Charlie: *it's about 4am, and
Charlie is outside the door of the flat. His hair is all messy, and his shirt
is missing a few buttons. He's pretty much using the wall to hold himself up*
Charlie: *rests his face against the door for a few moments, trying to hear if
Bill is still awake. Satisfied that he isn't, lets himself in, trying VERY HARD
to be quiet*
Bill: *is asleep on the
couch in his clothes, having obviously fallen asleep while waiting for Charlie*
Charlie: *freezes as soon as he
sees Bill, and shakes his head* *picks his way across the room, as slowly as he
can*
Bill: *starts out of sleep
when Charlie trips on something, making noise* Char? *blinks into the darkness*
Charlie: *stumbles against the
coffee table* Bill, I told you not to wait - *voice is hoarse, and he's
slurring*
Bill: *stands, reaching out
blindly until his hand connects with Charlie's arm* Do you know what time it
is? Where've you been all night? I was worried about you.
Charlie: *sits down hard on the
floor* I know what time 's. Well, I did. Um... *makes a random guess* midnight?
Bill: *frowns* How drunk are
you, Char?
Charlie: Hmm. *short laugh* Not
drunk enough.
Bill: *sighs, pulling him to
his feet* Come on, I'll help you into bed. I have a few things I need to say to
you, but I can't tell you like this.
Charlie: *lets himself be pulled
up, stumbling against Bill but trying not to hold onto him* Bill. You shouldn't
have waited up... I'm FINE.
Bill: *puts and arm around
his waist and leads him, stumbling, into the bedroom* You're not fine. You're
obviously so upset about me and Siri that you went out and got completely
pissed. Do you call that fine?
Charlie: *tries to look daggers at him,
but can't focus properly* 's as fine as 'm going to get, though, isn't it?
*falls heavily onto the bed*
Bill: *frowns, taking his
shoes and socks off, then reaching for his shirt* You're missing some buttons
here. What happened?
Charlie: *sighs heavily, but
doesn't answer*
Bill: *begins to take it
off, then stops, staring at the obvious bite mark on his chest* Oh. I see.
Bill:
*swallows hard*
Bill:
*is very much Not Happy*
Charlie: *closes his eyes, breathing deeply*
Charlie: Bill. You. And - *stutters over the name 'Sirius'* You're
getting married.
Charlie: *not an accusation, or a question. Just a quiet statement*
Bill: *finishes taking off
the shirt rather violently*
Bill:
Yes.
Charlie: *nods slowly* I thought
so.
Bill: *moves on to his
trousers, unbuttoning then and pulling them down, careful not to touch or even
look at Charlie's crotch*
Bill:
*pulls the covers up over him, then goes into the other room for some Pepper-Up
potion*
Bill:
I should just let you suffer tomorrow morning, but I'll leave this for you
anyway. *said stiffly*
Charlie: *makes a small noise, and rolls over onto his side,
reaching out for Bill's hand*
Bill: *takes his hand,
albeit grudgingly* *traces shapes on his palm* *softer* Why, Charlie? Why does
this upset you so much? Are you afraid of losing me? Is that it?
Charlie: *clumsily twines his fingers with Bill's, but doesn't
answer*
Charlie: *squeezes his hand once, then loses his grip, hand falling
down beside the bed*
Bill: *sits on the edge of
the bed, reaching out with his other hand to brush the hair off Charlie's
forehead* That's it, isn't it?
Charlie: *tries not to meet his eyes, but can't help himself*
*thickly* Bill...
Bill: *leans down to kiss
him on the forehead* Don't you know that you can never lose me, Charlie? That
we've been together since you were born, and nothing can change that?
Bill:
I love you so much, Char. You're a part of me. And no-one can change that, not
even Sirius.
Charlie: *closes his eyes, turning his
face into the pillow*
Bill: *is so very hurt by
this* *voice catches* What is it? What can I do to help you?
