June 30th, 2004 1:06am
Baby had passed the day after Gavin from acute renal failure. I was very upset by it and thought i had failed him. I was going to pick his body up from the vets, I asked my dad what song we should give him. (its family custom to give all animals that passed on a song). Then suddenly the song "Here Without You" by 3 Doors Down came on. It had the line "I'm here without you baby, but your still on my lonely mind, here without you baby, but I think about you all the time.." I said to dad, it looks like Baby chose his own song that day =)
This one was pretty recent though I forget the date..i know it was at 2am in the morning though.
I was slowly drifting off to sleep.When I fall asleep I usually let myself go so the otherside can contact me when needed. Well this time a border collie came into focus just as i was drifting. It looked like Fly from the movie Babe. I looked at it like O_o a border collie? wth? So I stared at it for awhile and said outloud finally Lucky? It wagged its tail so hard..that its butt was moving. Lucky came to me to let Andie(its owner whom I know) Know that she is safe and okay in the next realm. She also showed me that she was with her father and that they like playing frisbee alot.
June 29th, 2004 after 8:35pm
I was upset and Happy about Gavin passing on. He was my only link to Dusty but he was also losing it in the end. I was suddenly moved to pic up a magazine i had been wanting to look at for sum time now. It was called Pyamid Magazine and what it is, is a magazine filled with mostly Wiccan and Fae related stuff.(Earth Bound Relgions) anyways..i was fingering through it and was drawn to certian page it had stuff about faeries and other things but right in the middle of the page was the most beautiful statue of Anubis, Guardian of the Next Realm. I was drawn to tears..he was telling me that Gavin had safely made it to him. I thank him for telling me.
July 1st, 2004 after 12:06 am
I was drifting off to sleep after hearing of Baby's(my ferret) death in ICU. I wanted so badly to see him once more. I suddenly saw him in front of me. He was looking around like this was all new to him, then suddenly he left and next I saw Nanook(my dad's ferret who had passed months before) he was in front of me being his normal self, rolling on his back. He sent me a message of calmness and I knew Baby was okay cause Nanook was with him.
1st time it happened:
My cat was the first animal to talk to me in this form. She was given to me by a lady who was divorcing her husband and moving with her kids. I was given no background just the cats name..Lady. She was a very frightened soul. She only trusted me for the beginning of her time with me. I wanted her to tell me wha was wrong..I started talkin to her in my head becuase it was sumthing I saw on T.V. She started communicating to me almost immediately. She told me how abusive the husband was to the kids and wife and her. How the kids would throw things at her becuase monkey see-monkey do. And how the mum was her only refuge. Most of this was correct becuase she was afraid of any object that could be thrown and for the exception of my dad she only likes women.
March 8th, 2004
I was cleaning the fish tank at work with a razor blade. I accidently sliced one of the fish. I was woried he was really hurt. So I communicated with him that i wanted to check him over and make sure he was okay. I was able to scoop up the fish and he layed in my hand sideways while i checked his tail fin..he was so calm while i proded him..when i was dun I put him in the water and he swam away calmly.
March 10th, 2004
I was moving around my house making food fur myself when i heard my parakeet pheonix screaming..i thought she wanted food..they normally do this..but this time she seemed to want sumthing else. I sent her the question of what do u want? and she clearly told me she wanted her towel moved and the window blinds open so she could see the birds she was speaking to every morning. Mum said she was chewing the towel she hasn't done it as bad since i had spoken to her.
March 13th, 2004
I kept getting a picture of a dog walkin beside my friend Bob. It was a happy go lucky sort..he was very close to him and he walks beside him in spirit. It looked like a husky to me..though i knew he had malamutes. I asked Bob of this he said he had a lab like this..i was like okay but i never got to the husky-like dog..thats my next realm of questioning fur him.
