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Papa ...Promise Me You Will Wait For Jesus...





" DingleDorkGirl " Before Cancer.. 1999





Dingle In 4th Yr Of Battle With Cancer 2002 With Neighbour Rossie Poo In Our Nursing Home Where We Live..




I said, "God,
 I hurt."
And God said,
 "I know."

I said, "God, 
I cry a lot."
And God said,
"That is why 
I gave you tears."

I said, "God, 
I am so depressed."
And God said,
"That is why I
 gave you Sunshine."

I said, "God, 
life is so hard."
And God said,
"That is why I 
gave you loved ones."

I said, "God, my 
loved one died."
And God said,
"so did mine "

I said, "God, it 
is such a loss."
And God said,
"I saw mine nailed
 to a cross."

I said, "God, but 
your loved one lives."
And God said,
" So does yours."

I said, "God, where
 are they now?"
And God said,
"Mine is on My right 
and yours is in the Light."

I said, "God, 
it hurts."
And God said,
"I know."






**** IF I SHOULD DIE TONIGHT...**** MY FRIENDS WOULD LOOK UPON MY QUIET FACE, BEFORE THEY LAID IT IN IT'S FINAL RESTING PLACE, AND DEEM THAT DEATH HAD LEFT IT ALMOST FAIR, AND LAYING SNOW WHITE ROSES AGAINST MY HAIR, WOULD SMOOTH IT DOWN WITH TEAR FILLED TENDERNESS, AND FOLD MY HANDS WITH LINGERING CARESS. POOR HANDS, SO EMPTY AND COLD TONIGHT.... IF I SHOULD DIE TONIGHT, MY FRIENDS WOULD CALL TO MIND WITH LOVING THOUGHT, SOME KINDLY DEED THE ICY HAND HAD WROUGHT. SOME GENTLE WORD THE FROZEN LIPS HAD SAID, ERRANDS ON WHICH THESE WILLING FEET HAD SPED. THE MEMORY OF MY SELFISHNESS AND PRIDE, MY HASTY WORDS, WOULD ALL BE PUT ASIDE, AND SO I SHOULD BE LOVED AND MOURNED TONIGHT. IF I SHOULD DIE TONIGHT, EVEN HEARTS ESTRANGED WOULD TURN ONCE MORE TO ME, RECALLING OTHER DAYS REMORSEFULLY. THE EYES THAT CHILL ME WITH AVERTED GLANCE, WOULD LOOK UPON ME AS OF YORE, PERCHANCE, WOULD SOFTEN IN THE OLD FAMILIAR WAY, FOR WHO WOULD WAR WITH DUMB UNCONSCIOUS CLAY? OH MY FRIENDS, I PRAY TONIGHT KEEP NOT YOUR KISSES FOR MY DEAD, COLD BROW, THE WAY IS LONLEY,PLEASE LET ME FEEL THEM NOW. THINK GENTLY OF ME, FOR I AM TRAVEL WORN, MY FALTERING FEET ARE PIERCED WITH MANY A THORN. FORGIVE OH HEARTS ESTRANGED, FORGIVE I PLEAD !!! WHEN DREAMLESS REST IS MINE I SHALL NOT NEED, THE TENDERNESS FOR WHICH I LONG FOR TONIGHT.....


IN MEMORY OF: PAPA MILTON BAILEY REBORN:SEPT.1ST.99(5:00pm) PASSED AWAY ON:SEPT.2ND.99-(2:00am) *THANK YOU PAPA FOR KEEPING YOUR PROMISE *THANK YOU FATHER GOD FOR MY BIRTHDAY MIRACLE... *THANK YOU JESUS FOR DRIVING PAPA HOME... SOME OF MY FAVOURITE POETRY.. When you are sad, I will dry your tears. When you are scared, I will comfort your fears. When you are worried, I will give you hope. When you are confused, I will help you cope. And when you are lost, And can't see the light. I shall be your beacon Shining ever so bright This is my oath. I pledge till the end. Why you may ask? Because you're my friend... I Need You Now My friend, I need you now- Please take me by the hand. Stand by me in my hour of need, Take time to understand. Take my hand, dear friend, And lead me from this place. Chase away my doubts and fears, Wipe the tears from off my face. Friend, I cannot stand alone. I need your hand to hold, The warmth of your gentle touch In my world that's grown so cold. Please be a friend to me And hold me day by day. Because with your loving hand in mine, I know we'll find the way.



AUG.29.1968
Happy Birthday DingleDorkGirl!
**Today you are 35 years old and about:
**51 years 10 months younger
 than Walter Cronkite, age 86
**48 years 3 months younger 
than Pope John Paul II, age 83
**44 years 3 months younger
 than George Herbert Bush, age 79
**36 years 11 months younger
 than Barbara Walters, age 71
**34 years 9 months younger
 than Larry King, age 69
**28 years 7 months younger
 than Ted Koppel, age 63
**25 years 2 months younger 
than Geraldo Rivera, age 60
**22 years 2 months younger 
than George W. Bush, age 57
**17 years 1 month younger 
than Jesse Ventura, age 52
**12 years 10 months younger 
than Bill Gates, age 47
**8 years 0 months younger 
than Cal Ripken Jr., age 43
**2 years 2 months younger
 than Mike Tyson, age 37
**1 year 11 months older
 than Jennifer Lopez, age 33
**7 years 4 months older
 than Tiger Woods, age 27
**13 years 10 months older
 than Prince William, age 21



This also means you were:
**33 years old at the time of
 the 9-11 attack on America
**31 years old on 
the first day of Y2K
**29 years old gave
 life to christ
**29 years old when
 Princess Diana was killed 
in a car crash
**26 years old at the time 
of Oklahoma City bombing
**25 years old when O. J. Simpson 
was charged with murder
**24 years old at the time of 
the 93 bombing of the 
World Trade Center
**22 years old when 
Operation Desert Storm began
**21 years old during the 
fall of the Berlin Wall
**17 years old when the 
space shuttle Challenger exploded
**15 years old when Apple 
introduced the Macintosh
**14 years old during 
Sally Ride's travel in space
**12 years old when 
Pres. Reagan was shot by
 John Hinckley, Jr.
**11 years old at the time 
the Iran hostage crisis began
**7 years old on
 the U.S.'s 
bicentennial Fourth of July
**5 years old when 
President Nixon left office
**3 years old when 
Alabama Gov. 
George C. Wallace was shot
not yet 
**1 year old 
at the time the first
 man stepped on the moon



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Loves & Losses In My Life..

  • Marty Lee...My Husband...May.1st.1997...Cancer
  • Kevin Richard Burr...1987 ...Suicide
  • Duncan Giles...1994...Suicide
  • Nana & Papa Jacobs...Cancer
  • My Infant Brother...2 Days Old...1972
  • Reverand Moses...Feb.99... Suicide
  • Uncle Melvin...Feb...99...Heart Attack
  • Mr Sloan...Nov....99 ...Heart Attack
  • Loyd...1999 Heart Attack
  • Chris Hamlin...29 yrs Old... 99...Heart Attack
  • Papa Hugget...2000...Heart Attack
  • Derek Hugget...2001...Suicide
  • Nana Hugget...2001...Pneumonia
  • Howard Gordon Sr...2000...Heart Attack
  • Joe Dempsey...Jan 2004....Suicide
  • Denny....March 2004.....Suicide

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