Bill:
You know I would do anything for you, Charlie. Anything at all. Just name it.
Charlie: *voice muffled by the
pillow* Please... stay. Just stay. One night. That's all. *a cough, then
something that might be a sigh or a sob*
Bill: *is surprised* Of
course. *begins pulling off his clothes*
Charlie: *moves slightly over in the bed, still hiding his face,
almost shrinking away from Bill*
Bill: *settles down next to
him, on his side, looking over at him*
Bill:
*but careful not to touch*
Bill:
*finally reaches out a hand and ghosts it over Charlie's arm, barely touching
him, in case he pulls away*
Charlie: *sucks in a deep breath, and moves his arm towards Bill's
touch, reaching out blindly*
Bill: *catches his reaching
hand and holds it tightly, pressing his body forward until he's spooning behind
Charlie*
Charlie: *shudders, leaning back into Bill's embrace, desperately
trying to press their bodies together in every place possible*
Charlie: *is breathing easier now, but his heart is still
hammering*
Bill: *kisses the back of
his neck, shuddering at the thought of someone else doing this to *his*
Charlie*
Charlie: *tenses against him, then slowly relaxes*
Bill: *rubs soothing circles
on his side*
Charlie: *slowly reaches out and
takes Bill's hand, pulling his arm around him in a tight embrace*
Bill: *twines their fingers,
squeezing his hand and chancing another light kiss to the back of his neck*
Charlie: *leans his head forward
slightly, closing his eyes at the feeling of Bill's breath on his neck*
*whispers a slurred 'stay with me, Bill' into the pillow*
Bill: *cards his other hand
slowly through Charlie's hair* *softly* I will. *trails kisses down his neck to
his collar bone, then gently urges him to turn over so that he's laying on his
back*
Charlie: *goes with it, leaning
slightly into Bill's chest, his eyes fluttering open again*
Bill: *meets his gaze as he
leans over him and places a kiss on his forehead, then on at the corner of his
mouth, seeking permission*
Charlie: *turns his head,
unconsciously trying to make Bill's kisses land on his mouth* *one hand comes
up to touch Bill's shoulder, his movements slow and clumsy*
Bill: *reaches up to squeeze
his hand, his mouth hovering an inch above Charlie's, letting him feel his warm
breath*
Bill: *lets the tip of his
tongue trace Charlie's lower lip, gradually sucking it into his mouth*
Charlie: *reaches his hands up to
tangle almost painfully in Bill's hair, squeezing his eyes shut tightly* *pulls
away for a second and then fastens his mouth onto Bill's, pressing their lips
together hard*
Bill: *parts his lips,
clicking their teeth together as he kisses Charlie back with an urgency that
surprises them both*
Charlie: *hands tighten in Bill's
hair*
Charlie: *kisses him wetly, only
breaking off to suck in air, but not opening his eyes*
Bill: *pauses to catch his breath,
then leans over him again, kissing him hard, pressing his tongue against
Charlie's teeth, insisting that he open his mouth*
Bill: *slowly rolls so that
he's laying on top of him by the end of the kiss*
Charlie: *opens his mouth under
Bill's tongue, sighing softly as their tongues meet, lips still crushed
together almost hard enough to bruise*
Charlie: *hands trail down to
Bill's shoulders, holding him close*
Bill: *tastes alcohol and
something unfamiliar on Charlie's tongue, and growls in the back of his throat
when he realizes it must be whomever Charlie was with that night*
Charlie: *opens his eyes, searching
Bill's face*
Bill: *looks both hurt and
angry, possessive*
Bill: *frames Charlie's face
with his hands* *in a rough, dangerous voice* Was it male or female?
Charlie: *blinks at him* Was...
Charlie: *obviously caught
off-balance, stroking at Bill's bare back*
Bill: The person I taste on
you. *strokes his fingers over the bite* *This* person. Male or female, Char?
