moment of death, there is far more space available to you than your conventional mind allows for. The Alt+Ctrl+Delete which comes at the end of life is just nature's way of restarting you.  

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While a universe is many things, its primary purpose is embodiment. Inherent in embodiment are limits and boundaries. The limits which enclose us are made of either disunified Energy or disunified Awareness. The limits can be physical or psychological, political or geographical. Limits  can be made of ideas or cells. Sometimes boundaries and limits can be seen, others and invisible, and some you don't even know about. Some limits and boundaries are absolutely necessary for life while others are dangerous and evil. We will enquire into the nature, purpose, and transcendence of limits as we wend our way through the remainder of this book. 

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At the most fundamental and immediate level, our prime limit is the body-mind in which we exist. 

Stop and think about that, because your body and mind have defined and limited you in profound ways since you were in eutero. Who does not look at their face in the mirror each day to search it for age, attractiveness, or in an attempt to divine the inner mystery of one's self? What our face looks like is a limit, especially in a culture that so overrates beauty. 

Will beauty save the world from any of its woes? No. beauty cannot do that. It is said that beauty can inspire and uplift, yet the beauty spoken of in such a case is normally associated with  

What is a body? It is an enclosure that was designed, or Pre-Configured, for specific purposes. The process of human embodiment includes the reproduction and repair of individual cells within a body and the reproduction of new human bodies via birth. We can borrow the architectural term "purpose built" to say that humans were "built" for specific purposes. Some of these purposes, such as the ability to survive in earth's varied environment,  are obvious, whereas other purposes are not readily apparent or can only emerge by means of technology.  

Bodies are based on the repetition of form, or what we can also call duplication.  Human bodies, for example, are based on the repetition of specialized cells which aggregate to, say, an internal organ or the skin. This massive duplication of identical cells within each organ and bodily structure summates to a unique human body.  A prominent feature of bodies is that they are formed from multiple layers and interior bodies.  The human body has many different physical layers and interior bodies within it. The skin, skeleton, and muscles are examples of physical layers. The heart, lungs, and intestines are examples of interior bodies.  The layers of a human body all have a purpose as do its organs.   The physic, or spiritual, dimension of a human also has many different layers and interior bodies. These layers are called the "subtle bodies" and its interior bodies have been called "chakras." 

How does the Table of dA function interpretively?

Let us suppose that a given human personality has twenty-four psychic elements and that the following four are dominant in terms of their percentage within the psyche: 

#29 Guilt; #17 Godmatism; #32 Leadership; #21 Intelligence. 

The combination could allow for a personality who is a religious leader troubled by their sins. If we modify this combination by adding #7, we could have a person who experiences Christian salvation and forgiveness very deeply. If we change by adding #24, we have a religious leader who steals money from the flock. Remove the guilt, and you have a religious leader who feels no remorse over stealing money from the flock and perhaps justifies it by saying they deserve the money for sacrificing so much to do God's work. 

Conversely, Hitler would have been: 

10 + 32 + 16 + 40 + 35 + 28 + 21 = An evil and utterly remorseless megalomaniac who could kill and enslave millions in war.   

Because there are about a hundred elements in the Table of dA ,  the possible mathematical combinations easily run into the tens of billions and so allow for each human personality that has ever lived, or will ever live, to be unique.  This corresponds to the genetic uniqueness of each person based on the numberless permutations of DNA. Both genetics and the dATable therefore validate the uniqueness of each and every human based on the proposition that LELA preconfigured you in physical and physic terms.

 What your mother always told, then,  you is true: In all of the world there is only one you. You are unique. and there will only ever be one of you.  Will you live forever? Of course you will, although not in the way you think about Heaven. LELA will reclaim everything back to herself in the Reunification of Energy and Awareness. The Reunification, or what we could call the Eschatology of the Disunification, will be discussed in the last chapter of this book. 

