I
am _____. To complete that sentence I
would say, “I am an Empath”. The phrase,
“I am” is an altruistic expletive and I find those two words to be very valuable
lately. It has helped me to accept that which I am. And, that is a good step to finding happiness
and to accept all that is.
The
following “article” is a good read even if you think the ideas are
preposterous.
I
think I finally woke up. The cocoon is
dissolving. This past year has been very
hard for me. I was and still am evolving
into what I am now and what I want to be.
There is a reasonable amount of uncertainty that still exists, among
other things, but I have started to accept, conceptualize, and understand that
within everything is really nothing. If
you look at an amoeba and then look within what lies within, the only thing left
is nothing. And all the nothingness
together will in turn make everything.
This helped me to learn that sometimes trivial things aren’t
everything! (no
pun intended) These things sound so very common-sense to me but in reality these
basic thoughts are so deep that there is a certain amount of duality. Questioning oneself and the world are the
ways in which we have evolved into intelligent beings. But, to me, being intelligent has nothing to
do with greed and expansion. We have
literally changed the Earth’s ecosystem and we have done this without question
or care. Responsibility has found itself
few and far between the very fiber of humanity.
Seeing
and listening better are things we all have to learn. The only way to truly listen is with
emotions. Emotions come from our “soul”
or “energy force” and our brains just translate that information into the basic
needs. All of our desires of happiness
and joy are overseen. Seeing is more
than just opening your eyes. It is about
opening your heart and building your well of chi. Listen with more than just your ears and see
with more than just your eyes. The movie
of life has many frames. The movie is
really not on a reel, it is just a scattered mess of frames. The frames aren’t seen in order and confusion
can be the result. Choosing which frame
to experience and deciding what to do with that one piece of “nothing” is done
blindly. Déjà vu frequently occurs to
further confuse us. We knew that frame
existed or happened, hence, there is a feeling of familiarity but we weren’t
able to actually remember it until the moment in which the frame was
experienced.
Sometimes,
reconditioning is needed and we have to believe and feel and see things as we
want them to be. We all find that hard at times. But, habits form and we are soon conditioned
to think that things suck, and then they do.
What you think is what you get.
And, we as humanoids are so used to thinking as if strings were attached
to our limbs. We follow the masses no
matter which way they pull us. It is
such a grandiose idea that one person can change things in its entirety. And, largeness creates the fear and
uncertainty that impedes the very energy which can make it all better. Remember:
your cup is half full, your cup is half
full. Those straws that siphon a sip
here and there are ok. Your cup will
refill only if you accept that the straw was there in the first place. Acceptance is realizing that there are not
always answers to everything. Forgetting
is not necessary or even possible at times.
But, acceptance is really important.
Before being able to accept things, anger is almost always needed. Everyone has either had anger or felt
anger. But, anger is only a
transformation or our way of dealing with more complex emotions such as sadness
and embarrassment. Things will not
happen unless they exist. So, as long as
anger exists, anger will happen. If we
can express our true emotions as they are, then anger will dissipate because it
won’t have any way of being born.
I
have had a tremendous amount of negativity surrounding me for way too long
now. It was encompassing me and I was
absorbing those thought patterns and adopting them as my own. That’s how people change and they rapidly
forget who they really are. They forget
what they are here for -- just happiness and joy. Money cannot buy who you are and what you
feel. It only masks things. The person that is deep under the façade and
costume generally may not be liked by society and the masses. So many people become depressed because their
idea of happiness was false. They were
just following the course in which the pattern of complex chi tethered. All of us have certain expectations. But, I am slowly learning that the less you
expect, the happier you will be.
Realizing that reactions and thoughts, beliefs and choices are coping
mechanisms for all that is unexpected.
Accept
what is or become angry and try to accept that.
It’s easier to accept a positive resonance than it is to even begin to
understand hatred. Anger is an extremely
slow method of suicide. I really don’t
want to see our Earth lose its resilience and abundance. We are all connected energy. Right now, the anger is harming the balance
in which we exist. Greed, anger, hate,
and blame-storming has created a giant storm right here on our home. We have to accept what has happened, get over
it, and move on with peaceful solutions.
We cannot follow one angry, hateful, vengeful force and sustain. When you see someone with a grouchy scowl on
their face often, it is so exhausting.
Because your’ good life energy is being taken. The negative person has nothing left and
cannot exist without more energy. Those
with big hearts and empathic abilities tend to be manipulated.
I
think that an awakening has occurred within many and will continue to
occur. This can be a very hard
experience to understand, but just remember my crazy essay on Us and you will know it when you really FEEL it. Sometimes science can help us all understand
ideas better. Most people have to see
proof, especially when we try and think “out of the box”, or away from the
“monkey bars”. The proof I have lies
within my own experiences, but those experiences have fingerprints from others
experiences on them. That is how the
school janitor in
We
need to just BE. And we all need to say
I AM.
I
am moody -- I am happy -- I am beautiful -- I am full -- I am love -- I am hurt
-- I am
acceptance
Empath Links
Geomancy and Ch'i
Self-fulfilling Prophecy
Stones & Crystals
Heartlights
Overcoming Empathic Tendencies
Empaths Connectedness With Earth
The Empath Report
Spritual Dove Web Site