Charlie: *groans deeply* you
know... I don't like girls. You know that. *reaches out, trying to touch the
side of Bill's face*
Bill: *flinches away
slightly* *he knows he's acting irrationally, but he's so incredibly jealous he
hardly knows what to do with himself* And have you been seeing him for awhile
and didn't tell me about it? Or did you just pick up someone tonight and let
him fuck you? *can't keep the bitterness out of his voice*
Charlie: *stares at him, confusion
showing* I haven' been seeing anyone. *slurring slightly more as he gets
emotional* He was... there. In the bar. *drops his hand back to the bed when he
sees that Bill doesn't want to be touched*
Charlie: *slides his other arm from
around Bill's shoulders, gently touching the back of his neck* *almost
apologetically* Just there.
Bill: *looks away from him,
trying to get a grip on his emotions*
Bill: *looks back* What?
Charlie: *murmurs* Said he was...
just there.
Bill: *anger slides away,
leaving only hurt* *to himself* Because I wasn't. Oh, Char... I should've
realised how this news would affect you. I was so wrapped up in myself and
Sirius that I never thought... but dammit, I'm supposed to be the one to be
there for you when you need someone. Me. I'm your brother. I should've done
something.
Charlie: *turns his face to one
side, pressing his cheek against the cool of the pillow* *bitterly* 's not you.
*his hand clenches into a fist in the sheets*
Bill: *looks down on him,
squeezing his hand* It is me. I should have warned you, or something. I'm
sorry, Charlie.
Charlie: *murmurs* Not you... me.
*reaches slowly to smooth the hair off Bill's face*
Bill: Why do you think that?
Charlie: *shakes his head,
whispering something incoherent under his breath* *tugs a little on Bill's
hair, trying to draw him closer*
Bill: *comes closer, until
he's again hovering over Charlie's mouth, his lips ghosting over Charlie's*
What was that you said?
Charlie: *as quickly as he can*
Nevermind. *presses himself up against Bill, lips blindly seeking Bill's mouth*
Bill: *kisses him back,
sinking into the oh-so-familiar rhythm and feel of Charlie's mouth, fogetting
everything outside of the two of them for a long moment*
Charlie: *closes his eyes, trying to
draw the kiss out for as long as possible, hands running over Bill's back in
wide, lazy sweeps*
Bill: *finally breaks the
kiss, panting, but doesn't pull away* *Charlie will be able to feel his
hardening cock against his thigh*
Charlie: *swallows, moving his leg
slightly to rub against Bill's cock, feeling Bill's breath hot on his flushed
face*
Bill: *pulls his hips back
abruptly, looking at Charlie* Are you sure?
Charlie: *exhales slowly, looking
up at him* Of what?
Bill: *swallows* Do you even
want to be with me anymore?
Charlie: *blinks* Do I... *trails
off, taking his hands away from Bill's back*
Charlie: *bites his lip* I just...
*shakes his head, trying to work out what he wants to say* I just. Need you.
*looks up at him, almost avoiding eye contact*
Bill: *looks away* We
haven't exactly been together much since you got back into town. At first I
thought it was Sirius, but now I'm not so sure.
Charlie: *shakes his head dumbly,
not understanding what Bill is trying to say* *tries to shift his weight under
Bill, and his leg rubs hard against Bill's erection, making him hesitate and
stop*
Bill: *sucks in a gulp of
air at the contact to his cock*
Charlie: You... don't think I want
you. *slow statement, trying to make the words as clear as possible*
Bill: *turns his head back
to meet his eyes* Do you?
Charlie: Bill... *pauses, slowly
threading his fingers back into Bill's hair* Want you. I want to... be with
you.
Bill: *nods, satisfied that this
is the truth, and kisses him gently, keeping his eyes open* ...love you,
Charlie...
Charlie: *squeezes his eyes shut, kissing him back a little desperately* ... so much...
