If You Only Knew

If Only You Knew

I can't seem to find the right words to say,

to tell you that I feel this way

I want you what can I do,

to make you want me next to you

if you look at me you'll understand,

all I want is to hold your hand

I felt this way oh for so long,

and it hurts me that I don't belong

wanting you to want me its all a dream,

my heart aches I just want to scream

I smile and laugh just thinking of you,

together here I wish it was true

I always imagine of your gentle touch,

if only you knew that I felt this much

not being with you I'm falling apart

cause I don't know how to get your heart

if you could only see the love in my eyes,

of all those nights when I sat and cried

just look at me I'm standing right here,

just call out my name and I'll be there

how long the wait I do not know,

but when that day comes I'll let it show

if only you knew my feelings for you,

I`ll stay hopeful you'll feel the same way too

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*[CiGaReTte]*

[*by EdDiE LeE*]

I feel like a cigarette

Burning my life away

Just looking at the ashes burning

Watching and waiting for the smoke to go up to its skies

Like Me Waiting to go up to heaven

Just watching the smoke fade away likes its nothing

The yellow light worming the paper and leaves

No where to go, No where to run

Trying to Survive

But realizing that it’s no use

So the most beautiful thing of a cigarette shows

That it glows

And never woes when the wind blows

Because it still glows

Waiting for it to burn out

And once it burns out

The life of a cigarette is over

Just like mine

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*[UnTiL ThERe Was yoU]*

until there was you...

i walked the earth alone..

no hand to hold in mine..

my heart was all my own..

until there was you..

true love was juss a dream..

dreams of wonder..and tears...

dreams of hope..and fears..

until there was you.. my life had no direction..

a road of uncertainty..

but now we hab a journey..

together you and me

so i thank God from the heavens above

for my heart and soul could never

feel the impact of true love..

until there was you~

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*[If i Said Yes ]*

if i said yes..

and gazed deep into your eyes..and smiled..

would any of my dreams come true?

are you a wolf in sheep's clothing?

who'd corner me..devour me..

leave me just a sheLL?

would one simple word..

open up a door to paradise?

or juss a hole to hell?

if i said yes..

if i....

and if i said yes..

wrapped myself around you..

with contented sighs..

would you understand?

do you play the game

by a different name?

win all the pieces to leave me beaten?

would one simple word..

open up a door to my heart?

or juss a wound i CANNOT heal?

and if i said yes any wayz..

would you rilly still want me?

if i said yes..

if i...

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*[i LoVe thE WaY yoU aRe]*

[*by EdDiE LeE*]

i Be HeaRing a WhiStLe

uP in My CasTLe

ThoughT it WAs yoU

buT GueSS nOt

sO WheRe Are yoU

Won'T yoU bE iN mY ArMs

So i wonT Be HaRmeD

EveRydAy i ThiNk AboUt yoU

And EveRy MoMenT DreaM AbouT yoU

YouR ThE KeY To My HeaRt

PleaSe oPeN Me

aNd LeT Me FrEe

to Be My DeStinY

CaLL Me a FoOL

BeCauSe iM a FoOL iN LoVe

WitH A GloVe iN My HaNd

That woN't MakE me feeL

ThE reaL siDe Of yoU

ShoVe oFf the GLoVe

WheRe The doVes CaN coME

caN See ouR miSsiON

wiTh A PaSsiON iF you MiSs Me

theN LeaVe ME wiTh a KiSS

That WiLL eNd My EviL hiSs

WoN't You Be miNe

BeCauSe i LoVe The WaY You aRe

DoN't EvER ChANge WhAT You aRE

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