My Creations
Thanks for checkin my site out, I'll have my pictures up here soon after I scan them, for now I put up a few songs I've written.
Hope you like them!
THE SOUL
"Captivate me, tease me
tempt me, make me,
love me hate me
just dont leave me
I am the good the evil
the kind the cruel
the happiness the sadness
I am the hated the loved
the feared the reveered
I am the soul....you want
I am the one you need
I am your dreams made flesh
your nightmares made with breath
your prayers sealed with a kiss
your curses brought with a fist
I am the soul.....you need
for all the things i am to you
and all the things i am not
you...you alone...are all i will ever need
without you ..
my heart stops beating
and my tears will drown the stars
to be one...
you need two...
to be whole...
I need you...
Captivate me, tease me
tempt me, make me,
love me hate me
just dont leave me"
STILL WAITING FOR THE TOO
"Do you know what love is
If you do tell me
For the only thing I've felt is heaven with you
How could you let that go so easily?
I asked you to let me hold on to what we had
And all you had to say is
That im better off alone..
How was it playing god and sending your angel away?
Did you feel good?
Did you feel proud?
Do you think you did something good?
I wanted your arms around me
Till the sun made us one
I wanted your lips against mine till I breathed for you
Now all I have are memories that fill my soul
With the love I thought we had
I thought..
I guess I was wrong
I want you to know
That I can still taste you
I can still feel you
I still love you
Or was it one of the many masks you wear
I'm still waiting for that wedding ring
..For that little house in Florida
..for the child that we would have raised together
That now only lives in my mind
Why didn't you wipe my tears away?
Why didn't you ask to try again?
Why didn't you stop me when I closed the door?
If you didn't want me there..
Then why did you cry when I said goodbye?
Why did I always have to say I love you first
Well I'll say it again and again
Because
I'm still waiting for the too..
I miss you my love..."
FREE
" I've been trying to call you
been tryin to reach you somehow
tryin to get a glimpse of your soul
no matter what I do
or how i try
I fail
What do I have to do to get to you
what do i have to do
tell me and i'll do it
So I can be free
You've said everything I ever wanted to hear
I heard everything I never wanted to know
and now im tryin to find you across the distance
just to hear you say hi
but all I get is silence
Tell me the truth
why have your words become nothing more
than a whisper in the wind
What do I have to do to get to you
what do I have to do
tell me and I'll do it
So I can be free
You say you love me,
I have no doubt in my heart that those words ring true
but then I also belive that I am not alone
somehow, you take what I belive and leave it on a shelf
I'ts now 12:03 and I have no more than a message on a screen
of the person that I love
How do you expect me to hold on to what you say when they unravel with
the lustful stare of another
I dont know what else to say
I know i'm paranoid
I know I overreact
and I know I love you
I'll hold on...I'll hold on..
For the day I hear the truth from your lips and eyes..
will be the day I'll be free"
DO YOU EVER FEEL
Do you ever feel like
you’re surrounded by this blanket of emptiness?
Where no one can see you,
or hear you
but you're screaming
longing.. for someone to find you
Reaching out, trying to pull in,
To pull out
Will someone feel my pain?
Hear my sorrow...
Won’t you help me heal my wounds?
Why am I at the mercy of the darkness I have created?
I try to stand
I try to walk away
I breathe in, I breathe out
The closer I get, the farther I am
From the place I’ve felt safe
That dark place that I need to escape
Will you take my hand?
(you already have it..)
Will you wipe away my tears?
Light the candle that will lead me
To myself?
I thought I had found myself
(just let go)
how do you know if you've been happy if you haven't been sad?
(I believed I was happy)
how do you know if you're living if you can't feel pain,?
(I thought I was alive)
How do you really know what love is until you've said goodbye?
(don’t let me wake up)
Do you ever feel doubt?
Do you want to swim with the stars?
(don’t drown my love)
I’m waiting for you
(guide me)
you’ll find your way to me
(I’m lost)
look inside yourself...
wipe your tears away...
your all you have...
(I’m all I have)
and you are the soul
you’ve come this long..
why stop now?
( I love you)
don’t cry anymore…
its gonna be alright
( I know..)
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