Bill: *presses his cock
against his thigh, shifting his own leg against Charlie's cock*
Charlie: *pulls back a little and
swipes his tongue over Bill's lower lip, breathing heavily* *whispers* SO
much...
Bill: *seals his mouth over
Charlie's sucking his tongue in and sucking on it* Show me how much, Char.
Charlie: *runs his hands over
Bill's bare chest, eyes a little wide, as if he can't really believe this is
happening*
Charlie: *tentatively shifts his
hips, pressing his erection against Bill's thigh*
Bill: *pushes his hand
between them to stroke along Charlie's erection, thrusting his tongue roughly
into his mouth and exploring*
Charlie: *closes his eyes, rubbing
himself slowly against Bill's hand* *his voice is hoarse* Oh... please. Do
that.
Bill: *runs his thumb
repeatedly over the tip, collecting the fluid and licking it slowly off,
clearly savoring* I want to taste you.
Charlie: *groans, and leans in to
kiss Bill again, his tongue sliding suddenly between Bill's lips, tasting
himself on Bill's mouth*
Charlie: *murmurs Bill's name into
his mouth, moving his hands down to brush against Bill's nipples*
Bill: *slides his hand down
the shaft, gathering his balls and rolling them against his palm slowly*
Bill: *arches up into
Charlie's touch, nipples hard*
Charlie: *brushes his palms against
Bill's nipples, dragging his hands slowly over the warm skin, his breathing
harsh in Bill's ear*
Charlie: *swallows, feeling
slightly dizzy, one hand going to clutch at Bill's back*
Bill: *begins moving down
his body, finally kneeling between his legs, breathing hot air onto his cock*
Bill: *meets his eyes as he
slowly laps at the head of his prick*
Bill: You are mine. Always,
Charlie.
Charlie: *reaches down to wind his
fingers through Bill's hair, letting it fall through his hands* *whispers, his
voice thick* want to be yours... so much. *sucks in a deep breath and trembles
at the feeling of Bill's tongue on his cock*
Bill: *takes the head into
his mouth and pauses, sucking on it lightly, then gradually taking in the rest
of the shaft, teasingly slowly*
Charlie: *gasps, his eyes
fluttering closed again as he sinks back on the pillows, body shaking with the
effort of stopping himself from thrusting into Bill's mouth*
Bill: *fingers explore
around his hole, the ball of his thumb circling the entrance slowly*
Bill: *deep throats the
prick, tongue sliding along the bottom*
Charlie: Ah, FUCK... *arches his
back, hands tightening unconsciously in Bill's hair until they're holding his
head in place* *presses his face into the pillows, his laboured breathing
suddenly muffled*
Bill: *pulls back to keep
just the head in his mouth, tongue sliding over the underside and pressing into
the hole at the top*
Charlie: *moans Bill's name, hands
sliding down to clutch at his shoulders, as if to reassure himself that he's
not dreaming*
Charlie: *bucks sharply upwards
into Bill's mouth before he can help himself*
Bill: *takes him in easily,
then lets his cock slide out with a small slurp* Do you want to come now, or
with me inside you?
Charlie: *murmurs something
incoherent, trying to pull Bill up by the shoulders*
Bill: *lets himself be
pulled up until he's lying on top of Charlie again, their faces an inch apart*
What was that, Charlie?
Charlie: *presses his lips against
Bill's hungrily* I... I want to be yours. *swallows, closing his eyes* Want you
to have me.
Bill: *kisses him hard,
hands cupping his cheeks*
Charlie: *slides his hand down to
stroke along the small of Bill's back, following the curve of his arse*
Bill: *sits up quickly,
pushing a pillow under Charlie's hips and placing his legs over his shoulders*
Charlie: *breathes deeply, watching
Bill's face as he offers himself*
Bill: *reaces blindly for
the salve and squeezes out a tiny amount, working it over his cock quickly*
This is going to hurt, my love.
