dun have any idea
today is like hell...i dont even remember at wut time i woke.but i can recall i had a few nap later...tomorrow we gonna celebrate the eid..its like any other ordinary days for me except for when we pray at mosque in the morning than visit my garandma.i still can remember those days when i was a kid...it was a marvellous time..
we, me and cousins were so anxious waiting for the eid...so nthat we could wear new clothes..get the duit raya..hihih this is the best part..wat can i tell here is i love my childhood..i like being a kid..for me being an adult is nothing but burdening..may u might say the other way round...ut this is my only humble opinion..
have u ever wonder urself being a child again?when u did something wrong that u would be scolded by the elder but then u were cherished and pampered ?this is the loveliest part for being a child..then u need not to worry about ur expanses...u can ask anything from mum..even that she'll scold u then..but as an adult when u want money mum is the last resort..u dun wanna burden her of course cos u have a working brain to think..
anyway...i thin i'm gonna stop here..nothing to writa about tonite...no idea..ci ya later...happy eid mubarak everyone!!!

it's a cold nite...been rainig since evening...i like it when its raining...it pulls my memory back few yrs ago...i've been wondering if i ever have changed a minor decision that i've made before...wut are the results today...in the present..ermmm...still dun get wut i meant?
ok ...let say if i accept the offer to study abroad taking economics...whut would my life be now?am i appy with it or regretting it every second that it takes to breath?and then i realized human knowledge is limited..we could not predict ...presume may be...but have no rite to a prediction..
and wut if i were to be born in another family?am i happier or not...i love my present family...they are like an eternal gift for me...but still i dun get it...when they are around i feel like i wanna get them outta my sight ...but whenever they are not wth me...i feel like i've lost my soul..
especially mom...i love her more than any other things in this world but then at the same time i feel like i wanna have some sort of option..which i could choose my own mother..but i knew if i were to be given the choice...i'll choose her...no doubt..
may be we need some space to mend our relationship..yeah...distance makes existence appreciated...erm...gr8 quotation...who says that? hihih i did..ok...
think i'm gonna stop ere...wanna rite many things ,everythings...but let it happen gradually...or else i'll have no idea for the next writing...

i'm a sleeping beauty...
i was just sleeping all the day witouht attending any class..except for consti law cos tomorrow we gonna have a test...and tonite is gonna be a tough nite for me...i dun thinkk that consti is a difficult subject to score..but the learning in a mass lecture is the problem...anyway,i'll try to excell in this paper

oh ya..last nite we were having a birthday party for riny..a moderate one but still we could have fun there..

have no idea wut to write more..my mind is still not working as i was just woke up a few minutes ago...from a very long sleep..okeh..i think iahve to go now..need to study for consti...anyway,my test on thursday for probate has been postponed to next week...thank god..ok..chow first

shut up life!!!
today is like hell..the questions for the test were really suck..hihih..a lot of lacuna here and there in my answer sheet..and it's like shitting here and there...uhuhh..too many rude language and the four letter words..i'm getting bored with my life...

last nite we were having like a sort of cold war...me and my momma...i hate that but she has never tried to understand me...well life as a student is a hectic one...everybody knows what a student should have gone thru..but nonetheless...mum never tried to suit her self..

whatever it is...life must go on...whether you like it or not...still have to face all the obstacles in this complicated life...

just to ponder...i am a simple girl living in this complicated and hectic life...is it a failr life?never nen thinking of it...

anyway..happy birthday to my best friend...riny...may this year blossom you into a new shaped woman...u've gotta the key of 21...congrats fren...

duh...need to go now..they are waiting for me at the cafe...see ya tomorrow if i'm available

exams...why bother me?
today is sunday..hahaha..like i'm the only who knows that today is sunday...not important...cut it off..the thing is i've got exam for tomorrow..ic stands for islamic criminal law...tough one i bet...with a very ermm should i say particular lecturer or worse?whatever huh.. i m goin back to hostel tonite...i've promised to study with u-are..and more could not study here...too many temptations...ahakss...i'm the one who create the temptation actually..oh yaa... this is my first time writing in here...feel some quite of weird and peculiar...but then nevermind..i'll try to write everyday as possible..but who's gonna read it?yeah i have somebody in my mind...i'll ask min to read this...and the hell sure that she's gonna read this...she even asked me to teach her how to create a blog..huhuhu... i have many things to wriye in here..but for the time being..lets just save them...okeh...think i should stop here... lastly...somthing to ponder today..an exam is necessary for students..wut a student without exam...but exams always failed student's life...gagagaga...what am i bluffing about...i'm goin now...chiow----XXXXX