If you were born, the odds favored you. Your birth -- and the non-birth of other probabilistic humans -- indicates that chance and randomness are built into the system. The Universe is probabilistic and not predetermined; this is a crucial distinction. However, DX theory absolutely allows for parallel universes and even for parallel and different versions of you. Hence, every probability is realizable within one or another universe or dimension. The principal understanding is that Infinity always gives itself the maximum allowable amount of disunified space in which to create and explore. The long view is that Infinity is always disunifying some part of itself and reunifying others. Once LELA takes back in reunified universes, she reads them to see what happened. She reads them to see how her original design developed and evolved. Then the experiences, accumulated knowledge, and personalities of that universe are internalized into Infinity where they  live forever within God. Disunification and Reunification are two mechanisms whereby  LELA, the Infinite God, is able to create without violating the paradox of Infinity that disallows creation.   

 Once the possibility you represented was realized at your birth, all of your possible destinies came into play. LELA, as the master novelist of Infinity, has the time and power to imagine each and every possible human character and all of their possible destinies.  So you were born as an acorn with a particular set of destinies available to you. Likewise, the nuances that emerge from your innate character are also dependent on which destiny you follow. To follow one destiny is to emphasize one part of your character and to diminish others, for you can never fully embody or express the broad expanse of your true nature or possible destinies. Moreover, the destiny you will achieve or realize is ultimately dependent upon you.  However, you are free to choose only within the range of the possibilities assigned to you, for you cannot be other than what you are. The Source Codes as based in the dATable and are those physic elements which form your unique soul, which soul is born as an acorn. 

I would suggest pursuing the works of James Hillman if you are interested in the acorn theory of personality. I have incorporated some of his brilliant work into my philosophical views as well as into my own life. I highly recommend his book, "The Soul's Code" as a good place to start. I also highly recommend Thomas Moore's esteemed book, "Care of the Soul" if you are curious about how I approach and think about my own life. The genius in these two books are profound. These books have contributed to my life and for that I am deeply grateful to Hillman and Moore.

Of the many  implications of the Table of dA, perhaps the most important is the recognition that human diversity is structural and inherent within the DX. This puts the lie to those religious notions that would judge human diversity in terms of sub-infinite religious models of God, morality, and sin. Certainly, humanity needs to impose limits and boundaries upon those expressions of personality that are harmful in the same way we control physical toxins, poisons, and other hazards. It is imperative that we identify and control -- via imprisonment, institutionalization, drugs, or castration, etc.  -- those people whose psychic constructions will harm us, our children, and society at large.  The problem in identification and control is to strike a balance in a free society between human rights and the often inane "zero tolerance" policies that confuse serious mistakes of youth for innate criminality.  As we begin to understand the genetic basis of behavior -- and I assert that each element in the Table of dA has a genetic signature  -- we can begin to nuance our protocols of identification and control. 

The dATable also explains both the so-called "bad seed" and the genius. Some people are born evil from birth because they come into the world with a heavy deposit of dA elements #42 and #18 (criminality and hatred) in their psyches. LELA, the novelist, writes stories with truly terrifying possibilities and ensures that the necessary dark characters will exist. Others, the privileged few, come into the world with the spark of genius. A reading of the biographies of geniuses and those who are very gifted are often reveal very tormented lives. I explain my general rule about people and life within the DX by saying. "The jaws open both ways." Like a pair of scissors or pliers, the distance between the middle increases as one's personality "opens up." To be more enlightened it to also be more exposed to sadness and evil, for to claim enlightenment without having been exposed to shadow and tragedy is to  claim an enlightenment that is not full.

That life can be immensely difficult, cruel, and full of travail, however, is no reason to despair. One skill we possess as humans is that of alchemy, or the ability to transform the bad of life into something better and more noble. Of course, to change or control one's personality is to go against one's nature.  This is extremely difficult -- but so was learning to fly. Flying goes against the gravity and yet we did it. It is in the nature of humans to learn how to change and so I take the long view. As do so many other, I too predict that emergent transformational, genetic, electronic, and pharmaceutical technologies will allow humans to change on a vast scale. Our impending ecological meltdown will force us to do so. The fear of madmen with weapons of mass destruction will force us to do so. 

In the Baghavad Gita, it is said that the goddess Kali takes all the poisons of the world into her body and transforms them into nectar. In the human sense, we too have the poisons of the world within ourselves and we must turn them to nectar or die. Humans are transformational in nature; our relentless quest is to change things from one state to another. We elaborate upon the DX by taking the raw elements of matter and psyche and transforming into them utilitarian and aesthetic creations, and we must continually do that in order to survive and prosper. 

