I don't want to feel. I just want to get my exams over and done with.
I don't want to care about my feelings, my social life or anything related to ME apart from the kind of grades I want to get.
If I want to succeed in life I think I better get a move on.
I can't just stand here, waiting for life to pick me up. I have actually start moving before my life takes momentum and spins off without me.
I feel like my world is falling apart. And everyone just forgot about me and I'm falling apart with it.
I'm exhausted. It's my fault. But I don't think I'll be able to keep it up.
My Biology teacher told us to chill out for a bit. These 3 weeks will go by really fast. And sooner or later it's going to be the exams and we won't be able to slow down until the holidays. He told us not to relax by sitting in front of the TV or play video games. Lie on your bed and block out everything worrying you. In the silence. Let it surround you. And enjoy that.
Because we don't enjoy anything.