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I hAtE evEryThiNG AbOuT u........ BuT wHy dO i LoVE u....

Hey! well i decided to change websites cuz that one was sounding all depressed and stuff!! ..yes ma'am! well as most of u know i'm sarah vangorder and i'm from herrin illinois *sadly* jk its a pretty cool place gets kinda boring after a while though!well i'm 14 and i go to Herrin high schooL!..i'm a freshman yes i am a *greenie* lol! ..i wish i was back in middle school though! everyones so serius in high school! and everyones like 15 feet taller than me!!(im 5'0!) ugh! haha it hurts my neck talking to those giraffes!!..haha if u havent noticed i like to joke around alot and have fun. I dont consider myself mature! i love making people laugh! i consider that my job! well i play softball, track, and i bowl.. i play volleyball and basketball in my spare time! woohoo! what fun! ..i mostly listen to ROck.punk i dont like rap theres maybe a few good songs..most are about sex and drugs and stuff..gets annoying!..yep! my fav bands are AFI green day used ataris three days grace and whole lot of others! welll i could go on and on about myself but i would probally bore the hell out of u! so if u really want to know more about me click the ABOUT ME..haha yes dumbnut thats what that is!! well chit chat with yas later! sign my g0book!


Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you, they don't ask for it. they do something dumb one day like kiss you,or smile at you,&then your life isn't you own anymore.Love takes hostages.It gets inside you.It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.

It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.I HATE LOVE

Adopt your own useless blob!

AbOuT mE!!

JeSsicAs PagE!

AsHLeYS PagE


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