Being human means to be in a constant struggle with the our own nature and with the conflicting views of others. That is how LELA apparently configured humanity. We have been made to wrestle with our demons and no religious formula can easily change our inherent struggle or contradictory nature. LELA gave us our nature for a reason and the best I can tell is our struggle to achieve nobility and honor in the face of adversity is something highly prized by LELA and so we are thus naturally inspired by such noble struggle.  In terms of my own personal destiny and struggle, I could no more quit writing this book than I could quit breathing.  I will write other books about the Disunification to elaborate upon this one, and I will write until I die. I have no other desire than to be the means by which the knowledge of the Disunification appears in this world. 

The dAsphere is the name I give to the psychic realm of our Universe. It has also been called the invisible or spiritual world and is commingled with the physical world. Just as your dE body occupies four-dimensional spacetime, so too does your sha (or what has been called spirit, soul, atman, etc.). The sha simultaneously and synchronously occupies your body as it arises within the phenomenal realm of the dAsphere. In general, your body and sha are inseparable while your body lives. Sha and body are synchronized within the human configuration when it is awake. Sha is free to separate in dreams or via exercises such as astral projection. We will have more to say about sha later. For now we can say that while it corresponds in some respects to conventional models of soul and spirit, it differs in that we can trace its elemental aspects to the dAtable. We can use the dAtable to analyze our individual sha in such a way as to uncover many of its secrets. 

The dAsphere differs from traditional concepts of the spiritual world insofar as God, or LELA,  is not present in her full, infinite form. In his classic work, The Book, Alan Watts argued that God is present but plays "hide and seek" with himself by becoming everything in the Universe:

How does the process of identification occur? To answer that we must understand the  mechanics of incarnation.

The principle of conscious existence within the DX is this:  dA can only manifest in spacetime within an enclosed space, and, that space is made of repeating forms that are held in place by both physical and psychic tension. 

dA requires a physical body to appear in the physical world of dE. Even ghosts and other spirits, if we are to believe metaphysical authorities (and why shouldn't we when it comes to ghosts?) have etheric, or energy, bodies.  In technical terms, we would say that dA must exist within an enclosed space  in order to manifest within the dE universe. The phrase, "the power of enclosed spaces" is one important key to understanding the DX.  Our Universe is an enclosed spaces which contains numberless enclosed, or defined, spaces from superclusters, to bodies, to cells, to the subatomic particles in the Dirac Sea.  And what are bodies, or enclosed spaces, except the repetition of form?  In general, the cellular bodies with which we are familiar arise as hierarchical fractal structures that branch into networks.  Said another way, the physical bodies of earth consist of millions and millions of identical, repeating cells of varying types which are wired together by the nervous system to form a coherent dE body which sha  integrates via the Pre-Configured mechanics of incarnation.  

Some part of dA that was present at the DX was fused with the quartz chards of the Pre-Cosmic Pyramid to become sha.  The explosion and subsequent fire fused the quartz chards left over from the pyramid with disunified Awareness. Hot as white-fire, these infinitesimally small quartz chards fused with diverse elemental combinations of disunified Awareness during the very early Universe. This mating of pure dA with a diversity of physical and psychic elements would form the basis of humans. The union of these different properties in a dE body is called sha.   Sha is the DX name for soul, spirit, or whatever you want to call the sentient aspect of humanity. 

The method for evoking sha was determined at the beginning of time based upon rules carried into our Universe from the Pre-Configuration. It would take time for the mechanisms of life to evolve to the point where humans could appear and reproduce. Prior to the appearance of humans, nature was "un-packaging" the long and detailed instruction sets from the Pre-Configuration and expressing them in the what we would later call the evolutionary chain. Humans are yet another step in the evolutionary ladder to the next level, and, because we have been given much, much is expected of us. As far as can be determined, we are the only species on earth that is responsible for its own destiny. Every other species is powerless to change its destiny.  