Charlie: *swallows, his voice
strange* Good.
Charlie: *exhales slowly, feeling
the dizziness sweeping over him again*
Bill: *presses against
Charlie's hole, which has obviously been fucked once that night already*
*swallows hard, seeing this, and meets Charlie's eyes again instead*
Charlie: *bites his lip at the
blunt heat of Bill against his entrance, pushing down slightly*
Bill: *presses in gradually,
feeling Charlie's body accepting him, though with the small amount of lube
there's an incredible amount of friction and burning pain*
Charlie: *clutches at Bill's back,
hard enough for his nails to leave tiny marks, as he pulls Bill into him*
Charlie: *spreads his legs as wide
as he can, the alcohol dulling the pain a little*
Bill: *moans as he's encased
in Charlie's tight heat*
Bill: *chants as he thrusts*
Mine. You are mine. Always. Forever. Mine.
Charlie: *nods silently, rocking
his hips out of rhythm with the thrusts, turning them into harsh, uneven
strokes, trying to feel as much of Bill inside him as possible*
Charlie: *cries out as Bill rubs
against his prostate, clenching his hands in the sheets*
Bill: *fucks him faster,
angling to hit his prostate only occassionally, still punishing him*
Charlie: *hoarsely* So good, Bill,
so FUCKING good...
Bill: *closes his eyes,
feeling himself close already, and trying hard to stave off his impending
orgasm*
Charlie: *opens up around him, eyes
fixed on Bill's face*
Charlie: *catches hold of one of
Bill's hands, squeezing it tight as he thrusts up against Bill, trying to drive
him deeper still*
Bill: *opens his eyes,
meeting Charlie's gaze as he squeezes back*
Bill: *softly* I love you.
Charlie: *starts to tremble* I...
love you...
Charlie: *murmurs* want you in me
want you here... want... *then gasps as Bill hits a sensitive spot, clenching
tighter around him*
Bill: *moans, one hand going
to Charlie's cock and stroking in the same rhythm*
Charlie: *thrusts desperately up
into Bill's hand, too far gone to realise that he's whispering Bill's name over
and over*
Bill: *screams Charlie's
name as he comes hard*
Charlie: *closes his eyes, fighting
to breathe from the pressure on his cock and the warmth of Bill inside him*
Bill: *after a moment
resumes the stroking on his cock, though much more slowly*
Charlie: *runs his tongue over his
parched lips* *whispers, hardly slurring at all now* Oh Bill, PLEASE...
Bill: *hand slows* What do
you want, Charlie? Do you want to fuck me? Do you want me to suck you dry?
Charlie: *opens his eyes, looking
up at Bill's flushed face* I want you to hold me. I want you to hold me, while
I come. *whispers* Don't want to feel anything but you.
Bill: *lays down beside him,
rolling onto his back so that Charlie can get on top of him*
Bill: *puts one arm aroud
him, the other hand quickening on his cock*
Charlie: *settles on top of Bill,
burying his face in the hollow of his collarbone and closing his eyes*
Charlie: *is breathing hard,
squeezing Bill's shoulder as he presses himself into Bill's hand*
Bill: *licks at his neck,
outlining the marks Charlie's earlier encounter had left*
Charlie: *makes a small noise,
sliding his leg between Bill's thighs*
Charlie: *kisses the skin
underneath his mouth, tasting the salt of Bill's sweat, moaning softly as he
feels himself getting close*
Bill: *nips his neck, making
his own marks*
Charlie: *tilts his head to one
side, exposing more skin*
Bill: *bites harder, sucking
the pale skin into his mouth and leaving purple welts*
Bill: *hand moves faster,
thumb swiping across the tip*
Charlie: *arches his back and comes
silently into Bill's hand, laying his cheek flat on Bill's chest as the tremors
sweep over him, clutching his hand*
Bill: *holds him tight
through it*
Charlie: *swallows hard, lying heavy against him*