A major problem which prevents us from both attaining enlightenment is Godmatism. Sha has an innate desire to re-unify with Infinity -- and this is where the problem of Godmatism arises.  When sha -- and here I am speaking of sha in an individual and collective sense, the latter as a religious group of people -- does not understand that it exists in a sub-infinite condition, it reflexively, and often in fear, seeks to contract itself down to Infinity. It does so by declaring a sub-infinite God to be Infinite. It then establishes doctrinal teachings about this God that are not enlightening but rather place severe limitations upon awareness. These limitations contract one's awareness. Conversely, enlightenment teachings require the student to expand his or her awareness by transcending limitations. The attempt in enlightenment is to expand to Infinity whereas in Godmatism the attempt is to contract down to a false Infinity. 

In the case of Godmatism, sha attempts to seek union with its sub-infinite God. However, sub-infinite Gods cannot deliver Unity or even miracles in most cases. I say this because most of the sub-infinite Gods cannot violate physical laws or alter human physical and emotional conditions, Because  the miracles we ask for often require the  violation of physical laws or the alteration of physical or emotional conditions, most of our prayers will go unanswered. Science can outperform the sub-infinite Gods for the simple reason that sub-infinite Gods cannot deeply impact sha whereas disciplines such as  medicine, surgery,  psychology, and psychiatry can. 

However, the sub-infinite Gods can impact human psyches, and this is where their real power comes from.  Ironically, human belief, faith, and obedience are required for the sub-infinite Gods to gain power, for without belief, faith, and obedience, the sub-infinite Gods cannot really have much impact on humans. This is why the priests, pastors, and ministers of the Godmatic religions require their adherent to place great emphasis upon unquestioning faith, belief, and obedience. 

When sha attempts to make Infinite a sub-Infinite God, sha effectively declares that all other Gods and Goddesses are false and those who follow other Gods are evil and/or deceived. When sha becomes Godmatic, it sets itself against the Universe and seeks to oppose all others that do not agree with its view of God.  It avoids relationships with all those who do not agree with it. It turns inward and damns the world to hell.  Rather than expanding, or radiating, its energies out towards Infinity to grasp the vision of LELA, its contracts its visions inwards towards those psychic essences, those dA Gods, who consider themselves to be the only God and declare this to their followers. 

When these monotheistic essences are violence-prone, their human followers equate that violence with their "holy" God. When this happens, we see human religious fanatics committing acts of violence both great and small in the name of their God.  Compounding their sin is the fact that they justify murder, theft, drug dealing, and so many other crimes in the name of God. Al Qaeda is an example of humans being controlled by an Evil Essence who justifies their mass-murders, drug dealing, thefts, and anarchy. The God of Al Qaeda is as reprobate and violent as his human followers. Moreover, the God of Al Qaeda is relatively powerless by himself, for without humans to carry out his violence, without Osama bin Laden's bank account, the Al Qaeda Demon-God would be a nobody. This reveals that humans are needed by corrupt Gods. When a Demon-God incarnated as Hitler, he too needed humans and cash to finance his deadly crimes against humanity. We will discuss Evil further in the next chapter.

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A key question is whether or not you will expand towards Infinity or contract towards the false Gods of sub-infinity. Master Da Free John posed this question in many ways in one his  jeweled works of enlightenment. Entitled, Compulsory Dancing, Master Da, the God-Realized Adept, asks primal questions which prove terrifying  to unenlightened sha:

 "Will you surrender to the reality in which you are arising, or will you defend yourself for the rest of your life? Will you contract, will you withdraw, withhold, dissociate, separate, turn upon yourself? Will you avoid all relations, contract from them? Will you react, or will you simply remain in the natural position prior to that recoil? Will you be present? Will you not avoid relationship? Will you shine as love to Infinity? Will you enter into complete fullness of feeling relative to that Condition in which you are arising? Will you do that as a principle of existence, rather than what you are tending to do, which is to contract upon yourself and become afraid?" 

While we live as disunified, spacetime people, we have a choice to expand outwards towards Infinity. Such expansion gives us the freedom we need to think, speak, in ways that enhance our growth, happiness, and enlightenment. To contract is to lose the freedom to speak, think, and act. It is to be limited to small ideas and small, angry sub-infinite Gods who would scrutinize and judge our every thought, word, and deed on a 24/7 basis. Is that freedom?  

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